Helena Rush.

- Name:
- Geekikid
- Age:
- 28
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- Loserville
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
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About
I'm Geekikid, but you may call me whatever you like. I am seventeen. I'm in college, studying Music Technology. I sing, and write lyrics. I have an accoustic guitar called Carlton. I'm not perfect; whoever is? I like to read comics, and listen to music. I like being lazy, but I am passionate about something I work on. I like clothes, but I love dreaming more. I tend to cuss, and sometimes look badass. I have blue eyes, and I'm only 5ft 1. The only color of mascara I wear is HOTPINK!, but I love my "panda eyes" too. I wear thick eyeliner, and I like to be silly. I love changing my hairstyles and colors, aswell as "facepainting" myself with makeup. I love DVD's, and creating things. I'm overweight, but not exactly proud of it. I write lyrics, and draw alot. My imagination's always flicked onto the 'ON' switch, and there's no 'OFF'. I listen to all kinds of genres of music, but I love rock mostly.
Hey, there's this band. And they kind've mean the world to me. I owe them everything, including my life.

banner by me.
my chemical romance
are something out of the ordinary, something big and something epic all combined. they're like no other band that I've ever heard off or discovered. their uniquity, speciality and differenty from the rest of the world makes them one off a kinds to all others who surround them. each band member is filled with a distinctive personality and speciality, as well as talent. each band member has seen tough times and risen from the ashes, to stand tall and tell their tale. they inspire me in so many ways from their unique, amazing lyrics, to how they are as PEOPLE. they make me want to create things, and got me into things that I probably never would've thought of trying before. I have so much respect for these guys, and I look past their looks and see the amazing people inside. they've helped me up off the floor when I was down, and gave me the greatest friends on the face of this planet. they keep me strong through the good and the bad. I love everything about them, as a band and as people. if I ever got to meet them I'd tell them thankyou and give them the reasons why. and to this day, they remain to be my heroes. thankyou my chemical romance. you've helped me become a better person, a better friend, and learn to accept myself for who I am.

Through terrential weathers, he stands tall,
No bad day will torment his beautiful natured soul,
He speaks out for all those that can't, He brings,
Us the crippled faith, and tells the story of his pain.
He sings how it's okay to not be okay, cause we're,
Never alone, no matter why or when, He'll always be,
Around to brighten our fallen faces from life's,
Challenges and help us arise from the floor.
He's an unknown hero, trying to make our world,
A better place, as he takes centre stage,
Teaching us to love ourselves and treat each other,
Of all kinds of age, race and sex that we're all,
Equals and we'll pull each other through,
As he speaks, he tells us to never give in,
To never cut no matter what and that drugs,
Aren't right; nor alcohol to try soothe the pain.
He's now a hero to all whom he knows, loves,
And helps, but now he's free, risen from his fallen ashes,
To fall into the hands of happiness,
Yet he still remains to catch our silent tears,
And help us up from our fall.
You Me At Six:Should know that I don't think so.IMO,she's one of the best poets on this message board. (:









Me too.

wrong, October 27th, 2008 at 08:47:18pm
aww, love. <3
i understand you. i've had days like that too.
to be honest, i had a break down this weekend.
i was at one of my best friends' place and celebrated her 18 th birthday.
we were all sitting there around the table, laughing and stuff like that, when i suddenly felt like sh*t and i wasn't able to hold back the tears.
therefore, i needed to just go into the bathroom and pull myself together.
i stayed in there for quite a few minutes, just crying and breaking down.
when i came out again, i pretended like everything was okay.
like i always do...
and, hunny; i know we don't talk as often as we used to, but still; you're on my mind.
never forget that. even though i'm not online here that much anymore, don't ever think that i've forgotten about you.
'cause i haven't. <3
the used., October 27th, 2008 at 12:12:03pm
No, Ronnie is nice, s´okay bby. Your comment made me smile a bit, I´m so glad you´re doing well...oh, I dunno if it´s well, but it´s better than it used to be, right? Anyways, my life´s not so bad, I´m just getting very emotional about everything, lol. School, my ex, my mom...everything is so complicated. I know it will be better soon, but I always see only the worst things, you know. I would love to be online more often, but I simply cannot. I lost a month in hospital and I´ll have a surgery soon, so I´m absolutely lost in schoolwork. D:
Love you.
wrong, October 27th, 2008 at 11:25:28am
Aww, I thought I was comin down with a cold last week so I bought some vitamin c tablets. Never taken vitamins in my life before but the cold never came to much, don't know if the vits helped but normally when I get a cold I've got it for weeks, maybe they did help.
I'm gonna go cos I need to go out to the shops. I'll send you a pm later and tell you a bit more about me.
Take care xoxo
Vampire Cat, October 27th, 2008 at 10:32:56am
Meant to say, hope you're feeling better soon. It's horrible when you don't feel well.
Vampire Cat, October 27th, 2008 at 10:24:08am
Aww thanks, yeah everyone's so nice on here. There are a few older MCR fans out there, just we're seriously outnumbered.
Vampire Cat, October 27th, 2008 at 10:21:49am
i'm okay.
what about yourself, hunny? (:
the used., October 27th, 2008 at 10:12:40am
Oh, that's okay. Yeah, I'm fine thanks. I just decided to bite the bullet and put my age in my profile after all. I don't care if I'm the oldest MCR fan on earth lol
What you up to?
Vampire Cat, October 27th, 2008 at 10:08:45am
Hi, you just put a comment on my page....I think.
How are you?
Vampire Cat, October 27th, 2008 at 09:56:22am
Aw. I was secretly hoping that you´re doing better though.
wrong, October 23rd, 2008 at 01:47:53pm
lora!
ong, i miss you so much.
how are you, hunny? <3
xo,
lina.
the used., October 23rd, 2008 at 05:39:12am
Loooooooooora.
What´s up?
wrong, October 22nd, 2008 at 03:58:33pm
lora!!
geez i mis you sosososososo much.
we haven't talked in forever.
how are you?
ily<3
chainsaws cascading., October 22nd, 2008 at 03:44:32pm
LORA :hug:
I miss you so much!
jared leto., October 21st, 2008 at 03:20:13pm
OHAI.
I miss talking to you, but heyyy, I don´t have any free time ;_;
How are you?(:
wrong, September 30th, 2008 at 01:17:29pm