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  i go to a lukio (upper secondary school in english ^^) :D
  yea, i don't know either why are we commenting in english but well, it's okay : D
  i love bullets. just the same as the other two cds :D

  norsis, October 7th, 2007 at 04:21:34pm

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  Hei Sari,
  
  whoah what a day it has been so far, never remember being so relaxed. I mean all my free days during the exam week were spent on doing this and that, but now... I´ve done practically nothing. I´ve even done most of my school work... Just long maths tomorrow. Polynomifunktioita. x)
  
  Spanish lessons were nice, though we didn`t yet learn much as it was just an introduction. Our teacher has lived six years in Madrid and I was like `cool!` (:
  
  Ooh my weekend plans: being lazy and doing maths! How absolutely... sad. xD Aww you`re going to babysit. Well, I hope it wont turn out to be too exhausting for you. I know how annoying babysitting can be: I´ve done it often with my little sister and her friends. :p
  
  Well, I`ll go now and continue doing perfectly nothing. Hehe, just kidding: I´m totally hooked up with this one book called "Kärpästen Herra"! I think it is "Lord of Flies" in English, which is rather rare because usually the Finnish translation is not the same with the original English name. Take Täydelliset Naiset as an example (Desperate Housewives indeed xD).
  
  But yeah, I`ll be off now. And if you have not yet read Kärpästen Herraa then I recommend that book, at least it works very well with me. (:
  
  See you soon,
  Tanja (I´m really just a hugging cookie-phantom, believe it or not XD)

  Fantasma, October 6th, 2007 at 06:23:11pm

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  ha, funny =P
  
  Sort of, well, cried a lot last night, Can't remember anything else so...yeah. I could possibly die of embarassment. Spoke to my Mum and sister about my stepdad...and thats all I can remember...f*cking hell. Not happy. I just...f*cking hell.
  
  ...
  
  =(
  
  I think im going to go out. It's 08.31am....but...I can't stay here for people to get up and laugh at me for crying...
  f*ck me. Why did I bring him up? My Mum was crying and just....f*ck me. Now I feel like im going to cry again LOL.
  
  And I left my contacts in again. God damn,
  xxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, October 6th, 2007 at 09:29:01am

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  my wiffeeeyy :)
  
  
  get your ass on the WAYT thread for f*ck's sake!
  
  
  -Carolyne

  bjork's assistant., October 5th, 2007 at 03:41:43pm

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  I'm learning, I'm learning ; )
  
  Well the first MCR -song which I heard was Helena, so I have known mcr quite a while but I just recently "found" the band again. Like now I looove the music and all. It was maybe in June. And in July was the concert and there I simply fell in love with the boys. Simple as that : D

  norsis, October 5th, 2007 at 03:22:24pm

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  yea, from northern Finland :D I'm honestly really suprised how many Finns can be found round here at mcr -forums and sites =) I don't know why I haven't noticed this site before, though I have been listening MCR for a while already. Well, finally I'm here :D

  norsis, October 5th, 2007 at 02:22:34pm

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  I'm just a secret now. I'm just a vague illusion. I'm a lie you tell yourself that you never truly did believe. I'm a whisper in the dark. I'm a victim and the killer. I am almost ready now. But you insist that I dont exist...
  That I don't exist...
  That I don't exist...
  That I don't... EXIST! *urhhhh!*
  
  
  I may have broken my nose. Owch, its really sore. I *may* have gone out last night, I also *may* have drank - woopsie! It's Andrew's fault, you can blame him. But the point is that I had a really top notch night, I was dancing for 6 hours and knew the words to every single song. Impressed? Thought so! Played Chelsea Dagger by The Fratellis, and then, low and behold, Teenagers! It was brilliant Sari, if you were in England I'd take you there and it'd be ace! Played so much good stuff, it was like a musical jukebox taken straight from my head! Played Galvanise by The Chemical Brothers, ohhh so good. Andrew laughed at me because I kept dancing with randomers, I say *with* more like behind them when they didn't know LOL. So funny, got a video of it, brilliant. They had no idea hahahaha. It was a foam party too! Ace. Though it made my hair very curly, which is gay. Ah well, doesn't matter anyway. Not as if I had anyone to impress hahaha. Spent so much money though...bah. Also fell asleep in another club LOL. I've only just got out of bed at like, 23.45. Mental, I'll never sleep tonight now. Ah well, I shall continue to listen to Stone Sour, and all my NIN stuff that I won off ebay came today! And my Mindless Self Indulgence ticket came too! YEAH. Unsure whether to go to Uni tomorrow, I think I will. Already had 2 days off. I feel sick though =(
  
  I don't know about being depressed, because sometimes I'm happy. Like last night I was happy. I'm not too happy right now because I feel like a fat mong, because I've eaten too much today. Feel like I'm going to throw up, urh. Gonna do some exercise in a minute, not that it'll help. Why can't I just be attractive?! Then I wouldn't have to bother with all this effort hahaha. I've changed to diet coke though, so that might make a difference in the long run LOL. I'm sorry to hear that someone in your family has been depressed, I used to be, when my stepdad dying finally hit me. Took years, but once it hit it was so bad. Everyday was a struggle. It's getting that was again now to be honest, but, meh. I'll get over it lol. Thankyou for always offering yoru advice by the way, you're the only person I talk to about stuff like this, so I hope you know how much I appreciate it.
  
  "Few days ago I was in library, again, and there was this guy reading a book. He had long black hair and black clothes. I noticed him, didn’t pay any special kind of attention. But I just had to check…. I’m getting paranoid. Just for you to know, it wasn’t you. ;) "
  
  - Hahahaha, thats really funny =) Sounds like me! Black hair, and reading. I think this guy should be my friend! Be like looking in a mirror hahaha! I'll come visit one day, when I'm rich I'll be on the first plane there to say hello =) so be expecting me! hahaha =P
  
  Ah you got new jeans, no doubt that they look ace. I want some new jeans. I have a thing about tight jeans lately LOL I sound like some sort of kinky old man hahaha. But tight jeans and boots are the best, makes me feel like Trent Reznor from Nine Inch Nails =) Which is a good thing I assure you, now he is a sexy ass b*tch of a man HAHAHA. It's so true though =P
  
  I think I'll go and watch 'Requiem For a Dream' now, or whatevers its called. Or I'll carry on reading 'In God We Trust'. Such a good book. You should read it, if you're interested in religous faith anywho. A book for agnostics, very rare to find. Most books of this sort are by Christians or Atheists. Happy that a book is by someone in the same position as me. Its cool, the author, John Humphrey's, challenged three religous leaders to convert him. They failed haha, well I think they did, I havn't finished the book yet =P But its brilliant. So good, nearly finished and I only started yesterday - geek! haha =) See, I learn more when I don't go to Uni.
  
  loveeeee! xxxxxxxxxxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, October 5th, 2007 at 01:46:01am

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  Yes you`re correct, my exam week ended today. It was loose and nice: so many free days and the tests weren`t so bad, half of them were a bit difficult (chemistry and maths *köhköh*) and half were easy (languages).
  But today back to ordinary school schedule. :p
  Oh, but tomorrow I`ll start my Spanish lessons. I`ve been looking forward to them for a rather long time to be honest. (:
  
  No, there are not yet so much stuff in my room... Though I just got a new lamp. And we just bought this one cute clock from Koti-Idea that looks just like an old coffee advertisement from the 80`s or something. I like it. ^^
  And I think I`ll just leave my walls plain and white, at least for now.
  
  Oh you`re doing theather. I used to do it, too, but I just quit it because it just wasn`t a hobby for me I guess. I just cannot free myself well enough on stage, I mean that acting is not so easy for me. Or something like that.
  But I hope your plays will go well! :)
  
  Oh you think I´m pretty? Why thank you dear, I was rather flattered by that. :) You look very nice too.
  And my name is simply Tanja. Though to be honest I don`t like that name so much; I wish I had a name more international or pretty-sounding. But can`t help the way it is, can I? :P
  
  Damn I`m sad, because yesterday there was a gig of Funeral for a Friend and guess who couldn`t go. And I would have so much wanted to go there... :<

  Fantasma, October 4th, 2007 at 07:39:37pm

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  God I'm so annoyed Sari =(
  
  Worst day ever =(
  
  Slight overexaggeration, I have had worse days but, I can't remember a time I've been this angry as of late...*sigh* Everything's just got a little much for me =(
  
  Anywho.
  
  My internet is sort of fixed, but now my wireless router is broken. Sort of my own fault, which makes it even more annoying. Tried to bridge my XBOX to it so I didn't have to buy an extension, and just messed up all the settings so now its useless, and I have to pay someone to come and fix it =P psh! That is aggravation number one. Aggravation number two was my lecture today, had the same lecturer I had yesterday, different to the Canadian guy, and she was just terrible. So unsure what she was talking about. Half way through I got lost, and so drew everything that I could see in front of me for the remaining portion of the lecture =P This work of art mainly consisted of a cup, bottle, and girls left arm. Constructive work! Hahaha! =)
  
  I'm going to go and do some reading now to calm me down, so stressed. I need to punch things =( *sigh* I don't get why everything has to be so difficult, all the time...
  
  You're gonna be an English Reporter? Wow that is cool! Emmerdale is rubbish =P Watch corrie! Set in Manchester, near me! Oh yes! There's a Coronation Street near me actually, cool sh*t 'eh? My accent isn't really tradition English anyway, I have a northen accent. Say 'hurr' instead of 'hair' and 'free' instead of 'three'. I can't tell the difference, but apparently other people can =P I have a stupid voice, psh.
  
  Hm, its funny to think that English isn't your true language, can't imagine what you'd sound like. *tries to find video of me speaking...* Hm. I only have sh*t videos of me speaking, but here is one of me rolling!
  
  http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=SbgW1U9w -Iw
  
  YEH! hahaha, good times.
  
  xxxxxxxx
  
  xxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, October 3rd, 2007 at 12:07:19am

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  Sorry about my rather lateish reply! Didn't mean to leave it so late, I've just been faffing about a lot today, and my internet keeps cutting out so its hard to be commenting everyone back...
  
  You had your hair done yet? No doubt it looks beautiful! I'm redying my hair this week, just black again, so that I look spectacular when I go for a meal on Friday night for my Grandad's 70th Birthday. Might get my hair cut a bit too, its way too long lately. Too girlish =P Too many times I've been mistaken for a girl, too many! I'm either a really unattractive girl or a really attractive male...confusing =P
  
  My lecture today was really confusing I feel a little bewildered by the whole thing, making me worry that I might not do as well as I'd hoped this year...Plus I'm supposed to have read a book for tomorrow and I havn't...I bought another book at the weekend and have been reading that instead lol, has absolutely sh*t all to do with Uni though. It's full of interesting facts thought....like...*picks one at random* "What colour is the Universe?" The answer is beige. Weird eh. But at the end of this book I'll know 280 things which you probably don't know =) Mhmm!
  
  f*ck my internet is pissing me off. Tomorrow someone is coming to fix it thank God, so I'll be able to talk uninterupted! Well, except for the interuptions of me playing on Halo of course =P
  
  lovelove xxxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, October 1st, 2007 at 10:01:59pm

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  Oh, never mind about that late reply of yours, it really doesn`t matter so much because comments are always nice to read, no matter when you get them. :)
  No my exam week`s not yet over, it ends on next Thursday. Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow I`ll be having a day off school! Yay! And I can`t wait for the fall holiday to begin, either.
  Today I just had my English exam... It was quite easy to be frank.
  And yes, Swedish on Thursady. Right after that exam my second period starts, on the same day.
  Oh I´m not sure about the lenght of my holiday, but I could say that it`ll be for the whole week, usually my fall holidays have been for the whole week. And since that school I go to is right next to the junior high I used to go to I don`t see why the holiday lengths should be different in the two places, which are actually in the one and the samne building on that. But then again, what do I know. .p
  I´ve not been up to much, though we just moved into an other apartment. Not a very big one, but big enough to fit in. There are two floors in here and I got myself a new room, tomorrow (when I have free time the whole day) I`ll clean it and start to think how to decorate it. :)
  
  So how have you been?
  
  And kiitos for commenting my drawing, sari :)

  Fantasma, October 1st, 2007 at 08:49:30pm

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  Just got in, and am sober. Had diet coke all night. Spent about 4 quid hahaha, not too shabby! Christina got pissed and fell over, silly girl. She's allowed to though because she's leaving tomorrow to go to Uni. So shan't see her for a while now *sigh*
  
  Sorry I didn't mean to piss you off with my comment by the way. The general reason for my drunken comments to people is affection, so, in my drunken moment I thought of you so,...yeah. Sorry though. My not drinking thing is going ahead though. I had a really nice night tonight, nearly got in a fight again though. f*cking Chav's staring at me, again. Asked them what they were looking at, and then somehow I offended them, by them staring at me? What the f*ck? But I left it because I was with Christna, don't want to spoil her last night in Wigan. I'm sick of all these people staring at me, I hate it so much.
  
  Britney Spears is ace leave her alone! She isn't *fat*, she looked ok to me at those awards. Her new song isn't so good, I'll send it to you tomorrow if you want, but yup, its sh*t. Didn't think I'd be a Britney fan did you? Hahaha, there are many thing to learn about me dear. I'm not a proper fan, my sister just loves her, or did, so I hear a lot of her stuff.
  
  Don't know who I gave my number to, and no I didn't talk to any lovely ladies today lol, well, except you of course lol =) I didn't talk to any girls except Christina, I was quiet all night as I was sober lol. See, my social skills die when my drinking does. It's good though, funny laughing at other drunk people hahaha, fools! But the point is I didn't let you down =) People tried to make me drink but I said no! Get me! XD
  
  I'm going to go to sleep now. Tired *yawn*. Or should I play on Halo instead...hmm...
  
  Goodnight sweetie xxxxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, September 30th, 2007 at 03:22:59am

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  HAHAHAHAHA Check out that comment I did! hahahahahahaha, f*ck me I really AM a loser! I was hoping I didn't do that, the internet should be kept away from me when I'm pissed. Anyway, now for a real reply!
  
  "You know what have been the best things that have happened to me lately? Your new guitar and laptop... So think about that dear. ;)"
  
  hahahaha, ok then =P Are they THAT good? Oh yes. Oh yes they are.
  
  You like Stone Sour? That is wicked, I love them. Yes, I HAVE met them and YES it was brilliant. And YES I have seen them 5 times, every show they've played in Manchester + 1. Oh yeah. I think I'll listen to themin a moment, but I currently have NIN on. You should listen to NIN they're brilliant.
  
  I was in a club last night, everyone was dancing and what not, NIN comes on, brilliant song, 'Starf*ckers, Inc', and I'm there rocking out hahaha, and everyone leaves so its just me and this girl! Pshhh!! Then, I went back to my table, and someone had knocked my drink over! So I was angry, threw my glass, and a f*ckin bouncer was stood next to me. Sheesh. Then my friend was asleep on a table and got asked to leave, so we did. Then we went to another club, and they wouldn't let him in. so I made him eat a kebab, and sent him home in a taxi which I paid for before he went. Nice of me, 'eh? Now that is friendship! hahaha!
  
  f*cking hell this latté is my saviour. I don't understand why my phone contract and jazz are out all over the floor...must of been giving someone my number but who! God damn being drunk is sh*t.
  
  I think that today I'm going to stay in all day. My face is so sore =( I look like death honestly, hangover's don't do my looks any good =p Not that they're good in the first place, but God damn! I think I'll go have a shower, that'll wake me up a bit.
  
  Time differnce is only two hours? Oh that ain't too bad! I don't get why we're never online at the same time in that case! Seems a little sttrrraaaaange.
  
  MCR makes you cry, awww :-) I cried once at MCR hahaha, well I say tried, got teary...when they played Cancer at the download festival it was my stepdads birthday, who died of cancer, so it was all a little sad for me. strange how seeing MCR and that day coincided like that. Meant a lot to me anywho...
  
  Hmm thinking about that has made me a little sad. I wish things like that didn't happen. Why does it still have to hurt? Why can't it just stop? Pshhh. Oh well nevermind.
  
  Hope your good sweetie dear =) Doing owt this weekend? I'm not, - BRILLIANT after my busy week of uni.
  
  xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, September 29th, 2007 at 01:08:50pm

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  allo, drunk mw. jusr got i off a NUGHT OUT WHERE R U##L FLLInkgu fown
  
  love u md wabt to tlk 2 u properlmlike toy have a prper char soon,
  
  love u me sorrry xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx sorry xxxx

  Pretty_Hate_Machine, September 29th, 2007 at 01:31:37am

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  teheee..
  
  I sent you a goddamn PM, so READ IT!
  
  xD
  
  or I'll hafta get my gangsta ass over there, in Finland. DON'T MAKE ME COME OVER THERE. xD
  
  much wifey love,
  -Caro

  bjork's assistant., September 27th, 2007 at 04:15:51am