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Where's Your Heart?

Where's Your Heart?

Member since May 16th, 2007



hmm lets see about me....



100 things about me:
100. I am my own person
99. My Chemical Romance is my favorite band of all time.
98. I am addicted to the computer.
97. I tend to trust every one too much.
96. Twilight and the rest of the series are my favorite book.
95. I am terrified of hospitals.
94. All my MSN names are from lyrics that I can relate to.
93. English is my favorite class.
92. I love the piano.
91. I broke my hip and tail bone when I got bucked off my horse.
90. I miss being able to sleep.
89. I have really bad panic attacks.
88. My dog Rusty is my best friend.
87. I don't think anyone understands me.
86. I don't even understand me.
85. I love poetry.
84. Art is what I live for.
83. I hate talking about myself.
82. I never tell anyone what I am really feeling.
81. Yellow is my favorite color.
80. I love quotes.
79. I want to be a tattoo artist.
78. I hate conformity.
77. I'm scared to death to go out into the 'real' world.
76. I love to express myself.
75. Frank Iero is my favorite guitarist.
74. I used to do competitive showjumping.
73. I kind of miss it.
72. I don't know what I am looking for in life.
71. I am not 'emo'.
70. I love taking pictures.
69. I hate being in pictures though.
68. Lightning scares the shit out of me.
67. I love heavy rainstorms though.
66. Hot wings are my favorite food of all time.
65. I can't wait for high school to finish.
64. I can play guitar.
63. Hoodies are my favorite clothing. Ever.
62. My room is my favorite place to be.
61. I like to have fun.
60. I taught myself how to play piano.
59. I too believe that when you die your fondest memory takes you by the hand.
58. Gerard Way is my role model.
57. My best friend is from England.
56. I've read many self help books.
55. I miss being a kid.
56. I sing and dance infront of the mirror.
54. Green Day was the first alternative album I bought.
53. I write when I need to escape reality.
52. My Chemical Romance is the best concert I have ever seen.
51. My first concert was Avril Lavigne (I was really youg.)
50. I am shy.
49. Everyone says I need to talk more.
48. I am not hated at school for being who I am.
47. I live in a small town. Everyone gets along.... mostly.
46. I am not hated, but I am an outsider.
45. is my favorite website.
44. I love Frerards.
43. I love black eyeliner.
42. I always wear red lipstick.
41. I think that homophobia is gay.
40. Clowns scare me.
39. I have had 11 stitches. 3 on the inside and 8 on the outside.
38. I have a high tolerance to pain.
37. I am extremely neurotic.
36. I love the show Scrubs.
35. "Pansy" Is my favorite word.
34. I love the concept of revenge, though I would never carry out a plan.
33. I don't handle with change well.
32. Every inch of my walls are covered with posters.
31. Black and hot pink is my favorite color combination.
30. I don't own an iPod.
29. I own a Creative Zen.
28. Lavendar is my favorite scent.
27. There was a point in my life when I wanted to hurt myself.
26. My Chemical Romance saved me from it.
25. I don't often let people in.
24. I am not that outgoing.
23. Lacoste is the only brand name that I will ever wear.
22. I believe everyone is beautiful.
21. I want a fairytale wedding.
20. Being "cool" is overrated.
19. "I was uncool before being uncool was considered cool."
18. I love art shows.
17. Freedom Writers is the most inspirational movie I have seen.
16. I believe that Anti-Flag has an important message.
15. I write every single day.
14. I don't know how to swim.
13. I have applied everywhere for a job and no one will hire me.
12. Music, art, and writing helps me get through rough times.
11. I dance to blow off steam.
10. I use the word "Swoon." to much
09. The video for 'The Ghost Of You." Makes me cry every time.
08. I know Im not in this world alone.
07. I don't think on my feet.
06. I am sXe
05. I am not afraid to die.
04. I believe things are meant to be.
03. I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
02. I am not afraid to keep on living.
01. And most of all. I will carry on.

(Credit to Nyssa for the 100 things idea!)

I am a huge music fan, because what else is better then listening to music, possibly the only thing that completely understands you? Some of my favorite bands include:

My Chemical Romance<3
Fall Out Boy
Rise Against
Billy Talent
Panic! At The Disco

All American Rejects
Armor For Sleep
Cobra Starship
Crash Romeo
Cute Is What We Aim For
Get Up Kids
Green Day
Gym Class Heroes
Jack's Mannequin
Lukas Rossi
Marianas Tench
Minor Threat
No Use For A Name
Our Lady Peace
Papa Roach
Pencey Prep
Senses Fail
Smashing Pumpkins
Smoking Popes
Something Corporate
Taking Back Sunday
The Academy Is...
The Killers
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Used
The Verve Pipe
Three Days Grace

you know, bands like those

I LOVE this guitar!

Besides music to entertain myself I often draw.. Tattoos preferibly (I don't think I spelt that write, but hey I tried to be smart!) I love to draw because I can truely express myself and get out what I am feeling, and then I love flipping back through my visual journal (Yes I call a sketch book a visual journal, but all in all it is a sketch pad) because it records a period in my life.

I've attempted to write, I like it but I am not the greatest, I am hoping to finish the story I am currently working on in my notebook and then post it on the site so I can get all the creative critisim as possible!

I've recently really started to enjoy movies, so the few movies I like currently are
1) Freedom Writers (Because who doesn't like having a voice?)
2) Finding Neverland
3) Snakes On A Plane
4) Edward Scissorhands
5) Garden State
6) Blow
7) Science Of Sleep
CoolSay Anything
9)Pretty In Pink
10) A Walk To Remember
And Im sure there are probably more, but I can't think of them right now....

I am a very strong believer in straight edge. Why would you buy into all the companies that kill you? I feel strong, and proud when someone asks me if I want a drink or a smoke and I can look them right in the face and say "No. I don't buy into that shit." I may get called a pansy or what ever other kind of name, but at least Im sticking up for what I believe in.

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Quotes are awesome too. Here are some of my favortie!
Gerard Way quotes
“Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.”

“It tastes like somebody stole my wallet. Ya know?”

“Are You On Our Side And You Want To Be Diffrent Or Are You On That Side And You Want To Throw A Football At My Head?”

“We like to kidnap them in a van, and leave them somewhere dangerous. SURPRISE!”

“I dont think having a My Chemical Romance action figure will make a kid start his own band, I like to think it will make him save children from a burning building.”

“I'm not psycho...I just like psychotic things.”

“Your going to come across a lot of shitty bands, and a lot of shitty people. And if anyone of those people call you names because of what you look like, or because they don't accept you for who you are. I want you to look right at that motherf****r, stick up your middle finger, and scream F**K YOU!”

“The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell.”

“I'd rather be a creature of the night than an old dude.”

“Yeah, obviously we use vampires as a metaphor for something else, something deeper than just the supernatural. But there's just something about the bloodsucking walking dead, that can say so much to people. There are really so many people trying to get control over you on a daily basis and steal your soul in some way, take a part of you...”

“If for one minute you think you're better than a sixteen year old girl in a Green Day t-shirt, you are sorely mistaken. Remember the first time you went to a show and saw your favorite band. You wore their shirt, and sang every word. You didn't know anything about scene politics, haircuts, or what was cool. All you knew was that this music made you feel different from anyone you shared a locker with. Someone finally understood you. This is what music is about.”

“So how was Christmas for you guys? Did you all get lots of nice black tee shirts?”

"Dont piss your life away with suicide - it's a bullshit way out"

"Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary."

"I want to be a vampire. They're the coolest monsters."

"i feel like theres so many people out there who have the kids iin the palm of their hand, listening but there are so few people saying something"

"I'm a jacket slut."

"The flies on my pants are broken, but I wear them because I like them..."

"I'm Gerard Way and I'm here to steal your boyfriend!"

"Even if you stop believing in us, we'll never stop believing in you."

Frank Iero quotes!

“We actually wanted to do this in OUR church...but uh... we don't GO there anymore....”

“Popsicles should be the new black, that way everyone would have one!”

“I would date Gerard.”

“Homophobia is gay.”

“I can't imagine any other bands having better kids than ours, and if they do at least I know our kids can beat up their kids.”

“If you don't listen, you're never gonna learn.”

“It's Spelt c-h-o-r-u-s”

'My biggest addictions have been chocolate cake, mashed potatoes, and butter sandwiches.'

"I wanna go to bed now!"

"People never cease to amaze us."

" If I revealed my secret identity, the world would go to shit."

'Asshole. I was such an asshole! Uhhh Delinquent. I was told I was too intelligent for my own good but I don't know about that. I didn't like authority and this was at ten!'

"ARRRRGH!! The romance got tested fer the scurvey they did, and got drunk off Cap'n Morgan.....arrrgh"

" know it's one of my favorite videos..even though it's um..ours."





Everyone Is Beautiful




My Chemical Romance
Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
'Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

ummm.... Im not sure what else to write, Im sure my profile will develop more soon, so stay tuned haha!

I love messages and friends so feel free to write me and add me!


  • My_Lifeless_Romance

    nothing i just meant that thats just about the only thing goin right just about now. lol things have gotten better though.

    My_Lifeless_Romance, December 4th, 2007 at 05:15:57pm

  • My_Lifeless_Romance

    yeah thank god its like my home away from home. my lifes the same way except for my bf.

    My_Lifeless_Romance, December 2nd, 2007 at 11:37:34pm

  • My_Lifeless_Romance what are you up to these days?? just for the record i loooove rise against and all the bands you have listed lol.

    My_Lifeless_Romance, December 1st, 2007 at 07:55:26pm



    METALLICA_PWN, November 26th, 2007 at 07:32:02am

  • Blood Stained Eyes

    Thanks for commenting my blog,Frankie Loses His Nuts

    Blood Stained Eyes, October 21st, 2007 at 01:56:27pm

  • Darling we're Dead

    thanks i'll check it out

    Darling we're Dead, September 27th, 2007 at 06:32:34am

  • Darling we're Dead

    what's mibba?

    Darling we're Dead, September 23rd, 2007 at 05:24:36am

  • Darling we're Dead

    wicked, you seem like a really awesome person!

    Darling we're Dead, September 5th, 2007 at 12:39:47am

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