ireful

well theres not a lot about me, well im pretty pathetic, i hate being me. im really negative and misanthropic, im really anti social and i can really only express myself through writing because im really bad at talking (like i can but im a bad peopl person), unless of course its to myself, i can speak rather flutently about how i feel to myself. i know im insane but as much as i hate the person i am, but i find it easier to talk to myself then other people, others just dont understand how i feel cause i cant always explain it. i guess life sems really pointless and its just so painful to live such hard work, for nothing in return, only negative feedback, i dont want to sound greedy when i say that like i dont really expect to get positive things out of life, but it would be nice once in a while. i dont believe in a god, i hate religon i find its just kind of a waste of time and a perfect picture depicting how gullable humans are.

I love MCR, i love their songs, i can connect to alot of them, i love headfirst fro halos, and even when i cant realte to a song its still really good, hmm... i would love to meet MCR their so cool, like idols.

Its weird how certain things, even the smallest things, can make life so much more worth living, even when your grip on life or love for it, is only being held by string