beautifulxdisaster

Angela. I don't care about what you think of me, I couldn't care less about stereotypes or cliques. I dislike big corporations and George W. Bush. Music and art is my entire life. I live and breathe art, art is the foundation of culture...as along with music. I really don't like people in general...I don't judge by how people look or talk or dress...I judge by their heart and how charasmatic they are. If you're a person who goes along with the world and has no "voice" of your own, then I'm sure to not like you. If you have a kind heart, a brain, and speak your mind...I most likely like you. I'm not picky or selfish. I don't think for myself and it's one of my many flaws.


The Activist. I am an activist. Ever since I was little, I have wanted to change the world...I finally figured out how. It took a lot of knowledge and understanding but it's a road that I loved to take. Now, I stand up for my rights and always speak my mind.

The Musician. I am music. Music is the biggest part of my life. It's what makes me...well, me. I play in the band and love every minute of it. I play trumpet and flugelhorn in the band, but, on my off time I love to play piano/keyboard and guitar. I just started learning guitar about last Christmas and I love it still. I started band when I was in 5th grade and have kept it up ever since. I'm 4th chair in concert band (although I would like to be in symphonic).

The Freak. I am considered in most cases "the freak" of my friends because of how different I tend to be. I like being different and it's one of my many perks. No I do not have loads and loads of money, nor do I have any sort of happy relationship with my mother, but, at least I have my unique-ness and that's all I need really...except for my friends of course.

The Artist. I am an awesome artist and love to share my artwork with the world. I have always wanted to create a huge masterpiece that would change the way the world acts. To make people think differently about an object, or the way life is. I "idle" Leonardo DaVinci. He is one of the greatest painters of his time.

The Lover "The greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in return!" - The Moulin Rouge. I am a hopeless romantic. I have always dreamt of being whisked away by my prince charming. No, I don't love tall dark and handsome. I love guys who will always be there for me, never be cross to me, always know what is right from wrong (even if it's not exactly right or wrong to other people) and he must always have fun. I've always pictured me getting married to a musician. Of course, love can be silly as well as highly problematic. It's one of those little things I am not quite used to yet. Sure I have had my share of boyfriends, but, I never really got to know what love really was. I really want to know soon though, and I think I might have the chance to take it...the leap of love can be a lot harder then the leap of death. Well, that's what I think anyways

The Child. No matter how much I have grown up, no matter how much I have learned at school...I will always be a child at heart. I believe that as long as you have your childhood in your heart then you will stay young forever...not in apperance mind you. Ever since I was a child, growing up seemed a bit horrifying because when you grow up the faster it goes to your death. I guess that's why I still have a little child-like thing about me. Although, sometimes it's better to grow up then to stay a child forever. Somethings you just have to grow up for...mostly situations really.

The Brave. I have seen many horrors in my life (which you should not know of, nor care because it is my situation alone) that have made me the way I am. It's quite easy to stand up for your rights as a person, but, it's sometimes a lot harder to stand up towards the people you love. It takes a lot of bravery and courage to do that and I truly admire those who do. For kids like me, I have a knack for being too brave around my parents and mostly it's a curse. At times it can be a blessing, for the sometimes realize what they do to others and how it hurts us. It's quite phenominal really, how one's bravery could stop the entire way of things.