Devils_Daughter

Hey,I'm 15 more to myself.I don't talk to many people, sometimes not a lot of the times do I talk to many. Really to tell you the truth I don't like many people.Thats how I earned the name 'The Devil's Daughter'. Aria is latin for a sweet melody,I don't care for my name all that much.Most of the time I am usaly listening to music,sing,danceing,writeing,or reading. Top fav thing to do is read,go ahead and call me weird. If I'm not reading I'm here and listening to music. I love anythign about vampires or anything dark really.I'm not scared to do anything,I am just to myself. Fav colors are red,black,dark blue,and silver. I love the Books Twilight and New Moon. (Vampire books). and then Blood and Chocolate(werewolf book).
Me and my friends are just flat out freaks. (Undeadvampire is the biggest freak of all of us....not too much surprise there...shhhh don't tell her about that.). Yeah really I do live in Hell,like said where else would I F'in be? Any poems or songs I wright are sad or evil...well I will talk later,if anyone is still brave to,lol,what ever bye.


You Saved me

Cold and dark.
So lonesome, so scared.
I had no light,no one to show me the way.
Only dark and cruel times,no happieness found.
Then I found my hope.
You my love and only you,
My light and through the closed doors.
I opened my heart up,my sprit sored.
I never thought that day would come for me.
It did oh it did love.
My heart is now open,neve to close.
I can now run freely,
but with you at my side.
You are my my knight.
The one who lets no harm come to me.
my hope is in you,
the shine in your eyes gives me the hope that
You will never or forever mroe leave me.
When the clouds come,and take away my sun,
You will be my flame to guid me
To love,To hope
And to life,To live the life I want,to set me free.
You saved me my love, You saved me from myself.

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I don't want to be loved
I don't want to be cared for
I don't want help
I don't need you

You think you know me
But I'm not myself
No one knows the real me
No one shall ever know the real me

I'm not normal like others
Its all my act to fit in
I can never be myself
No matter how much pain
And hurt
I have to bring myself

I have to act like
I'm the same
Although I'm not

I would rather be hated though
For who I am
And what I am

I'm scared to fighten you
And others
For who I really am
And what I am

So when I have the bravery
And gut
To tell you the truth
I will

Untill that day I will have to live
The lie I call my life
Untill I can be hated
and be happy with it.
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I can't feel the the pain
When I cut myself
I can't feel the pain
Of the hits
I can't feel the pain
Of the falls
I can feel the pain
In my head
I can feel the pain
In my heart
I can feel the pain
Between us
I can feel the pain
My tears bring
I can feel the pain
You bring me
The only pain
The only pain
Oh the only pain
Is in me
Is my Tears
In my heart
My broken heart
The never healed heart
The heart to be forever more
Broken
That is the only pain.

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