MyChemicalBlack
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- Some Dark Alley...
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About
I'm No Hero
By: MCB
I won't pretend to be a hero
When you know I'm a zero
We're all human here
Mortality, our greatest fear,
So please understand
This isn't a command
It's a helpful reminder, not a lie
I'm just like every other guy,
So in your darkest moment
I hope you dare to show it
And carry on without heroic aid
'Cause in the end even saviours fade....
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A little info on me? Hm, well if you promise to not run away screaming...then sure.
I'm actually a silent person, who enjoys just being alone. Though, I do get quite chatty when I drink loads of coffee (which I LOVE). Mainly I just like to just be....invisible, for lack of a better word, but sometimes my job gets in the way of that. I'm not ashamed to say I like to write poetry and the occational fan-fics, which are notoriously unique if you get my drift. No, I'm not a psychopath...most of the time, lmao.
I don't feel the need to spill my guts to every person I meet, yeah, I've met people like that...talk about awkward, haha. So, that's it in a nutshell...a small nutshell. And if you haven't run away screaming like a lunatic then my life's goal is complete. mwhahaha.
Be yourself, nobody has the right to change who you are. They should appreciate what you want to be like, if they really care about you. What good is a friend if all they do is rub salt in your wounds and make you feel like crap? Answer: NOTHING.
What good is a loving parent if all they do is dish out all sorts of guilt onto you? Why bother trying to be what you want b/c it's not considered "normal"? Does that make you a freak or a monster? Answer: NO. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF OUT TO BE.
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When There's No More Room In Hell,
The Dead Will Walk The Earth...
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There is no point to this thing called life.
We live,
We die,
We are forgotten...
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What do I see in the looking glass?
Feel like life's moving too fast
Blood dripping down my fist
The mirror cries crimson mist,
See the face, know the rest
I never wanted to be the best
So mirror, I see you die
Never again shall you reflect a lie.
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I've posted some of my poetry and a fan-fic on this site, give it a once over if you get the chance.
http://www.mibba.com/
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Bitter Scars
By: MCB
My heart's beating on the floor
Couldn't stand me anymore
But who's to blame?
Just a guy with no name,
Silent is the game I play
Cutting takes the pain away
But what the fuck?
Life's always going to suck,
Enough's enough, I'm stopping
Cover the cuts that keep dropping
For the shame of what I've done
Isn't worth death by gun,
There's no reason, no lie
I shouldn't even cry
For the mistakes I made
Can't make bitter scars fade.
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It was that moment, you felt alone
That moment, when nobody would listen
That moment, you thought things were hell
That moment, life lost it's beauty
But it was that one song,
....... That refused to let you die...
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............Songs For Every Season
.........Deck the Halls with Gasoline,
................Fa la la, fucking da,
....... Strike a match and watch it gleam,
............... Fa la la, fucking da....
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..........Chipmunks roasting over an open fire,
..................Hot sauce dripping from their toes....
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...........................If it makes you happy
...........................I'll bleed all the time
............................In a life so crappy
..........................It can turn on a dime...
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The only way to gain Immortality...
........Is to live a life worth Remembering.
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Oh, you never were true
I'm bleeding through my heart
To just look at you
Thief, who tore me apart,
I am here
Just waiting for a sign
But I can feel the fear
Tear away my mind,
So pretty, you thought
Stay together forever
Before it's all shot
And becomes never ever.
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
It's going to be this way
I can't be with you,
I'm going to take my pride
And going to walk away
Never will I die
No matter how you pray,
Remember me, dear
I'm laughing head to toe
I don't want you here
More than you ever know.
......My Demons Are Different From Yours.
........I can't stop, the blood always pours
...........I'm a demon with a heart
...........End it now before we start.
Just A Bitter Thought
Oh, their darkness is a "phase". They’ll grow out of it and be the little darling we always loved. That’s not how it goes. If you can’t see the pain in our eyes, the darkness eating away at our soul, then you obviously don’t seem to care much for anyone but yourself.
You may think you’re not touched by anything or anyone, but truth be told not even you can deny you’ve felt it. At one point in your “fun” life somebody or something made you sink into the dark cavern of your mind. You went around thinking maybe if I smile and nod they’ll never know how I hurt on the inside. Man, have you got it wrong. It will always hurt, festering like a wound that just won’t heal until…boom.
..............I like being a comedian.
.....It helps people laugh when I cannot.
Some scars fade with time....
.......But they're still there.
Some scars are invisible....
.......But they'll always hurt.
..........It was you who taught me, love
..............................That in life-- I'M NOT ENOUGH.
Do you know what we fear?
……….Why we fight to be true?
‘Cause one day we’ll get older
……..And we’ll be just like you.
YOU GET A LIFETIME...
Photos
I'll always wait for you...
Never Die, Never Surrender.
Nothing hurts more than being alone...
Aw, thank you. ^_^ *laughs along with you*
Si! They do! XD
The Creature, April 6th, 2008 at 06:50:29pm
*hugs back* thanks
i hope so
Teach me to live, April 6th, 2008 at 04:09:39pm
Hey babe. Wazsup?
Like ur profile. U should check mine out sometime.
I'd love 2 talk 2 u.
Fresh Til Death, April 5th, 2008 at 02:21:28pm
no prob! :)
misskill, April 4th, 2008 at 10:45:19am
oh good good
is it any good u know for travelling wise, any must see places
x
TeamEdward, April 3rd, 2008 at 04:00:36pm
Well, it would be their own fault for littering, I suppose. xD And it would be much more effective than a fine.
Firefly., April 3rd, 2008 at 09:29:07am
i'm in a really long
distance relationship, so
I don't get to talk to him that much
and now he got his internet taken away.
that's one thing.
I also have track team that
I just have a lot of stuff to do.
Teach me to live, April 3rd, 2008 at 09:14:10am
Damn. =/
Lmfao.
Well, it could....All i would need to do is trick him into taking the class to Marine land, and shove him into the killer whale tank. It's not sharks, but it has a open top, that's full of water, and whale piss. XDD
The Creature, April 2nd, 2008 at 07:02:18pm
Haha, bulldogs and Paramore are aerodynamic. xD
Helmee Bluth, April 2nd, 2008 at 06:43:49pm
HAHA lol don't be jelouse. *takes you out of your bordom stage* now we're both unbored =D yay i think i'll listen to some MCR now HAHA
WtfAshley, April 2nd, 2008 at 06:01:35pm
No, I get the poetry, i meant the last line of ur message. i got it though.
misskill, April 2nd, 2008 at 03:59:33pm
ha i prob would of clawed someones eyes out
if i had the energy.
do u live in america?
x
TeamEdward, April 2nd, 2008 at 03:03:45pm
Hahaha, change is good. Like... 60% of the time.
And I must warn them! I'll need signs.... and pamphlets! xO
Firefly., April 1st, 2008 at 01:46:50pm
i'm ok i guess
really stressed and worried but i'm ok
nice job.. lawlz
Teach me to live, April 1st, 2008 at 09:16:07am
Um, I wasn't actually teaching a bulldog to skateboard, I was using that as a flimsy excuse. I find it very odd that bulldogs are the only dogs that we ever see riding skateboards. It's more puzzling to me than everyone's fascination with Paramore.
Helmee Bluth, March 31st, 2008 at 07:24:00pm