wished_you_away_4514

I'm not perfect, pretty, or beautiful.
I'm pretty sarcastic, but it's usually easy to tell.
I sometimes think I'm bipolar.
I am really shy around people I don't know very well.
With friends, though, I am hyper and crazy.
I am not very friendly.
So don't piss me off.
I don't think before I act.
I'm really laid-back and I don't care about anything that is actually important.
If I get to know you, I'll open up more.
But I have a hard time finding healthy ways to express myself.
I can be amused by the simplest or dumbest things, or I get bored and am not amused by anything at all.
I'm not very bright sometimes, so don't use any big words that I havn't already learned in Reading class.
You might think I'm not right in the brain, but it's a little more like temporary loss of sanity.
I can be funny in a mature way or in a stupid way, but I usually pick stupid.
Sometimes, I scare people.
Alot of people don't really get me so it's kinda hard to find someone who actually understands.
I write songs and stories.
They usually turn out good, though the songs have no tune.
I can go deep into thought and not notice what's going on around me.
I can get lost in my mind and virtually never come back.
I'm never fully happy unless I say so, however much I seem like it.
Music is life.
I love My Chemical Romance.
And if you bash them you will NOT be on good terms with me.
I like being alone sometimes.
So if it ever turns into one of those times while you're around me, leave.
I can't hold grudges for very long, unless you did something truly horrible.
I change moods quickly for no reason.
I sing alot in public, softly usually, so don't get annoyed.
Sometimes I like to be difficult.
I don't get annoyed very easily.
I'm tired alot of the time.
I don't talk alot unless I actually have something to say.
I think almost everything is funny.
So if you say something that's meant to be funny and I don't laugh, I either didn't get it, or it's seriously not funny
at all.
I believe that Courtney Love had Kurt Cobain killed.
Don't say I'm wrong about it or you'll end up feeling stupid.
I always feel like I've done something wrong.


Don't write me off because I'm young. I'm remotely mature. MCR is my *favorite band*. My second is Nirvana. I saw MCR in concert at "The Night 89X Stole X-Mas 9" on Dec. 14, 06. They were A-MAZ-ING. I will never forget that night. I was most likely the most enthused person there, and I saw Bob Bryar up close and had a serious *panic attack* [I was shaking so badd, sweating, and hyperventalating.] He looked directly at me...only me. IDK why and I could be wrong, but I'd like to think he wasn't looking right through me.