Cyanide Laced
- Name:
- Estell
- Age:
- 34
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- Cleveland Rocks
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
- Add to friends
- AIM:
- Estewy152
- MySpace:
- myspace.com/pixielust16
About
We are all a bunch of animals that never payed attention in school! xXx
I am 19...I cant say MCR saved my life but it did give it a little meaning and confidence...when im listening to those five amazing men rock their hearts out, I get a surge through my body and It makes me want to dance down the street any fuckin way I want and not give a shit what anyone says!
I cant say ive been a fan from the beginning either, because I didnt even hear of them until 2004-05 ish. I heard of them through my friend and three cheers was the first CD I had of theirs. =) mmhmm
um...not alot of people have talked to me on here. mostly my wonderful friends to the side --->
They are very sweet. uh...I dont really post alot. Dont ask why. HAHA hard to explain.
Well if anyone ever needs someone to talk to I am here for ANYONE.
^ LMAO so true...so true...I <3 My Chemical Romance
I really do love the music so much. Yes I think they are cute. But i dont drool over them and hang on their every word. I have my own life to worry about.Alot of my friends make fun of me cause i like them, But i do NOT care! I love it! =P
Some of my favorite bands
Def Leppard, Rob Zombie, white zombie, Abba, Queen, My Chemical Romance, From First To Last, blondie, Iron Maiden, pat benatar, Metallica, billy idol, the outfield, saun paul, TATU, cher, martina mcbride, The sex Pistols, Kittie, The Used, Aha, ACDC, the temptaions,micheal Jackson, the distillers, Petshop boys,and The Fixx.
Kittie-"Pussy Sugar"
-I can taste the wreckage
--Of dismembered dreams
---Ghostly disciple, nothing as it seems
----I will follow you until this dark cloud recedes
-----Pain of another, heal this I plead
----My heart still bleeds for you
---Take the long way home
--My heart still bleeds for you
-Solemn times stain us like
--The blood of all that's unknown
---This cursed you the worst
----Give me your love
-----Solemn times stain us like
----The blood of all that's unknown
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to becauseI am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF A CHEMICAL ROMANCE
1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you
4. Thou shall be a demolition lover
5. Thou shall unleash the bats
6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even
vampires)
7. Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard.
8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical
romance
9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
10. Thou shall rock hard
I am 19...I cant say MCR saved my life but it did give it a little meaning and confidence...when im listening to those five amazing men rock their hearts out, I get a surge through my body and It makes me want to dance down the street any fuckin way I want and not give a shit what anyone says!
I cant say ive been a fan from the beginning either, because I didnt even hear of them until 2004-05 ish. I heard of them through my friend and three cheers was the first CD I had of theirs. =) mmhmm
um...not alot of people have talked to me on here. mostly my wonderful friends to the side --->
They are very sweet. uh...I dont really post alot. Dont ask why. HAHA hard to explain.
Well if anyone ever needs someone to talk to I am here for ANYONE.
^ LMAO so true...so true...I <3 My Chemical RomanceI really do love the music so much. Yes I think they are cute. But i dont drool over them and hang on their every word. I have my own life to worry about.Alot of my friends make fun of me cause i like them, But i do NOT care! I love it! =P
Some of my favorite bands
Def Leppard, Rob Zombie, white zombie, Abba, Queen, My Chemical Romance, From First To Last, blondie, Iron Maiden, pat benatar, Metallica, billy idol, the outfield, saun paul, TATU, cher, martina mcbride, The sex Pistols, Kittie, The Used, Aha, ACDC, the temptaions,micheal Jackson, the distillers, Petshop boys,and The Fixx.
Kittie-"Pussy Sugar"
-I can taste the wreckage
--Of dismembered dreams
---Ghostly disciple, nothing as it seems
----I will follow you until this dark cloud recedes
-----Pain of another, heal this I plead
----My heart still bleeds for you
---Take the long way home
--My heart still bleeds for you
-Solemn times stain us like
--The blood of all that's unknown
---This cursed you the worst
----Give me your love
-----Solemn times stain us like
----The blood of all that's unknown
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to becauseI am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF A CHEMICAL ROMANCE
1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you
4. Thou shall be a demolition lover
5. Thou shall unleash the bats
6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even
vampires)
7. Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard.
8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical
romance
9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
10. Thou shall rock hard
Photos
Cyanide Laced
me and amanda
I love that welcome to my world picture.
did you make it or did someone else?
bruised and scarred, April 25th, 2009 at 08:40:10am