HopelessReject

"STAND UP FOR WHAT'S RIGHT, EVEN IF YOU STAND ALONE"
I'm not sure who said this wonderful quote, but I cannot agree enough.
So how can I describe myself? Hopeless reject? Geek? Freak? Loser? NO. I am nothing but myself. I can't be labeled in one word, neither can anybody else.
Sometimes I'm depressed.
Sometimes I'm very optimistic.
Sometimes I'm mean.
Sometimes I'm sweet.
But I'm myself, ALWAYS.
I came here from Russia in 2004.
But I can speak English just fine.
My best friend is my cousin Ilya, who's an 18 year old guy. He loves computers and technology. He's also the nicest guy i know.
I'm very misunderstood at school. Most of my friends are guys, like my ex boyfriend, who i have known ever since i came here.
People seem like plastic dolls. Everyone looks and acts just like the other. But I'm breaking the mold.
I've been pushed down by words and actions of others, but guess what I'm still standing up and I'm till walking. Just like Gerard said, "I am no afraid to walk this world alone".
I'm a perfect A student. I'm very sweet and sensitive. But sometimes I can have emotional breakdowns, when i can act really mean.

I like MCR, AFI, Evanescence, Flyleaf, Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavigne, 30 seconds to mars, and Rise against.
My favorite songs by them are: I'm not Okay, My immortal, Fully alive, Behind your hazel eyes, I'm with you, and the Kill.

I'm 8th grade right now. I hope to graduate from a university and become a phycologist. Maybe write a book.
I'm 12, but I don't really act like it.
I'm a big fan of Matrix, Underworld and Titanic.
My favorite video is Helena.

I'm proud to be who I am, and nothing you can say will change it.