MyChemicalBlack
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- Gender:
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- Location:
- Some Dark Alley...
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About
I'm No Hero
By: MCB
I won't pretend to be a hero
When you know I'm a zero
We're all human here
Mortality, our greatest fear,
So please understand
This isn't a command
It's a helpful reminder, not a lie
I'm just like every other guy,
So in your darkest moment
I hope you dare to show it
And carry on without heroic aid
'Cause in the end even saviours fade....
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A little info on me? Hm, well if you promise to not run away screaming...then sure.
I'm actually a silent person, who enjoys just being alone. Though, I do get quite chatty when I drink loads of coffee (which I LOVE). Mainly I just like to just be....invisible, for lack of a better word, but sometimes my job gets in the way of that. I'm not ashamed to say I like to write poetry and the occational fan-fics, which are notoriously unique if you get my drift. No, I'm not a psychopath...most of the time, lmao.
I don't feel the need to spill my guts to every person I meet, yeah, I've met people like that...talk about awkward, haha. So, that's it in a nutshell...a small nutshell. And if you haven't run away screaming like a lunatic then my life's goal is complete. mwhahaha.
Be yourself, nobody has the right to change who you are. They should appreciate what you want to be like, if they really care about you. What good is a friend if all they do is rub salt in your wounds and make you feel like crap? Answer: NOTHING.
What good is a loving parent if all they do is dish out all sorts of guilt onto you? Why bother trying to be what you want b/c it's not considered "normal"? Does that make you a freak or a monster? Answer: NO. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF OUT TO BE.
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When There's No More Room In Hell,
The Dead Will Walk The Earth...
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There is no point to this thing called life.
We live,
We die,
We are forgotten...
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What do I see in the looking glass?
Feel like life's moving too fast
Blood dripping down my fist
The mirror cries crimson mist,
See the face, know the rest
I never wanted to be the best
So mirror, I see you die
Never again shall you reflect a lie.
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I've posted some of my poetry and a fan-fic on this site, give it a once over if you get the chance.
http://www.mibba.com/
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Bitter Scars
By: MCB
My heart's beating on the floor
Couldn't stand me anymore
But who's to blame?
Just a guy with no name,
Silent is the game I play
Cutting takes the pain away
But what the fuck?
Life's always going to suck,
Enough's enough, I'm stopping
Cover the cuts that keep dropping
For the shame of what I've done
Isn't worth death by gun,
There's no reason, no lie
I shouldn't even cry
For the mistakes I made
Can't make bitter scars fade.
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It was that moment, you felt alone
That moment, when nobody would listen
That moment, you thought things were hell
That moment, life lost it's beauty
But it was that one song,
....... That refused to let you die...
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............Songs For Every Season
.........Deck the Halls with Gasoline,
................Fa la la, fucking da,
....... Strike a match and watch it gleam,
............... Fa la la, fucking da....
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..........Chipmunks roasting over an open fire,
..................Hot sauce dripping from their toes....
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...........................If it makes you happy
...........................I'll bleed all the time
............................In a life so crappy
..........................It can turn on a dime...
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The only way to gain Immortality...
........Is to live a life worth Remembering.
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Oh, you never were true
I'm bleeding through my heart
To just look at you
Thief, who tore me apart,
I am here
Just waiting for a sign
But I can feel the fear
Tear away my mind,
So pretty, you thought
Stay together forever
Before it's all shot
And becomes never ever.
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
It's going to be this way
I can't be with you,
I'm going to take my pride
And going to walk away
Never will I die
No matter how you pray,
Remember me, dear
I'm laughing head to toe
I don't want you here
More than you ever know.
......My Demons Are Different From Yours.
........I can't stop, the blood always pours
...........I'm a demon with a heart
...........End it now before we start.
Just A Bitter Thought
Oh, their darkness is a "phase". They’ll grow out of it and be the little darling we always loved. That’s not how it goes. If you can’t see the pain in our eyes, the darkness eating away at our soul, then you obviously don’t seem to care much for anyone but yourself.
You may think you’re not touched by anything or anyone, but truth be told not even you can deny you’ve felt it. At one point in your “fun” life somebody or something made you sink into the dark cavern of your mind. You went around thinking maybe if I smile and nod they’ll never know how I hurt on the inside. Man, have you got it wrong. It will always hurt, festering like a wound that just won’t heal until…boom.
..............I like being a comedian.
.....It helps people laugh when I cannot.
Some scars fade with time....
.......But they're still there.
Some scars are invisible....
.......But they'll always hurt.
..........It was you who taught me, love
..............................That in life-- I'M NOT ENOUGH.
Do you know what we fear?
……….Why we fight to be true?
‘Cause one day we’ll get older
……..And we’ll be just like you.
YOU GET A LIFETIME...
Photos
I'll always wait for you...
Never Die, Never Surrender.
Nothing hurts more than being alone...
i was laughing like the whole time... i didn't realize that i had done it till i pulled it out of my finger
Teach me to live, March 4th, 2008 at 07:54:46pm
Smiley:
[edit: I'm not sure what the smiley's doing.]
Helmee Bluth, March 4th, 2008 at 07:22:22pm
haha so hows u babe? i sent you an email on mibba i think i did anyway i mighve forgot. i updated our story:) hehe tlk to you soon?
love you ashe!
dotdotdot, March 4th, 2008 at 04:22:13pm
ha yer i don't think it does, not to me anyway :)
i doin work too it sucks but at least it's done then, even though i left it to last minute as usual lol.
x
TeamEdward, March 4th, 2008 at 03:01:14pm
Last week on Monday I kept slipping and falling on black ice, while walking to school. Black ice needs to be arrested. XD
Aye, don't be jelouse. I got that high 'cause I had extra credit. If i didn't have the extra credit, then my test grade would've been a 95. Lol.
The Creature, March 4th, 2008 at 11:23:59am
U have some cool pic
xxfrankieroxx, March 4th, 2008 at 05:19:30am
yeah...
today was pretty bad for me..... one thing that happened was that i stapled my finger
Teach me to live, March 3rd, 2008 at 08:45:37pm
Hi. I like your poetry. =DD
smiledrug., March 3rd, 2008 at 08:10:58pm
Hell yeah, they're coming by! April 17th! I even put it in my signature! It'll be... 45 days. That is way too long to wait!! Okay, now my heartbeat's up. At least there's a thread about this, I'm not sure what I'd do with myself otherwise.
I hope they have a dark alley tour so you can see them, too.
heheh
Helmee Bluth, March 3rd, 2008 at 06:19:18pm
lolz hehe
so how r u doin then??
xx
PollyPocket, March 3rd, 2008 at 04:58:03pm
yer ur poems r amazin
did u hav a good wkend
TeamEdward, March 3rd, 2008 at 12:58:25pm
colourful insanity = GOOD!!!
lolz
xx
PollyPocket, March 3rd, 2008 at 02:46:00am
De nada, y lol.
It did make sense..Well, to me anyway...Lmao. XD
Thats good you're good. I'm fine, little sore, but fine.
I'm happy...I got a 105% on my Spanish test..XD
The Creature, March 2nd, 2008 at 09:44:49pm
i'm good
god, it's been a while since we've talked
Teach me to live, March 2nd, 2008 at 08:39:19pm
Oh, well that's actually a lot more boring than what I was thinking...
Haha, I'm just kidding! And you knew that. *gets bored*
So, will MCR be coming to your dark alley anytime soon?
Helmee Bluth, March 2nd, 2008 at 08:19:50pm