MyChemicalBlack
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- Age:
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- Gender:
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- Location:
- Some Dark Alley...
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- If you really need to talk, PM me.
- MySpace:
- Don't have one, don't need one.
About
I'm No Hero
By: MCB
I won't pretend to be a hero
When you know I'm a zero
We're all human here
Mortality, our greatest fear,
So please understand
This isn't a command
It's a helpful reminder, not a lie
I'm just like every other guy,
So in your darkest moment
I hope you dare to show it
And carry on without heroic aid
'Cause in the end even saviours fade....
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A little info on me? Hm, well if you promise to not run away screaming...then sure.
I'm actually a silent person, who enjoys just being alone. Though, I do get quite chatty when I drink loads of coffee (which I LOVE). Mainly I just like to just be....invisible, for lack of a better word, but sometimes my job gets in the way of that. I'm not ashamed to say I like to write poetry and the occational fan-fics, which are notoriously unique if you get my drift. No, I'm not a psychopath...most of the time, lmao.
I don't feel the need to spill my guts to every person I meet, yeah, I've met people like that...talk about awkward, haha. So, that's it in a nutshell...a small nutshell. And if you haven't run away screaming like a lunatic then my life's goal is complete. mwhahaha.
Be yourself, nobody has the right to change who you are. They should appreciate what you want to be like, if they really care about you. What good is a friend if all they do is rub salt in your wounds and make you feel like crap? Answer: NOTHING.
What good is a loving parent if all they do is dish out all sorts of guilt onto you? Why bother trying to be what you want b/c it's not considered "normal"? Does that make you a freak or a monster? Answer: NO. YOU ARE WHAT YOU MAKE YOURSELF OUT TO BE.
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When There's No More Room In Hell,
The Dead Will Walk The Earth...
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There is no point to this thing called life.
We live,
We die,
We are forgotten...
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What do I see in the looking glass?
Feel like life's moving too fast
Blood dripping down my fist
The mirror cries crimson mist,
See the face, know the rest
I never wanted to be the best
So mirror, I see you die
Never again shall you reflect a lie.
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I've posted some of my poetry and a fan-fic on this site, give it a once over if you get the chance.
http://www.mibba.com/
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Bitter Scars
By: MCB
My heart's beating on the floor
Couldn't stand me anymore
But who's to blame?
Just a guy with no name,
Silent is the game I play
Cutting takes the pain away
But what the fuck?
Life's always going to suck,
Enough's enough, I'm stopping
Cover the cuts that keep dropping
For the shame of what I've done
Isn't worth death by gun,
There's no reason, no lie
I shouldn't even cry
For the mistakes I made
Can't make bitter scars fade.
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It was that moment, you felt alone
That moment, when nobody would listen
That moment, you thought things were hell
That moment, life lost it's beauty
But it was that one song,
....... That refused to let you die...
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............Songs For Every Season
.........Deck the Halls with Gasoline,
................Fa la la, fucking da,
....... Strike a match and watch it gleam,
............... Fa la la, fucking da....
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..........Chipmunks roasting over an open fire,
..................Hot sauce dripping from their toes....
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...........................If it makes you happy
...........................I'll bleed all the time
............................In a life so crappy
..........................It can turn on a dime...
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The only way to gain Immortality...
........Is to live a life worth Remembering.
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Oh, you never were true
I'm bleeding through my heart
To just look at you
Thief, who tore me apart,
I am here
Just waiting for a sign
But I can feel the fear
Tear away my mind,
So pretty, you thought
Stay together forever
Before it's all shot
And becomes never ever.
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
It's going to be this way
I can't be with you,
I'm going to take my pride
And going to walk away
Never will I die
No matter how you pray,
Remember me, dear
I'm laughing head to toe
I don't want you here
More than you ever know.
......My Demons Are Different From Yours.
........I can't stop, the blood always pours
...........I'm a demon with a heart
...........End it now before we start.
Just A Bitter Thought
Oh, their darkness is a "phase". They’ll grow out of it and be the little darling we always loved. That’s not how it goes. If you can’t see the pain in our eyes, the darkness eating away at our soul, then you obviously don’t seem to care much for anyone but yourself.
You may think you’re not touched by anything or anyone, but truth be told not even you can deny you’ve felt it. At one point in your “fun” life somebody or something made you sink into the dark cavern of your mind. You went around thinking maybe if I smile and nod they’ll never know how I hurt on the inside. Man, have you got it wrong. It will always hurt, festering like a wound that just won’t heal until…boom.
..............I like being a comedian.
.....It helps people laugh when I cannot.
Some scars fade with time....
.......But they're still there.
Some scars are invisible....
.......But they'll always hurt.
..........It was you who taught me, love
..............................That in life-- I'M NOT ENOUGH.
Do you know what we fear?
……….Why we fight to be true?
‘Cause one day we’ll get older
……..And we’ll be just like you.
YOU GET A LIFETIME...
Photos
I'll always wait for you...
Never Die, Never Surrender.
Nothing hurts more than being alone...
Haha, XD
You're a pretty awesome guy, you know that?
The Creature, February 25th, 2008 at 11:26:09pm
Funny to think: before this I didn't know you were a bunny. (I just thought you were sweet.)
::bunny smiley that doesn't exist:
Helmee Bluth, February 25th, 2008 at 06:45:38pm
gee, i hope so, i don't wanna work my ass of nothin.
thanks for support ;)
lol when it comes to homework i think we all get a little vicious :)
TeamEdward, February 25th, 2008 at 01:13:56pm
I'm very sorry.
Helmee Bluth, February 25th, 2008 at 04:16:39am
Sorry about that; I was annoyed that no one replied to the last 2 poems I posted. I was whining to my friend about it, and she went & replied to ... actually the one I posted @ 3am when I was angry.
You never really disgusted me.
Helmee Bluth, February 24th, 2008 at 08:28:45pm
Aw Thanks =D
yesh i know it does lol
OMG! my evil Bunny Ran Away!!NOOOOOO =)
WtfAshley, February 24th, 2008 at 06:47:11pm
That's cool.
The one that comes with every computer. *is referring to Paint*
=)
The Creature, February 24th, 2008 at 02:17:45pm
I guess it adds up when you send messages back to people who get high for the first time, and have to tell someone about it.
*tumbleweed*
By the way, you kinda disgust me right now -- nothing personal.
Helmee Bluth, February 24th, 2008 at 04:54:47am
Haha, I see that.
It seems like everyone on here but me has photoshop. Lol.
The Creature, February 23rd, 2008 at 02:43:12pm
thanks i hope i get better soon too.
=]
Quinnifier., February 23rd, 2008 at 12:51:03pm
lol :) yer tell me bout it
i think i just wanna prove to myself i am not a weak idiot but, god it gets to me sometimes.
x
TeamEdward, February 22nd, 2008 at 08:46:58pm
*Dances and Cheers* Go Awesome ppl!Go awesome ppl!
Yup i uploaded one........it looks bad im so ugly!lmao XD
WtfAshley, February 22nd, 2008 at 05:56:32pm
Eh I'm not having fun right now. :/
I've got the flu >.>
Quinnifier., February 21st, 2008 at 04:17:06pm
ha sounds fun
i'm swamped with school work atm. it sucks
so not bein nosey but what job do u do, actually thats really nosey u don't have to answer :)
TeamEdward, February 21st, 2008 at 04:12:42pm
true... very true
Teach me to live, February 20th, 2008 at 08:47:41pm