kill all ur friends!

the ribbon wrapped tightly around my wrist says:
"Do Not Open Until Christmas"

i am bisexual. just so you know, send me all the hate mail you want if you don't like it but nothing you say can change me.

judging by the name above, my name is obviously shannon. I'm not too sure how to describe myself, but i will. i'm a punk/emo. which ever you want i will be. there's alot that people don't know about me i'm a very secretive person. i keep to my self and don't really pay much attention to things. i'm not sure what else there really is to know about me; im not a video game person, i HATE the t.v show family guy, i like to write poetry and LOVE music.

Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You’ve gone away, You don’t feel me here, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone
You’ve gone away, You don’t feel me here, anymore


music makes my life. i love love love love my chemical romance! they are the best band in the world in my opinion. i also like the bands: hawthorne heights, avenged sevenfold, green day, good charlotte, blink 182, poison, pensy prep, new london fire, a.f.i, him, madina lake, boys like girls, mxpx, simple plan, flyleaf, aiden, bring me the horizon, marilyn manson, korn, rolling stones, fall out boy, ranikade (my friends band), bowling for soup, paramore, the used, kittie, the misfits, yellow card, underoath, the almost, push play, patant pending, bullet for my valentine, 30 seconds to mars, three days grace, wired, pink, ionia, saosin, silverstien and stuff like that. i hate rap music. it literally hurts my ears and gives me a head ache every time i listen to it.

+bands i have seen in concert+
~My Chemical Romance~
~Rise Agaisnt~
~Green Day~
~God Smack~
~Pink~
~Simple Plan~
~Taste Of Chaos Tour~

my friends also play a huge part in my life. i have a few friends (not too many though) that make my family. there's: ash, brianna, breann, jenn, gabby, kiera, misa, justin, nick, tom, pat, dillon, carlos, kevin, L, nick, macie, ashley, zac, mitch, meg, val, jacoby, ian and i think that's it. they are my family...

unfortunatly, i lost a couple members of that family. i lost 3 of them to suicide and one to an illness. my life sucked after that but we supported each other and did every thing that the others couldn't. I love and miss you: Ryan Danials, Ryan Micheals, Mitch Long, Meg Galiger and Edward (ned) Davis. I miss you you, i love you, i'm thinking of you. R.I.P...

so yea my "family" is a pretty routy group, but we stick together and help eachother out when we can. its too bad my real famly is't like that. my mom is a bitch and my dad hurts mentally and emotionally (not physically anymore). he's an ass and wonders why he gets no respect from me.

i love running through the rain, my favorite colors are: black, pink, purple, red, orange, yellow, blue and white. i have a belt with all those colors on it. YAY COLORS!! my favorite movies are Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas (I LOVE YOU JACK!!!) and Tim Burton's Edward Scissor Hands, i'm an animal rights activist, my favorite month is december, my favorite season is winter and thats all my favorites that i can think of...

i feel bad for the girls/guys who go suicidal cause of some break up. now, if your boy friend/girl friend died, that's different. but don't die cause of some stupid boy/girl who broke your heart. hold on and don't let him/her get you down. they're not worth it. trust me. don't die cause you wanna make him/her feel bad. even if you have no one else, stay strong.

my heart goes out to Casey Calvert and his friends, family, band and fellow fans while they lost there guitarist. my heart aches for you. we love and miss you. R.I.P Casey Calvert.

people tell me that one of the things i'm good at is helping people get over stuff. i can help you get over a lot weather it be your home life, a break up, if someone died what ever. what ever your problem is (if you have one, but we all do) please talk to me! i would rather put my neck on the chopping block and save a life then not do anything and let you slip away. weather i know you or not, dont do something stupid, over something stupid...

there is one thing that i put on every one of my profiles for any webiste and that is my favorite song lyrics. my favorite lyric from mcr is "oh how wrong we were to think that immortalty meant never dying" from the song Our Lady Of Sorrows from the cd "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love" my favorite lyric from Bullet For My Valenitne is "once more you tell those lys to me, why can't you just be stright up with honesty?" from the song All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) on there cd The Poison.

well hope you enjoyd the page, comment if you want. i will always add if you request me.

Please read this...
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson". If you belive that Homophobia is wrong, please repost this.

92% of teens listen to rap and hip hop music. if you are one of the 8% who rock out every day, put this on your profile fellow rocker!

92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!!
Put this in your profile if you would be one of the 8% laughing histarically in the background!!

What's this? Who's there?
You won't believe your eyes.
Jack Skellington as Sandy Claws---
a Christmas Eve surprise!
Look out! Take care!
What's lurking in his sack?
A soccer ball? A book? A doll---
Or something grinning back?!!

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