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Kiss and Control

Kiss and Control
Name:
Sarah
Age:
40
Gender:
Female
Location:
South Carolina

Member since November 16th, 2005

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About

Um yeah this is where I tell you guys how obsessed I've been with My Chem.. since '02/'03 actually. My claim to fame is talking to Gerard once on AIM.


"Kiss me out of desire, but not consolation."
--Jeff Buckley



♥Loves:
[♥]Smashing Pumpkins
[♥]Billy Corgan

[♥]Coffee
[♥]Pearl Jam
[♥] Duke basketball (Read: Men's)
[♥] Greg Paulus
[♥]Music (Rock and Pop)
[♥] Jeff Buckley
[♥]My Chemical Romance
[♥]Dance Dance Revolution
[♥]Poetry
[♥]Fan Fics
[♥] Kill Hannah
[♥] Mikey Way
[♥] Gerard Way
[♥] Tater -- she rocks.
[♥] Hootie and the Blowfish
[♥] Silverstein
[♥] Evanescence
[♥] Lacuna Coil
[♥] Pearl because she's my bitch.[♥]
[♥]Gwen Stefani, Harajuku Lovers, and LAMB
[♥]Fergie
[♥]Akon
[♥]The Almost/Underoath
[♥] SPice girls (shut up Tee)
[♥] Clemson basketball
[♥] James Mays
--One Republic... I love themSmile
--1997
--Silverstein
and the list goes on...

x things I have a hate-on for:

[x]School
[x]Homework
[x]Chores
[x]Being alone
[x] Tarheels!
[x] Gamecocks


Random blurbs:


I fear that I am ordinary
Just like everyone
My life has been extra-ordinary
Blessed and cursed and won
To lie here and die among the sorrows
Adrift among the days
-Billy Corgan, Smashing Pumpkins
^^This man is like my God.


if I could be the chains
I'd fall from you
and let you fly like an angel
- Butch Walker, "If (Jeannie's Song)"

An open letter to MCR,

Why you ask? Because I’m hoping one of them’s as dorky as me, and actually reads the crap we My Chem people post on the internet. Honestly, as a fellow bipolar person, I’m uberly-proud of Mikey for coming out about being mentally ill. It takes a strong person to do that. The man’s got guts. Secondly, MCR’s pretty much saved my life. I know it sounds trite, but it’s the truth. Back in ’03, I went through a particularly dark period. I wasn’t on any meds except Effexor (which really fucked me up chemically speaking); I stopped going to my classes because I literally could not get out of bed. I’d get up long enough to eat something, put on Bullets and go back to bed.I failed my courses at University. I’m not saying where, because it’s no one’s business, except for mine. I really identified with “Headfirst for Halos” and “Early Sunsets Over Monroeville” during that period. I ended up flunking out of school, as well. (A friend of mine who goes to Mizzou got me into MCR back in ‘02. She made me download “Vampires Will Never Hurt You” and I instantly fell in love with Gerard Way’s voice and lyrics. ) Oh yes, and when I needed help after a particularly bad/abusive relationship, you can guess who I turned to; my friends who are my family, and blood-relatives of course. But most of all I turned to Bullets and Three Cheers which had just been released.

Now, I’m a high-functioning bipolar person. I’m still in school, only this time it’s Tech. I went from the field of Animal Medicine to Human Medicine. I’m in Nursing; working on an Associate’s Degree. I still adore MCR, and probably always will. I’m thankful for Gerard, who had the vision, and who is my hero because he kicked drugs and alcohol, which inspired me to do the same. We share the same vices though, both smoking and coffee; Ray who has the chops to bring the music together. Mikey, who learned how to play bass, just to be in his brother’s fantastic band. Frankie, who always brings the rhythm and a punky cadence to the music. And last but not least the fucking gun, Bob. A day without Bob is like a day without sunshine. Without you guys I’d probably have offed myself long ago, so thank you for all you do!

Last but not least, I feel The Black Parade is MCR’s Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (as a SP elitist, I feel I’m the only one who can judge and deem TBP MCIS worthy); although it should have been a two-disc set. Next time, you guys. I can’t wait to see what they come up with next!!

XOXO, Sarah.

Comments

  • Leonardo DiCaprio

    Well I hardly ever come on here anymore so if you have a Myspace then add me!!
    : )

    Leonardo DiCaprio, October 14th, 2008 at 02:00:55pm

  • Kiss and Control

    Hi guys, i think my username kicks more ass than yours Tee.

    Kiss and Control, October 2nd, 2008 at 11:54:12am

  • Leonardo DiCaprio

    Because he`s my favorite actor, half of all my favorite movies are the ones that he`s in and because he`s hot. and because it can be ;p

    Leonardo DiCaprio, September 4th, 2008 at 01:27:42pm

  • savannah's gone.

    nice username... :]

    savannah's gone., August 24th, 2008 at 08:29:01am

  • listen to your heart

    hai....

    listen to your heart, April 30th, 2008 at 03:00:46am

  • Kiss and Control

    intoxicated with the madness I'm in love with my sadness
    bulls*it fakers, enchanted kingdoms the fashion victims chew their charcoal teeth

    and the sad thing was I did that from memory

    Kiss and Control, April 2nd, 2008 at 01:25:05pm

  • thexLadyxofxSorrows

    my absolute favroie song by the smashing pumokins is between 1979 or zero...love love LOVE!! intoxicated with the madness I'm in love with my sadness

    thexLadyxofxSorrows, March 6th, 2008 at 04:39:41pm

  • Alley

    haha thnx..yeah, well i don't have writters block at all =o
    i just wish i could write the same as i used too is all :D

    Alley, March 5th, 2008 at 11:26:04pm

  • Kiss and Control

    I'm doing well guys, thankies for asking.... and Ima try to update at some point. xo

    Kiss and Control, March 4th, 2008 at 02:02:30pm

  • thexLadyxofxSorrows

    no my friend.......you are the reason i rule...haha i dont know...im very weird

    thexLadyxofxSorrows, February 27th, 2008 at 03:30:23pm

  • Harlequinn

    hello! :)
    how are u?

    Harlequinn, February 27th, 2008 at 12:42:47pm

  • Kiss and Control

    Hey everyone.... I'm planning on updating I promise! sociallyawkward... you rule! and xtheladyxofxsorrows...thanks!

    Kiss and Control, February 26th, 2008 at 01:00:13pm

  • thexLadyxofxSorrows

    weeeee...i like ur letter

    thexLadyxofxSorrows, February 5th, 2008 at 04:55:27pm

  • Kiss and Control

    I hope to update some time with in this month. We;ll see what I can do to repair my pos computer. :D

    Kiss and Control, January 29th, 2008 at 10:49:03am

  • Kiss and Control

    I miss yew tew!!!

    Kiss and Control, October 25th, 2007 at 07:34:17pm

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