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- Name:
- Cheyenne
- Age:
- 31
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- Washington
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
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- AIM:
- xxinfra red
- MySpace:
- http://myspace.com/deadonthewater
About
I'm Cheyenne, but I would perfer to be called Chey.[pronounced: 'shay'. NOT 'shy'.]
I'm constantly changing. Every morning when I wake up, I have to look at myself in the mirror to see who I am. And everytime I see a different person. If I want to change, I will. I won't change for you. Or anyone.
I am not a morning person, I hate being woke up.
And if you've ever met me, you probably know from experince it's best to just let me sleep.
I'm shy.
I'm quiet.
I only talk when I feel I need to make something clear.
I fucking cuss a lot.
I have 'issues'.
I love music.
My Chemical Romance is fucking amazing.[duhh]
Don't piss me off, because seriously, your just digging yourself a grave.
I can be distant sometimes, and I don't mean to be.
Its just my own personal fears holding me back.
And the more people that screw me over, the worse my fears get.
I have a bad case of arachnaphobia.
I joke around alot, but you probably wont see this side of me until I warm up to you.
First impressions of me usually consist of the words bitch and reserved.
I'm just a little socially awkward.
I'm one of those kids that are cool enough to blame everything on your mom.
And if it wasn't your mom, it was Hitler.
I use the word 'whore' alot.
I call everyone and everything gay.
When I'm hyper, I tend to attract alot of attention.
I hate death metal. That's not singing, that is a group of pigs in pain.
And sometimes it's hamsters, depends on the band.
I only a have a few exceptions with death metal bands.
Ever since I could talk, I've had an obsession with death.
Don't bother talking to me if you cant spell and your going to refer to me as your 'home-girl'.
I often use the words 'wtf' and 'lol' in actual conversations.
I usually don't take anything serious.
I sound like a five year old.
I dont believe in the words 'best friends' anymore.
Or second chances for that matter. They turn into thirds... and fourths... and fifths... and sixths.
I want a friendship with someone that becomes so comfortable, that you can sit together in silence and not feel awkward.
And I find it funny how everything I hate about myself, is what I can't stand in others.
I am not emo/hxc/scene/punk/goth.
I'm a no body, and no body is perfect.
I'm constantly changing. Every morning when I wake up, I have to look at myself in the mirror to see who I am. And everytime I see a different person. If I want to change, I will. I won't change for you. Or anyone.
I am not a morning person, I hate being woke up.
And if you've ever met me, you probably know from experince it's best to just let me sleep.
I'm shy.
I'm quiet.
I only talk when I feel I need to make something clear.
I fucking cuss a lot.
I have 'issues'.
I love music.
My Chemical Romance is fucking amazing.[duhh]
Don't piss me off, because seriously, your just digging yourself a grave.
I can be distant sometimes, and I don't mean to be.
Its just my own personal fears holding me back.
And the more people that screw me over, the worse my fears get.
I have a bad case of arachnaphobia.
I joke around alot, but you probably wont see this side of me until I warm up to you.
First impressions of me usually consist of the words bitch and reserved.
I'm just a little socially awkward.
I'm one of those kids that are cool enough to blame everything on your mom.
And if it wasn't your mom, it was Hitler.
I use the word 'whore' alot.
I call everyone and everything gay.
When I'm hyper, I tend to attract alot of attention.
I hate death metal. That's not singing, that is a group of pigs in pain.
And sometimes it's hamsters, depends on the band.
I only a have a few exceptions with death metal bands.
Ever since I could talk, I've had an obsession with death.
Don't bother talking to me if you cant spell and your going to refer to me as your 'home-girl'.
I often use the words 'wtf' and 'lol' in actual conversations.
I usually don't take anything serious.
I sound like a five year old.
I dont believe in the words 'best friends' anymore.
Or second chances for that matter. They turn into thirds... and fourths... and fifths... and sixths.
I want a friendship with someone that becomes so comfortable, that you can sit together in silence and not feel awkward.
And I find it funny how everything I hate about myself, is what I can't stand in others.
I am not emo/hxc/scene/punk/goth.
I'm a no body, and no body is perfect.
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