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Hiding in your closet.

Member since March 20th, 2007




"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to EVER let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

MCR!!! 4/26/07 best night ever!!!
Gerard smiled at me. PM me for the story

Welcome to... Disturbia

am single.
have brown hair.
want black hair.
get called emo or cutter almost every day.
am a freshman.
never have the same eye color day to day.
wear glasses/contacts.
play field hockey and softball.
am straightedge.
don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
seem like a normal teenager.
am not.

am a bitch.
trip a lot.
HaTe PeOpLe wHo TyPe lIkE ThIs!
TiVo too many shows.
wear too much eyeliner.
love black.

i love:
-Kendal Fay... bestfriend
-Emo boys
-Gerard Way
-Pete Wentz
-Ryan Ross
-Brendon Urie
-Oliver Sykes
-the beach
-Instant Star
-South of Nowhere

-Invader Zim!!!
-My Chemical Romance
-Fall Out Boy
-Hawthorne Heights
-Panic! At The Disco
-Jacks Mannequin
-Bring Me The Horizon
-The Almost

-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-anything by Tim Burton
and lots of other things

ANDREW: you look like a vampire. that one from Queen of the Damned.
ME: I am a vampire.
ANDREW: okay. *walks away*

You Know You're an MCR Fan When...

1. You have at least one MCRSavedMyLife story
2.When someone says "'fro," you say "Ray Toro!"
3.When someone says "Chemical," or "Romance," you think..."MCR!"
4. When you think of New Jersey, you think of Belleville.
5. When someone talks about St. Helena, Montana, you think Helena.
6. You've had their CD for two weeks and iTunes says it's been played at least 46 times.
7. You have mixed feelings about the Used. Bert? Or Gerard?
8. You wake up at two AM thinking about Mikey.
9. You view Alicia Simmons as the new Adrienne Armstrong.
10. You truly believe the Black Parade will come to you when you die (Hello Gerard!)
11. You believe they should hire you to be in all their videos since you dance to the songs like nobody's business.
12. Black is your favorite color.
13. The only reason you watch 24 is so you can have something in common with Ray.
14. It pains you to watch Aqua Teen Hunger Force because of the rejection it caused Gerard.
15. You know Bob is a fuzzy bunny and Frank is a princess.
16. You wouldn't mind watching Gerard draw all day.
17. You count the days to and from your MCR concerts.
18. You have their tour schedule on a Word Document on your computer.
19. You've written at least one fanfic.
20. You'd join the TMNT, just to be with Bob.
21. You wouldn't mind Gerard and Mikey smellling like shit if it meant you got to go on tour with them!
22. You'd offer Frank your shower at 3 AM.
23. Even your parents know the words to Welcome to the Black Parade
24. You dye your hair like Gerard did a few years ago and lament as that random red splotch at the back of your head fades away.
25.You scream when your parents accidentally throw away the review of the show you went to a week before. Then you immediately get it off the internet.
26. None of your friends like them but they could probably write a book on them you talk about them so much.
27. You've Googled their high schools.
28. You adhere to the MCR Bible, the Ten Commandments of the Black Parade, the Ten Commandments of Gerard Way and the Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romantic.
29. You don't care anymore when people call them emo because you know they're not.
30. You'd cut off Bob and Ray's hair if it meant you could have it all to yourself.
31. You relate to Mikey and his unicorn/coffee/sushi fetish.
32. You really wish Frank would talk on stage.
33. You celebrate their birthdays with religion. Yes, that means costumes.
34. You've named pets/stuffed animals/instruments after them ("C'mere Mikey! Good boy Mikey, good boy!"
35. The people in your band have set a ban on you singing anymore MCR at practice. Needless to say, this is a rule meant to be broken.
36. You sneak into your computer lab at school at lunch to watch their videos.
37. You call your younger sister "Mikey." Therefore, she hates you. But you can't help that she is skinny, tallish and wears glasses.
38. You plan on making a pilgrimage to Belleville, New Jersey as soon as possible.
39. You listen to every band they say they like during interviews.
40. You only tolerate Brandon Flowers because Gerard Way says he likes the Killers and Brandon likes MCR.
41. Your daydreams consist of commentary on your school day by Mikey, Frank, Gerard, Bob and Ray.
42. You call Gerard "Gee."
43.Your friends all get a glazed look when you mention MCR.
44. You've read Ecstasy: Three Tales of Chemical Romance, by Irvine Welsh.
45. You wrote an essay about how you admire Gerard when your English teacher told you that you had to write something about someone you admired.
46. You're known to wear a black stripe over your eyes to school when you're feeling extra MCR-ish.
47. Life on the Murder Scene=LOTMS
48. You support Bob Bryar's solo project.
49. Even if they went gansta, you'd still love them.
50. You just wrote and or read this (or forced a friend to.)


I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMT s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" --- IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS!

My brutal romance.
My beautiful romance.
My miserable romance.
My X-Rated romance.
My harlequin romance.
My innocent romance.
My scandalous romance.
My selfish romance.
My pathetic romance.
My childish romance.
My watercooler romance.


-Gerard Way Puts The 'Laughter' In 'Manslaughter'.
-Mikey Way Can Slam Revolving Doors.
-The Chief Export Of Frank Iero Is Pain.
-Mikey Way Counted To Infinity...Twice.
-Frank Iero Can Divide By Zero.
-The Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side. Unless Gerard Way Has Been There, Then It's Soaked With Tears And Blood.
-The Frank Iero Once Visited The Virgin Islands. They Are Now The Islands.
-Gerard Way Sleeps With A NightLight. Not Because Gerard Way Is Afraid Of The Dark, But Because The Dark Is Afraid Of Gerard Way.
-Mikey Way Is The Reason Waldo Is Hiding.
-A Tsunami Is Water Running Away From Bob Bryar.
-Bob Bryar Doesn't Get Brain Freeze. Slurpees Know When To Back The Fuck Off.
-Bob Bryar Doesn't Teabag The Ladies. He Potato-Sacks Them.
-Mikey Way Can Speak Braille.
-Frank Iero Jacks Off To Monster Trucks.
-Jeeves Asks Ray Toro.
-If The Bob Bryar Is Late, Time Better Slow The Fuck Down.
-Geico Saved 15% A Year By Switching To Gerard Way.
-Ray Toro Went Back In Time And Stopped The JFK Assination By Catching The Bullet In Mid-Air. JFK's Head Just Exploded In Sheer Amazement.
-Gerard Way Has To Sort His Laundry Into Three Loads: Darks, Whites, And Bloodstains.
-Jesus Walked On Water. Gerard Way Walked On Jesus.
-When Frank Iero Gives You The Finger, He's Telling You How Many Seconds You Have Left To Live.
-Gerard Way Doesn't Use Pick-Up Lines, He simply Says "Now."
-Mikey Way Is Like A Tsunami. If You Can See Him Coming, It's Already Too Late.
-Bob Bryar Ate The Stay Puff Marshmallow Man.
-Ray Toro Didn't Vote For Pedro. He Deported Him.
-When God Said, "Let There Be Light", Gerard Way Said, "Say Please."

My Vampire Name:
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Empress of The Great Oceans
Known in some parts of the world as:
Devil of The Fallen Ones
The Great Archives Record:
They wear the colours of the night in their robes, they flit from one warm place to the next and draw out the innocent.

In my photos:
2. The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy and Other Stories by. Tim Burton (best book ever)


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  • sinking feeling

    hey b*tch whats up?!?!
    your profile needs updating...ive decided...if you don't do it, i will. I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE...hahaha jk but seriously i do and i will take your computer and change this.... or i just can log on as you...i know your password too.
    im not a stalker, i swear.

    sinking feeling, June 20th, 2008 at 02:19:16am

  • i am alive

    hey your site cool

    i am alive, June 9th, 2008 at 05:28:18am

  • Pistol_GeeBucks


    I liked that um thing, at the very start of your profile.
    "So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt"

    it made me smile for the first time all day. =D

    Pistol_GeeBucks, May 31st, 2008 at 04:25:35pm

  • sinking feeling ok since my fb got taken away, this is where i will talk to you outside of school from now until i get it back.

    sinking feeling, March 7th, 2008 at 08:10:14pm

  • thexLadyxofxSorrows

    haha you have the mcr bible on favorite ones are 'Frank went to the Virgin Islands.Now its called the Islands' and 'If Bob Bryar is Late, Time Better Slow the f*ck down!' haha love it mannnnn

    thexLadyxofxSorrows, February 4th, 2008 at 04:38:25pm

  • idk. my bff jill?

    i'm sorry it took me so long to reply,i never check my comments lol.
    i live in shelby

    idk. my bff jill?, January 23rd, 2008 at 10:34:08am

  • sinking feeling

    ur the biggest dork ive ever met in my life. hahahahahahahahahaha but i love u!

    sinking feeling, January 17th, 2008 at 07:20:57pm

  • sinking feeling

    hey Haworth call me!

    sinking feeling, December 29th, 2007 at 03:28:53pm

  • sinking feeling

    no... now i am at the mountain house, and tillie just walked up the stairs, and maggie is too afraid too! hahahahahah

    sinking feeling, November 21st, 2007 at 04:47:02am

  • sinking feeling

    well i dont intend on answering my phone so u can just suck it...hhahaha

    sinking feeling, September 30th, 2007 at 04:47:43pm

  • sinking feeling

    BOO! i love you! hehehe.

    sinking feeling, September 11th, 2007 at 12:51:58am

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