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I'm No Hero

I won't pretend to be a hero
When you know I'm a zero
We're all human here
Mortality, our greatest fear,

So please understand
This isn't a command
It's a helpful reminder, not a lie
I'm just like every other guy,

So in your darkest moment
I hope you dare to show it
And carry on without heroic aid
'Cause in the end even saviours fade....



A little info on me? Hm, well if you promise to not run away screaming...then sure.

I'm actually a silent person, who enjoys just being alone. Though, I do get quite chatty when I drink loads of coffee (which I LOVE). Mainly I just like to just be....invisible, for lack of a better word, but sometimes my job gets in the way of that. I'm not ashamed to say I like to write poetry and the occational fan-fics, which are notoriously unique if you get my drift. No, I'm not a psychopath...most of the time, lmao.

I don't feel the need to spill my guts to every person I meet, yeah, I've met people like about awkward, haha. So, that's it in a nutshell...a small nutshell. And if you haven't run away screaming like a lunatic then my life's goal is complete. mwhahaha.


Be yourself, nobody has the right to change who you are. They should appreciate what you want to be like, if they really care about you. What good is a friend if all they do is rub salt in your wounds and make you feel like crap? Answer: NOTHING.

What good is a loving parent if all they do is dish out all sorts of guilt onto you? Why bother trying to be what you want b/c it's not considered "normal"? Does that make you a freak or a monster? Answer: NO. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF OUT TO BE.


When There's No More Room In Hell,
The Dead Will Walk The Earth...
There is no point to this thing called life.
We live,
We die,
We are forgotten...


What do I see in the looking glass?
Feel like life's moving too fast
Blood dripping down my fist
The mirror cries crimson mist,

See the face, know the rest
I never wanted to be the best
So mirror, I see you die
Never again shall you reflect a lie.



I've posted some of my poetry and a fan-fic on this site, give it a once over if you get the chance.

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Bitter Scars

My heart's beating on the floor
Couldn't stand me anymore
But who's to blame?
Just a guy with no name,

Silent is the game I play
Cutting takes the pain away
But what the fuck?
Life's always going to suck,

Enough's enough, I'm stopping
Cover the cuts that keep dropping
For the shame of what I've done
Isn't worth death by gun,

There's no reason, no lie
I shouldn't even cry
For the mistakes I made
Can't make bitter scars fade.



It was that moment, you felt alone
That moment, when nobody would listen
That moment, you thought things were hell
That moment, life lost it's beauty

But it was that one song,
....... That refused to let you die...


............Songs For Every Season

.........Deck the Halls with Gasoline,
................Fa la la, fucking da,
....... Strike a match and watch it gleam,
............... Fa la la, fucking da....

..........Chipmunks roasting over an open fire,
..................Hot sauce dripping from their toes....



...........................If it makes you happy
...........................I'll bleed all the time
............................In a life so crappy
..........................It can turn on a dime...


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The only way to gain Immortality...
........Is to live a life worth Remembering.



Oh, you never were true
I'm bleeding through my heart
To just look at you
Thief, who tore me apart,

I am here
Just waiting for a sign
But I can feel the fear
Tear away my mind,

So pretty, you thought
Stay together forever
Before it's all shot
And becomes never ever.


No matter what you say
No matter what you do
It's going to be this way
I can't be with you,

I'm going to take my pride
And going to walk away
Never will I die
No matter how you pray,

Remember me, dear
I'm laughing head to toe
I don't want you here
More than you ever know.


......My Demons Are Different From Yours.
........I can't stop, the blood always pours
...........I'm a demon with a heart
...........End it now before we start.


Just A Bitter Thought
Oh, their darkness is a "phase". They’ll grow out of it and be the little darling we always loved. That’s not how it goes. If you can’t see the pain in our eyes, the darkness eating away at our soul, then you obviously don’t seem to care much for anyone but yourself.

You may think you’re not touched by anything or anyone, but truth be told not even you can deny you’ve felt it. At one point in your “fun” life somebody or something made you sink into the dark cavern of your mind. You went around thinking maybe if I smile and nod they’ll never know how I hurt on the inside. Man, have you got it wrong. It will always hurt, festering like a wound that just won’t heal until…boom.


..............I like being a comedian.
.....It helps people laugh when I cannot.


Some scars fade with time....
.......But they're still there.
Some scars are invisible....
.......But they'll always hurt.


..........It was you who taught me, love
..............................That in life-- I'M NOT ENOUGH.


Do you know what we fear?
……….Why we fight to be true?
‘Cause one day we’ll get older
……..And we’ll be just like you.




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    I'll always wait for you...

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    Never Die, Never Surrender.

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    Nothing hurts more than being alone...


  • Tchaikovsky

    Oh cool! I have one too!
    If you want you can add me; I'm NativeDork ^_^
    If you don't want to that's cool too,lol.
    But if you didn't have one, I would've suggested that you get one,I like your poetry a lot ^-^

    Tchaikovsky, July 27th, 2009 at 03:30:39pm

  • Tchaikovsky

    Lol, it's okay.
    It's a Deviantart account. You can post poetry there and people read it and collect it.
    I have one actually.

    Tchaikovsky, July 14th, 2009 at 12:11:37pm

  • Tchaikovsky

    Do you have a DA account?

    Tchaikovsky, June 18th, 2009 at 02:48:09pm

  • bruised and scarred

    What website do you get your icons from? I think they're awesome.

    bruised and scarred, June 18th, 2009 at 02:34:39pm

  • TeamEdward

    hi mcb
    just lookin through some of your old poems, love them :)
    check mine out sometime if you will, no pressure, thanks

    TeamEdward, June 1st, 2009 at 06:43:57pm

  • Exposure.

    hey hey heeyyy

    Exposure., May 30th, 2009 at 11:40:36am

  • mick_st_john

    i like your profile! its so cool! XD

    mick_st_john, May 11th, 2009 at 10:58:19pm

  • My Black Romance

    Words fail me. Your profile is fantastic so is your poetry. I think your amazing!!! I really mean that. :D

    My Black Romance, April 16th, 2009 at 04:23:19pm

  • bruised and scarred

    thats all I can say
    your profile is amazing

    bruised and scarred, April 10th, 2009 at 09:23:11pm

  • i s2 gw

    aw u seem reli nice and deep....... but thats so great u can admit that wish i could oh wellz anyway just wanted to say hey:) and i heart ur pics

    i s2 gw, April 7th, 2009 at 09:52:10pm

  • dotdotdot

    thanks for the poems comments...

    dotdotdot, April 2nd, 2009 at 05:32:02pm

  • Pistol_GeeBucks

    Thank you so much for the picture. it's perfect.

    I'm hoping to make an avatar out of it, but I'm lame at that sort of stuff and also the writing might end up too small. Hm.

    hope you're okay :)

    Pistol_GeeBucks, March 30th, 2009 at 06:30:31am

  • Your Ghost.

    ive been alright, thank you for askingg. I hope your feeling better noww. XD

    Your Ghost., March 29th, 2009 at 06:08:32pm

  • Frank Anthony Iero.

    aww, poor Lee. :[

    -gasp- I finally know your name! =D
    -feels stalker-ish even though it says it on your profile- xD

    yay! I shall see you there. :]
    And hopefully I'll get to writing, too.
    I've had such a huge writers block lately. D=

    Frank Anthony Iero., March 29th, 2009 at 12:16:43am

  • Pistol_GeeBucks

    Wow. I remember it's something like a year since I first looked at your profile and thought it was amzing. Really beautiful.

    I don't know why I remember to be honest.
    I was wondering if you have that picture of Gerard that says 'I love the band to hide the fact that no one loves me'?

    I saw it a week ago at my brother's college where they had an project about Frank Warren's post secrets, and that picture was there, and I remembered that you had posted that picture somewhere on here.

    Sorry if I'm wrong, but for some reason I really want to see the picture again.

    Nice to speak to you again :)

    Pistol_GeeBucks, March 28th, 2009 at 03:47:13pm

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