Darkzy

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Theres a girl i like
what do i do
she smiles sweetly
she makes my world blue

i havnt got the guts to ask her out
everytime i try
its like something
falls out the sky

i really am hopeless
i feel like shit
why cant i ask her
it must be my pit

so im sitting there thinking
then it arrives
the answer
to my secret derive



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im am so hopeless
thinking to my self
life is so shit
i may as well go to hell
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i love someone
do they love me back
every time i ask
i freeze up, thats a fact

I'm afraid of what answer
i will get
she could say no, or yes
but this answer no-one can guess

every time i try to ask
i cant and i step back
afterwords i get really depressed
Thats when i start to Hack

I don't want to lose her friendship
but i also want to be more
i feel really shit
I'm also Very bored

Will i get the courage
To ask her the question
i hope i do
at least before i get to my Destination

So here goes
Tomorrows another day
I'm to ask now
i just hope,
Nothing gets in the way
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I Finally got the courage
To ask for my happiness
No more depression
Just pure finesse
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i belive in god
he's an asshole
sitting up there
day after day

he sits there
looking over this shit world
but i think everything will change
if he goes to hell
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she is my happiness
but also my curse
she is my joy
but also my sad

she is my problem
but also my free
she is my understanding
but also my confusion

she is my Kindness
but also my violence
she is my music
but also my silence

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my Names(S)
K : You're wild and crazy.
E : Great in bed.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
V : You are not judgemental.
I : Great in bed.
N: you like to drink ALOT.

H:You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser
O: awesome kisser
P : You are popular with all types of people.
E : Great in bed.
S : Easy to fall in love with.
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i Fall Into Depression
Looking At Forms Of Death
Walking Over To The Cliffs
Looking at the drop, Embrace The Cold Loving Warmth Of The End

Suicide And Happiness
For Everyone Else
Love Is Useless
For The Weak, See You In hell

Goodbye My Friends
This Is The End
I Will Now
Embrace My Cold Loving Embrace Of Death
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run run run your knife slowly down the stream
the taste of blood
The chewyness of flesh
suicide is one of the best
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Falling falling
Into thy dark abyss
Embrace it the cold
Maybe youll be happier
Maybe..

Running Away
Mentally From The Light
Whats this dripping down my arm
Oh, The nectar that keeps me alive

So in my hand
I hold The Decision
To My Living Or My Death
But Everyone else Will Just Have To Guess

To Go Or Not To!
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Maybe i can make you happy
Maybe i cant
maybe we were just wrong
But anyway i still love you

Everyday i think of you
Your smell your taste
You drive me mad
But still i love you

you probally dont want to hear this but
I want you back
I have found other relationships
but even then it is not complete because
All the time my heart will always belong to you

Everyone who reads this
knows who i talk of
if they are my friends
Or the one whom my heart belongs to

I cannot hold my feelings any longer
i wish to hold you and caress you
i Wish you to Be there for me
when i need you the most

so
One day i wish you to claim it
The thing which belongs to you
even till my dieing day
i will not be complete without you