suicide silence

i love my chemical romance sooooo much.....Bob Bryar is my favorite guy in the band, hes an amazing drummer<3
im sad most of the time....but i act like im happy...my friends mean everything to me! id literally die without them<3 i love the drums, i practice almost everyday...lol....and i still suck.. but oh well...my parents dont really like the way i am....they wish i was preppier and that i wore brighter colors and listen to like hilairy duff *shudders*...my dad calls me a devil worshiper just cuz i wear a lot of black and listen to mcr and other bands like them... I AM BI...i hate the way i look but i cant really do anything about it....ive had a roguh childhood..and its made me who i am today....and idk, i LOVE talking on AIM...so if you wanna talk......musicismylife505...im like ALWAYS online =]

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Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing
Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you're wounded
You know (You know you know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
You know (You know you know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
I know (I know I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love
Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain
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MY FAVORITE QUOTES THINGY=

Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you`re a good person and a good friend. What`s meant to be will end up good and what isn`t, won`t. Relationships are worth fighting for, but sometimes you can`t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don`t, you must just move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don`t lose something real. Always fight until you can`t anymore, and then be fought for<3