DanceWithMe

SREAM

with me




"Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. I idly chatter with you in the swave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that is really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, don't be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying: what I'd like to be able to say: what, for survival, I need to say but I can't."
Please, hear what I'm not saying



I'm Boring
Unless I'm hyper

I'm ugly
Unless I'm in a paper bag

I'm Fat
Unless I starve myself

I'm selfish
Unless I love you

I'm useless
Unless I make you happy

I'm stupid
Unless I get top marks

I'm weak
Unless I'm fighting for you

I'm pathetic
...

I'm everything I don't want to be, and nothing that I should be



My friends mean a lot to me. They've made me what I am today, and I wouldn't give them up for the world.