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Bleeding Dry

Bleeding Dry
New Jersey = Murder Scene
Mars.....BARS!!! NJ

Member since September 1st, 2007



This girl.

-Loves Rob
-Eats breakfast at 2pm
-Has an amazing set of family and friends
-Is frequently found at her friends Arthur’s house, and nowhere else
- Has an amazing friend named Hezz, who without she doesn't know what she'd do
- She obviously doesn't know what's going on. Ever.
- Is a health and safety hazard in her own right
-Loves Family Guy with a passion
-Thrives from horror films and exceedingly good books
-Has a secret obsession with Edward Cullen and Vampires in general
-Shops in some very weird and secret places
-Has a hysteric laugh which builds her incredibly easy sense of humour
-Indulges in sarcasm
-Has 2 signed posters of Gerard Way, and 1 of Billie Joe, Tre and Mike
-Has met Elliot Minor
-Goes to bed at 2am and wakes up at 2pm
-Is a little random
-Has panda eyes
-Doesn’t like fakers, bitches, attention seekers and time wasters
-Talks in proper grammar
-Loves LOLcats
-Isn’t able to watch the whole video for “Put A Donk On It” without laughing
-Gets drunk easily off Rose wine
-Loves big sunglasses
-Eats inhuman amounts of Cookie Dough ice cream
-Has a passion for street racing

Dying inside to know
Dying inside to know
Dirty Little Secrets.

I look far too much into things. This affects the way I react to given situations. I will probably read into your body language/speech/motives way too much. Don't be offended. It's just the way I am.
I am recently discovering a love for anime/manga, and experimenting in drawing it through Science class. I should stop this habit if I want to take pyschology.
I have a fascination for horror/crime movies/books/study cases.
I am fascinated by, and I appreciate that it was shown to me, it makes me feel not alone.
I have a terrible fear inside of me at the moment, that if my boyfriend left me, there is going to be nothing left of me inside. I don't think that this is a petty fear, because I have a mental block whenever I consider the possibility. I think the world of him, I love him more than anyone could ever understand.
I have the annoying habit of rambling too much, which helps when writing stories, but not with my poetry. I also enjoy art. I would like to take up photography. The past three things have nothing to do with each other.
I like talking in proper grammar, and riddles, just to see if people care enough to understand them. Or take the time to notice I'm different. Or if anyone else's mind is like mine. I'm told I'm very mature, and I kind of think my way of thinking is seperate to everyone else's (not necessarily a good thing)
I have a habit of dwelling in the past and my fear too much, but I am recently starting to lighten up. This is due to my new found friends, who mean the absoloute world to me. They have developed me more than I thought anyone could, and have given me hope and reason.
I think too much about little things. Like seeing the sun rise above a hill, and a street underneath it. Everyone in the gray scale street cant see the sun above the hill, yet it is there, and it is beautiful. I don't want to live my life on the street, I want to be able to see the hill forever.
I think I am a deep person, and I hope these kinds of reflections can be used as inspiration for something, if I have not reached that something yet I hope I will.
I have changed recently as a person as well. I have become a little ditzier, and maybe more confident. I can stand up to people I don't like, and I am well prepared for my leaving day, where I am convinced I will thank the people I couldn't have made it through without, and to say f!ck you to all the people who think I'm worth nothing. And I'm going to say it.
I also have every intention of sitting out prom.
I have developed a love of going fast; be it in the car or on the back of a motorbike. It's fun.
I love landscapes, sunsets, beaches, cities at night.
Vivid colours. Smoothies. Big sunglasses. Butterflies. Pretty things.
I love walks on my own. I love the sound of the sea.
I'm not scared of the dark.
I used to be a very insecure person. I think I still am, but it is well guarded. I am portrayed as a popular, happy, funny person, and I've been told I'm a great friend. I have several instances to prove me otherwise, but I have done it because I thought I was doing what was best for the other person, and I say that in all honesty every time. I don't think I am taken seriously enough. I like to shock people, or suprise them, or make given situations awkward if someone has done something that is unkind. Maybe that makes me a bad person. Maybe it doesn't. Either way, it probably isn't going to change, and if it does, it's not because of what you think. It's because I want to.
I don't know why I'm writing all of this either. But I'm going to. Because I want to. (:


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  • nilrebna.

    how's work experience?

    Not professional enough?
    what kind of pants do you have to wear then?
    Aww, just another week & you have holidays isn't it?
    Try not to be too bored ;]

    Haha, okay, let our bonker conversation begin lmfao

    lemur schnuggles

    nilrebna., March 29th, 2008 at 06:06:14pm

  • nilrebna.

    I'll cross my fingers for you :]
    Yeah, it was a very long time since we have talked :O

    Why aren't you allowed to wear those jeans?
    SO you have your sort of beginning holidays today
    and your so darn lucky you don't have to go to school for a month!

    Thank you, hun :]
    I know, and I hope you know you can alwyas talk to me when you need somebody :]

    Lemur Schnuggles

    nilrebna., March 19th, 2008 at 01:31:38pm

  • nilrebna.

    Don't worry,dear
    I'm sure you did your best :]
    You're welcome
    yeah, I can't wait either!
    Lol good luck with that ;]
    How many weeks of holidays do you have?

    the pressure left I think :]

    Lemur Schnuggles *hugs*

    nilrebna., March 16th, 2008 at 04:47:05pm

  • nilrebna.

    Ahh, you're here :]
    Oww, how did your exams go?
    I'll cross my fingers for you!
    Soon it will be the holidays :]

    Well it could be better, I have a lot of pressure at the moment :]

    Lemur Schnuggles!

    nilrebna., March 11th, 2008 at 04:28:12pm

  • nilrebna.

    Lyndz :]
    I haven't heard of you in a while
    how're you?


    nilrebna., March 2nd, 2008 at 04:48:16pm

  • Violent Red

    I Love You <3

    Violent Red, February 22nd, 2008 at 06:45:30pm

  • joy division. tionx/Psychic
    That's a link ;) You don't have to read it x]
    XOXO Hannah

    joy division., February 18th, 2008 at 05:37:59am

  • joy division.

    Aw, Thankyou for everything! Shame you don't have a mibba, but oh well :]
    get better soon, I've missed you! :[ Flu sucks "/ Get better soon [again] I've written a story on mibba. Vampires, and such like ;]

    joy division., February 18th, 2008 at 05:21:04am

  • joy division.


    joy division., February 14th, 2008 at 03:23:23pm

  • rockthefaith

    haha thanks so much, I'm really glad you liked what I drew! I appreciate that! :]

    rockthefaith, February 13th, 2008 at 08:39:52pm

  • joy division.

    I just read the purple writing at the end of your profile. It almost made me cry :( Whoever your friend is, I'd say she's very lucky to have you, and you are an amazing friend :)

    XOXO Hannah

    joy division., February 13th, 2008 at 08:34:46am

  • joy division.

    I added a new poem, Neon Lights. I was very bored :)
    XOXO Hannah

    joy division., February 9th, 2008 at 01:27:45pm

  • joy division.

    Heyz :)
    You're damn right there :D
    Im good too thanks! I've started going to mibba more than INO :O *ashamed* I have to start going on INO again. dyou have a mibba?
    XOXO Hannah

    joy division., February 9th, 2008 at 08:26:55am

  • Tainted tears

    lol Sweeney Todd was hilarious watching it with you. Hope u r okay i worry bought u so much an hate 2 see u down. Plz don't care bout me i'm no worth it u shud blank me like most ppl do, I'M JUST AN UGLY FREAK.
    Thank you, don't no what i wud do with out u, well u pproably ave a idea!!!!
    Cya xxx

    Tainted tears, February 4th, 2008 at 11:30:02am

  • joy division.

    You changed your dp! it's still as sexy as ever, though ;)
    Lol, hows it going?
    XOXO Hannah

    joy division., January 30th, 2008 at 03:27:37pm

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