MyChemicalBlack
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- Some Dark Alley...
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About
I'm No Hero
By: MCB
I won't pretend to be a hero
When you know I'm a zero
We're all human here
Mortality, our greatest fear,
So please understand
This isn't a command
It's a helpful reminder, not a lie
I'm just like every other guy,
So in your darkest moment
I hope you dare to show it
And carry on without heroic aid
'Cause in the end even saviours fade....
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A little info on me? Hm, well if you promise to not run away screaming...then sure.
I'm actually a silent person, who enjoys just being alone. Though, I do get quite chatty when I drink loads of coffee (which I LOVE). Mainly I just like to just be....invisible, for lack of a better word, but sometimes my job gets in the way of that. I'm not ashamed to say I like to write poetry and the occational fan-fics, which are notoriously unique if you get my drift. No, I'm not a psychopath...most of the time, lmao.
I don't feel the need to spill my guts to every person I meet, yeah, I've met people like that...talk about awkward, haha. So, that's it in a nutshell...a small nutshell. And if you haven't run away screaming like a lunatic then my life's goal is complete. mwhahaha.
Be yourself, nobody has the right to change who you are. They should appreciate what you want to be like, if they really care about you. What good is a friend if all they do is rub salt in your wounds and make you feel like crap? Answer: NOTHING.
What good is a loving parent if all they do is dish out all sorts of guilt onto you? Why bother trying to be what you want b/c it's not considered "normal"? Does that make you a freak or a monster? Answer: NO. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF OUT TO BE.
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When There's No More Room In Hell,
The Dead Will Walk The Earth...
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There is no point to this thing called life.
We live,
We die,
We are forgotten...
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What do I see in the looking glass?
Feel like life's moving too fast
Blood dripping down my fist
The mirror cries crimson mist,
See the face, know the rest
I never wanted to be the best
So mirror, I see you die
Never again shall you reflect a lie.
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I've posted some of my poetry and a fan-fic on this site, give it a once over if you get the chance.
http://www.mibba.com/
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Bitter Scars
By: MCB
My heart's beating on the floor
Couldn't stand me anymore
But who's to blame?
Just a guy with no name,
Silent is the game I play
Cutting takes the pain away
But what the fuck?
Life's always going to suck,
Enough's enough, I'm stopping
Cover the cuts that keep dropping
For the shame of what I've done
Isn't worth death by gun,
There's no reason, no lie
I shouldn't even cry
For the mistakes I made
Can't make bitter scars fade.
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It was that moment, you felt alone
That moment, when nobody would listen
That moment, you thought things were hell
That moment, life lost it's beauty
But it was that one song,
....... That refused to let you die...
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............Songs For Every Season
.........Deck the Halls with Gasoline,
................Fa la la, fucking da,
....... Strike a match and watch it gleam,
............... Fa la la, fucking da....
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..........Chipmunks roasting over an open fire,
..................Hot sauce dripping from their toes....
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...........................If it makes you happy
...........................I'll bleed all the time
............................In a life so crappy
..........................It can turn on a dime...
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The only way to gain Immortality...
........Is to live a life worth Remembering.
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Oh, you never were true
I'm bleeding through my heart
To just look at you
Thief, who tore me apart,
I am here
Just waiting for a sign
But I can feel the fear
Tear away my mind,
So pretty, you thought
Stay together forever
Before it's all shot
And becomes never ever.
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
It's going to be this way
I can't be with you,
I'm going to take my pride
And going to walk away
Never will I die
No matter how you pray,
Remember me, dear
I'm laughing head to toe
I don't want you here
More than you ever know.
......My Demons Are Different From Yours.
........I can't stop, the blood always pours
...........I'm a demon with a heart
...........End it now before we start.
Just A Bitter Thought
Oh, their darkness is a "phase". They’ll grow out of it and be the little darling we always loved. That’s not how it goes. If you can’t see the pain in our eyes, the darkness eating away at our soul, then you obviously don’t seem to care much for anyone but yourself.
You may think you’re not touched by anything or anyone, but truth be told not even you can deny you’ve felt it. At one point in your “fun” life somebody or something made you sink into the dark cavern of your mind. You went around thinking maybe if I smile and nod they’ll never know how I hurt on the inside. Man, have you got it wrong. It will always hurt, festering like a wound that just won’t heal until…boom.
..............I like being a comedian.
.....It helps people laugh when I cannot.
Some scars fade with time....
.......But they're still there.
Some scars are invisible....
.......But they'll always hurt.
..........It was you who taught me, love
..............................That in life-- I'M NOT ENOUGH.
Do you know what we fear?
……….Why we fight to be true?
‘Cause one day we’ll get older
……..And we’ll be just like you.
YOU GET A LIFETIME...
Photos
I'll always wait for you...
Never Die, Never Surrender.
Nothing hurts more than being alone...
well i know he won't be getting out. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA. lol heehee im happy. and sad
WtfAshley, March 22nd, 2008 at 01:04:01pm
Lmao, haha. XD
Si, si, SI!!!
I'm so glad it'll be over...'Cause i can't swim for sh*t. XD
The Creature, March 21st, 2008 at 11:18:56pm
thanks.. fingers and toes crossed
relaxing is a key plan
Teach me to live, March 21st, 2008 at 06:54:57pm
thanks mcb
your full of wise words :)
i guess people read my poetry an think yer it's ok until they read someone elses (like yours) an then there like ... hmmm maybe that lmly poems ain't so good.
i don't think i hav enough depth or patience to draw or write poetry i never spend more than 20 mins tops on a drawing an with poetry i post it then come up with improvements, typical.
x oh an i liked your drawin of lady lithium, ur a man with many talents i presume. lithium always reminds me of a nirvana song.
sorry rambling again :) x
TeamEdward, March 21st, 2008 at 08:12:03am
Well, I've been calling myself creatively sapped and I haven't read any poetry lately (with the exception of my failed poetry). Mostly I've been on here.
How've you been?
Helmee Bluth, March 20th, 2008 at 07:00:08pm
Too much h-dub? I hope you get your proper rest, soon. =]
Haha, I'd love to see that. XD
I've been good, thanks. i'm so effin happy...NEXT WEEK'S THE LAST WEEK OF SWIMMING! =D
XD
The Creature, March 20th, 2008 at 05:32:31pm
Heeheee. im gonna lock him up *puts bunny in a cage,locks it, and destroys the key* he'll NEVER get out MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WtfAshley, March 20th, 2008 at 02:56:14pm
just chilling at home..
i have to go test for my learner's.... which i could have gotten 2 months ago
I've been so many places for spring break so this year is so relaxing to me
Teach me to live, March 20th, 2008 at 01:15:36pm
great!
i just woke up from a day of sleeping, curticy of extream jet lag.
i just flew back from a week and a half of japan.
The Taste for Blood, March 19th, 2008 at 07:25:33pm
OMGEE!i found him!yay!heehee *smilesa rele big like Frankie*
WtfAshley, March 19th, 2008 at 02:20:06pm
oh really
yer i mostly lurk
i only really post my poetry so i can get pointers to make it better or praise as motivation
atm i'm at that stage were i have no idea what my talent is or if i've even got one so i'm tryin a bit of everythin like drawin, poetry, (singing :s) lol
so thats really why i post mine, cus i know i'm not that good, plus i get kinda a content feeling from it as well, no idea why lol.
but u obv post yours because there good :)
x
TeamEdward, March 18th, 2008 at 01:21:11pm
Lmfao. XD
*can't breath*
*cough*
How are you?
The Creature, March 18th, 2008 at 07:29:24am
Yay! I was just missing you.
Helmee Bluth, March 17th, 2008 at 09:13:53pm
not fair, our spring break isn't till next week.
i'm actually really good
Teach me to live, March 17th, 2008 at 08:37:50pm
The ice is gone! =D
XD
The Creature, March 16th, 2008 at 09:04:21pm