aizaisanemo

I am not easily stimulated. I need to be entertained. It takes a lot, i am usually better at entertaining myself then other people are at entertaining me.
I have a very active imagination, and i like to read and write a lot. I am not a social butterfly. Being simple is just a part of me. There are many selective parts of me including: Intellectual, Crazy, Nice, Bad, Mad... the list goes on. I am not that typical. I look like it from the outside, but i don't feel the need to Glitter myself up on the outside in order to prove who i am on the inside.
I know my stuff. Just because i choose to look simple, not sophisticated and sometimes boring, doesn't mean i am not crazy, smart, punk, country, tomboy, classy, girlie, funny, or kindhearted on the inside. Because i am. Contradiction? Maybe. And i love it.
I love anything that makes me better, anything that makes me stronger and anything that reveals my weaknesses. I am a sensitive person. I try not to be technical or bossy, but sometimes i slip. I make stupid, intoxicated mistakes. I used to wallow in regrets, now i look forward to the future and improve what has passed.
I have not met my special someome. I am very picky, frustrating to both me, and those around me. I spend time with friends, just to find something wrong with them. And i always succeed and never proceed. It's one vicious cycle that i have grown used to.
I have weaknesses that i am proud of and surprise people. I am always up for surprises. They are addictive. There are people in my life who i will never forget, and never talk to again. By choice. And i may love them. I try to be strong. I try to do what's right, and show what's right.
I have a past that no one knows about. A past that no one could guess. A past i have yet to tell many. A past i need to get out before i explode.
You may find me boring, repetitive, or absent minded. That's just me. I love me, and that is all that matters.