CoffinDelivery

I am extremely confused, and I heard this was a supporting sight. I try not to ask for help, but when I do it's always been from My Chem. Their music is one of the few that can warm my cold and distant heart. And I exaggerate not. It's confusing how someone can be cold and compassionate at the smae time, but I guess I'm made up of strange things. I don't dress cool so people call me a loser. I act strange so people call me a freak. I below (some call it singing) so people call me... well people call me a lot of things. It doesn't bother me, what do they matter? But even people who I could be friends with call me names. They think I have a 'holyer than thou' look about me, but in truth I don't like to get close to people. What's left when they're gone? People get through breakups by saying it was good while it lasted, but 'love' isn't worth that in my eyes. So I'm a loner, a freak, a loser, an outcast, a geek, a nerd, a cutter(my pet name for myself), but in the end I am the one who lays down my life for the filtiest of creatures. I've become a cold-hearted person to protect myself, but in the end I know I'll die from giving myself up. I'll protect others injustly, and I don't know why. Times like these... I have nothing but My Chemical Romance, but really... they're all I need.