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josh franceschi.
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THIS IS SUICIDE SEASON.

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Here I am, once again. Just like a pack of wolves. The skies were once paved with gold, now they rain on us all. I've made my bed, so I'll lie in it. I've dug my grave so I'll die in it. "Tell all my friends I said goodbye, clenched teeth and fluttering eyes." I can't go on like this. "Tell all my friends I said goodbye, clenched teeth and fluttering eyes." I can't go on like this. Just like the living dead, I've got a taste for something. And I don't want it, I just need it. And I can't believe that it's getting harder just to feel alive. It's getting harder just to feel alive. Curtains close; take a bow. I think we fooled all of them now. Who you are, what you say, what you do each and every single day. I've made my bed, so I'll lie in it. I've dug my grave, so God help me die in it. Just like the living dead, I've got a taste for something. And I don't want it, I just need it. And I can't believe that... Just like the living dead, I've got a taste for something. And I don't want it, I just need it. And I can't believe that... And I dug my grave, so I'll lie in it. I've made my bed, so I'll die in it. I dug my grave, I dug my grave. I'd rather live, than live forever! I'm knocking on Death's door, but you're already dead. It's either now, or fucking never. And that night, we meant every word we said. All I can say... All I can say for sure is, we're coming out tonight. All I can say for sure is, we're coming up tonight. Just like the living dead, Just like the living dead, Just like the living dead, I've got a taste for something. And I don't want it, I just need it. And I can't believe that... Just like the living dead, I've got a taste for something. And I don't want it, I just need it. And I can't believe that... Just like the living dead, I've got a taste for something. And I don't want it, I just need it. And I can't believe that it's getting harder just to feel alive. It's getting harder just to feel alive. I've got a secret. It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs. And I'm gonna keep it. I know something you don't know. It sits in silence, eats away at me. It feeds like cancer. This guilt could fill a fucking sea. Pulling teeth, wolves at my door. Now falling and failing is all I know. This disease is getting worse. I counted my blessings, now I'll count this curse. The only thing I really know: I can't sleep at night. I'm buried and breathing in regret. Yeah! The only thing I really know: I can't sleep at night. I'm buried and breathing in regret. I've got a secret. It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs. And I'm gonna keep it. I know something you don't know. I've got a secret. It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs. And I'm gonna keep it. I know something you don't know. I may look happy, but honestly dear, the only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear. I see the vultures, they watch me bleed. They lick their lips, as all the shame spills out of me. Repent! Repent! The end is nigh! Repent! Repent! We're all gonna die! Repent! Repent! These secrets will kill us! So get on your knees, and pray for... Repent! Repent! The end is nigh! Repent! Repent! We're all gonna die! Repent! Repent! These secrets will kill us! So get on your knees, and pray for forgiveness! We all carry these things inside that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors. They drown us out at sea. I look up to the sky, there may be nothing there to see. But if I don't believe in him, why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? Why would he believe in me? I've got a secret. It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs. And I'm gonna keep it. I know something you don't know. I've got a secret. It's on the tip of my tongue, it's on the back of my lungs. And I'm gonna keep it. I know something you will never know. You will never know. I know something you don't know. Goodbye my friend, goodbye my love, you're in my heart. It was a penalty that we should part. We're united by and by, united by and by. Goodbye. No hate left to endure, it was nothing. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. Oh god, written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. Oh my god, it was written in blood. Inside no sadness, for a prowl. As nothing new lay dying now. Inside no sadness, for a prowl. And nothing new lay dying now. And it was written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. Oh my god, it was written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. Oh my god! It was written... in blood on a suicide note. White roses, these roses may die. White roses, these roses may die. These roses, these roses may die. We've fallen apart. We've fallen apart. White roses, these roses may die. White roses, these roses may die. We've fallen apart. We've fallen apart. White roses. We've fallen apart, fallen apart. It was written in blood on a suicide note. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. My god, written in blood. It was written in blood. It was written in blood. Oh my god! It was written... in blood. White roses, these roses will die. White roses, these roses may die. We've fallen apart. We've fallen apart. Fallen apart. We've fallen. These roses, white roses. Roses. My roses. White roses. The sun goes down, we come out. The sun comes up, we come down. We lived fast and died pretty. "We're all vampires and we own this fucking night." I'm not homesick, I'm just so sick of going home. I've been walking these streets for days in search of blood yeah. I'd kill for the sun to never rise again. I'd do anything, oh anything, so tie a rope around my neck, pull it tight until it breaks. You can't kill us, we'll never fucking die. I want to sink my teeth into all of you. If only I could show you just how sweet this could be, but you leave a bad taste in my mouth, so spit it out, so spit it out. Why the fuck can I not hail a taxi? Arm out like a Nazi - every cunt's driving past. Where the fuck is everyone? I can't see anyone. I can't see anything! The hardest part of today is a hangover. Empty bottles and empty promises. I got every person I need, and it's gonna be one hell of a messy night! I can't remember last night. I can't remember anything! "Party til you pass out, drink til' you're dead. Dance all night til you can't feel your legs." We are done with giving a fuck. Fuck you, you took what you wanted and left, like locusts. Everything I gave to you, everything that we've been through. You bled me dry and then left, like leeches. Go, you got what you could now leave, like vultures. Ripped apart in minutes what was built in seven years. The ink scarred on your back may as well of disappeared. For as long as I remember, you sold everything you owned, but now you sold our friendship, you're on your fucking own. If I had it my way I'd slit your throat with the knife you left in my back. All the shame, all this guilt, all this regret, that's me. I'm inside of you and this is your world fucking falling apart mate, from the inside out. Everything will fall at your feet - you got hell to pay and you better fucking bow down to me. You better beg for mercy. Get on your fucking knees and cry me a fucking river. Sleep with one eye open, sleep with one eye open, sleep with one eye open. Best friends means forever, cunt. We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak. And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead. I refuse! I refuse! I refuse to close my eyes! I have loved, and I have lost. I have turned, and I have tossed. I have listened, and I have watched. I've gave into this for long enough! I have lost, and I have loved. Sleep has stolen far too much. Close your eyes, but not just yet. Sleep is just a cousin of death! I've said it before, and I'll say it again. If you think you're alive then you're better off dead. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. Figure it out. So throw your diamonds in the sky, will they glow forever? So throw your diamonds in the sky, will they glow forever? I can promise you one thing: Death will take us all! I can promise you one thing: You will die alone! We're all going to Hell, we may as well go out in style! Death is a promise, and your life is a fucking lie! We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak. And we will never rest, 'til we're all fucking dead. We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak. And we will never rest. I refuse! I refuse! I refuse to close my eyes! Our legs begin to break. We've walked this path for far too long. My lungs, they start to ache. But still we carry on. I'm choking on my words. Like I got a noose around my neck. I can't believe it's come to this. And dear, I fear. That this ship is sinking tonight. I won't give up on you. These scars won't tear us apart. So don't give up on me. It's not too late for us. And I'll save you from yourself. And I'll save you from yourself. Our legs begin to break. We've walked this path for far too long. My lungs begin to ache. But still we carry on. I'm choking on my words. Like I got a noose around my neck. I'm not coming home tonight. I'm not coming home tonight. 'Cause dear I fear, dear I fear. I'm not coming home tonight. I'm not coming home tonight. 'Cause dear I fear. This ship is sinking. Is there hope for us? Can we make it out alive? I can taste the failure on your lips. Is there hope for us? Can we make it out alive? I can taste the failure. Close your eyes. There's nothing we can do. But sleep in this bed that we made for ourselves. You're trapped in your past. Like it's six feet under. I won't give up on you. These scars won't tear us apart. So don't give up on me. It's not too late for us. I'll save you from yourself. I'll save you from yourself. I'll save you from yourself. I'll save you from yourself Try to numb the pain. With alcohol and pills. But it won't repair your trust. You can't stand on two fucking feet. With a substance as a crutch. I won't give up. I won't give up on you. We'll play this symphony. I won't give up. I won't give up on you. We'll play this symphony of sympathy. I won't give up. I won't give up on you. We'll play this symphony of sympathy. I won't give up. I won't give up on you. We'll play this symphony of sympathy. For people like you, there is no such thing as an early grave. You wanted to gut my dreams until I was empty, and show everyone my remains. And after everything you put me through, I should of FUCKING PISSED ON YOU! We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore. The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places. The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too. For when he died, he took a part of you. No time for farewells, no chances for goodbyes. No explanations, no fucking reasons why. I watched it eat you up, pieces falling on the floor. We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore. If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way. I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home. Don't give up hope, my friend, this is not the end. We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore. The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places. The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too. For when he died, he took a part of you. Death is only a chapter, so lets rip out the pages of yesterday. Death is only a horizon. And I'm ready for sun to set. THIS IS SUICIDE SEASON! If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way. I would climb my way to heaven, and bring home again. This is Suicide Season. If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way. We would climb my way to heaven, and bring home again. If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way. We would climb my way to heaven, and bring home again. We would do anything to get him back to you. We would do anything to end what your going through. If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way. I would climb my way to heaven, and bring him back home. I would do anything to bring him back to you. Because if you got him back, I would get back the friend that I once knew.

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  • demon dean

    your profile is amazing<3

    demon dean, March 18th, 2009 at 12:52:11am

  • The Creature

    Awesome username. =]

    The Creature, July 1st, 2008 at 10:03:03pm

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