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Darkgirl859

Darkgirl859
Name:
Rachael
Age:
30
Gender:
Female
Location:
Colmar, PA

Member since January 30th, 2007

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Kttktty12 and Kttktty12@aol.com
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darkgirl859@yahoo.com
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About

My computer at home was hooked back up by me but still has no internet. Cry I am a writer, I love writing short stories. I also like to say and love completely random things. cow prairie dog I have red hair (my natural hair color is brown) I'm 5 feet 9 inches and cannot wear high heels or I will fall flat on my face. I love GAW(Gerard Arthur Way)!!! I am loyal to my friends and I am a naturally very hyper person. I absolutely love hair dye. If you're a n00b reading this feel free to pm or add me, I'm a very friendly, and very hyper, person. Attention: I turned 17 on May fifth!! Smile I'm starting to feel old... Sad I have been called cry baby and mother goose. In the words of my mom to my dad: "I may feel too much but you feel too little". When people call me weird or a freak I now take that as a compliment cause I am. So please call me a freak or say I'm weird, it'll make my day. I love my friends, I would take a bullet for them but only my true friends. If anyone need advice feel free to ask. No topic is off limits. I don't know if anyone on here listens to the Preston & Steve show but a few years ago I went with my mom for science day. I met them at their place of work and saw the show live instead of the webcam. I got to see a dry ice bomb blow up, what's not cool about that?
MCR rules all!
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My Friend Dreya

Dreya is one of my best friends. She is the person who introduced me to INO. I didn't think there was anyone besides me who loved a member of MCR so much, she proved me wrong. We always hang out before school. If she isn't there than I feel a strange emptiness inside of me. No words can ever explain how much she means to me as a friend. Dreya, I <3 you! hug hug

My Friend Laura
I just recently met Laura but she has become a major part of my everyday life. No words could ever explain how much she means to me as a friend! Laura, I <3 you! hug


My friend Sabrina
Dreya is probably the only person on INO who knows who Sabrina is since she doesn't have an INO account. I met Sabrina in 8th grade and it was my first year at a new school. Everyone else was afraid to talk to me except her. I <3 you Sabrina!!! hug


My friend Chazzie
She's one of my bestest friends! I <3 ya Chazzie! hug


My friend Paige
Paige is a very kind and caring person. I don't know what I would do without you!hug


Last but cetainly not least, my friend Mike. He has helped me through a lot of shit in my life and I can never thank him enough. Dreya might be the only person on here besides me that even knows that he exsists. Sure he is absolutely crazy but he's also very kind. My life would be soooo boring without him, love ya Mike!!! hug hug

Merci Pour Le Venin


i am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"
--- IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS



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Suicide

Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts

Suicide is not usually successful.

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself.
He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John.
He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor.
That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care.
He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensice liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head.
Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.

You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.

So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT


If you are contemplating suicide please take the time to visit this website: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/,It will probably help you.

These 5 men saved my life.

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By Darkgirl859
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Comments

  • The BFC

    hey hows u?

    The BFC, January 19th, 2010 at 06:06:30pm

  • The BFC

    hi
    how are you?
    I am bored.. I did all my work in school so yeah, I'm aloud to do anything I want.. I'll speak to you soon
    love you

    The BFC, April 21st, 2008 at 06:26:38am

  • The BFC

    hi..
    I aint spoke to you for a while.. how've you been?
    I've missed you
    I hope to hear from you soon.
    love you
    xxxx

    The BFC, March 25th, 2008 at 07:19:30am

  • The BFC

    "So please call me a freak or say I'm weird, it'll make my day."
    random..but if it will make your day..babe, your a freak, and you are most deffinatly wierd! cuz so am I :D and its fun being a freak and wierd, dont you agree? I love you!

    The BFC, October 29th, 2007 at 02:11:21pm

  • The BFC

    nooo!! u put that other picture of me on here! I am fat in that one..I have lost alot of weight since that, yey!

    The BFC, October 23rd, 2007 at 05:36:57pm

  • JoeyCyanide

    hi
    *~Tainted Ashes of Love Blown in the Wind~*

    JoeyCyanide, October 12th, 2007 at 05:33:43pm

  • The BFC

    yo yo yo!!
    the BFC is in da house aii
    sorry, I am wierd at the moment, what els do u expect from me at 11.34pm?
    ilysfm babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    The BFC, September 22nd, 2007 at 12:34:08am

  • The BFC

    ilysfm 2 babe ^^

    The BFC, September 9th, 2007 at 11:03:45pm

  • The BFC

    hold on a sec....
    "If anyone needs advice feel free to ask me but not about dating since I've never even had a boyfriend or girlfriend or even tried to get one."

    so what am I then?
    u know I am messing with u babe, ilysfm *kisses you*

    The BFC, September 3rd, 2007 at 02:05:30am

  • The BFC

    yo yo yo
    how is my gawjus babe 2day?
    I love you so much babe and I miss u so much!
    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    The BFC, September 3rd, 2007 at 02:02:37am

  • ZaineysWhore

    BMFL ~X~ Chazzie & Rachael ~X~

    hehe

    ZaineysWhore, September 2nd, 2007 at 10:46:54pm

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