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Grief

Grief
Name:
Keller Redfern
Age:
29
Gender:
Female
Location:
Wigan, UK

Member since March 17th, 2007

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My name is Keller Redfern, as you can so delightfuly see above. I'm 15 years old, going on 40, which is a good thing & a bad thing. I live in the North West of England, in Lancashire to be exact. Obviously, I am a big fan of My Chemical Romance, and as most of the girl fans think and some of the guys, I believe Gerard Way is beautiful. More about me. I've been brought up in which i always thought to be a 'regular' family. That was until i discovered that my dad wasn't really my dad, so my brothers were technically, only half brothers. The truth was that my real father had died when I was 8 weeks old, at the age of 23, from someone spiking his drink.
I think thats generally were my life starting going downhill. I got in with the wrong crowd, and eventually even led that crowd. I'm just lucky I escaped, and I'm where I am now. I was drinking everynight, doing drugs on a regular basis, and just didn't give a shit about my personal welfare at all. My goal in life was to get high and forget my worries and my problems.
It was when I changed high schools, and relised my potential that I gave all this up. For once in my life I had teachers pushing me to reach my targets, these of which were so high, as I'm classed as 'Gifted and Talented'. It just made me think what a wreck my life had been before.
Then I got with a boy, his name was Chris. We was together for 5 months, and madly in love. Or so I thought. After that five months, he dumped me without warning to return to his ex girlfriend. This is when things started going bad again. I had spent the last 5 months with Chris, so without him was so strange. I felt unsafe, vunerable.Something I had never ever felt before. So I went to the doctors. I couldn't hide my scars anymore. He diagnosed me as depressed, something which you can't tell if you are yourself, but you feel so empty and down, when you're diagnosed, you wonder how you never knew.
I'm a lot better now, and as a lot of people say, listening to My Chemical Romance has helped me along the way. I use my past experience to help others, it's something I love doing, so if you're ever in need, please don't hesitate, get in touch.

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My Chemical Romance <3
InMe
Muse
Evenesence
Green Day
Fall Out Boy
The Rasmus
Funeral For A Friend
Anberlin
Bullet For My Valentine
Lost Prophets
Kill Hannah
Linkin Park




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I have manyy favourite films, but above shows just a few of them. Tim Burton, the director of The Corpse Bride & Nightmare Before Christmas is amazing, I would love to see inside his head! && I think him and Gerard would make a excellent one if they put their heads together! Another film I really like which I havn't put up there, is Romeo and Juliet, the modern version with Leonardo Dicaprio in it. It's an amazing film, and I couldn't help but cry to it when we watched it in school!

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MSN:keller.redfern@hotmail.co.uk
Myspace:Click Here
Neopets:(yesss)lush_lightin xxbeabee
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"I was this weird loner kid who got drunk by himself all the time." - GERARD WAY
"There's less violence in the world when people are using Hula-Hoops." -MIKEY WAY
"I would date Gerard." - FRANK IERO
"People think that moose are really gentle and goofy but they aren't; they're fucking animals." - BOB BRYAR
"We were birth control." - RAY TORO
“It's my fucking life and - you know what? - nobody invited you... so there's the door.” - BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG

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1. Thou shalt not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shalt be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shalt seek revenge on those who wrong you
4. Thou shalt be a demolition lover
5. Thou shalt unleash the bats
6. Thou shalt protect thy lover from everything (even
vampires)
7. Thou shalt respect the lord, Gerard.
8. Thou shalt sing the holy hymns of the chemical
romance
9. Thou shalt see beauty in bloody love.
10. Thou shalt rock hard

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Lets see what I've been listening to...
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