you'll never love me

im abandoned and i loath the fact that i can trust someone with all my heart always nowing at the end of things i'll just end up hurt and i hate that i love so easily! i loved once but it didn't work out and then i gave love another shot but nooo i was always the one left in tears and im starting to think that i'll never be loved so...{it might seems impossible but..} i have decided to give up crying because it hasn't done any good for me it dosen't help ease the pain... but the slits on my wrist haven't close and the wounds are only begining to open up... and then this is when i'll say goodbye...but it's only for now and i know somehow we'll be together......i close my eyes and i can only hope for the best but i know that the rain has washed it away and i know that even through all the tears i swore wouldn't let come running down my cheek i'll be gone before you know it...not like you'd care anyways.