viva la mara

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  yeah. it's so upsetting. : ( he was so sweet...
  
  yeah, you're right. nate freaked and was yelling and crying. he thought bad things were going to happen to me or the baby, and he just lost it.. ugh.

  when jess was young, November 28th, 2007 at 09:10:05pm

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  oh god. I cried and cried when I found out casey was dead. Nate called me and was crying and I thought Nate was hurt or something but then he finally spoke and I like, burst into tears. Ugh. He was SO amazing.
  
  im good... Nate and I had the scare of a lifetime two days ago though. >.< Ugh. I thought I was having contractions and I was going to have the baby two months too early, but apparently it's a "Hicks Contraction" which is just normal and is my body adjusting, I won't get into the details with you though. God. Nate flipped the f*ck out. After it was kind of funny, but at the time we were both terrified.

  when jess was young, November 27th, 2007 at 09:31:00pm

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  im sure one will come to you. : )
  how ya been?

  when jess was young, November 26th, 2007 at 10:53:21pm

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  well, I guess it's my turn to ask some questions then. : )
  
  So, it's your first year in junior high? How do you like it?

  when jess was young, November 14th, 2007 at 09:38:16pm

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  he was talking about cutting it, but his friend nick doesnt want him to. it was really funny watching them talk about it.
  
  Nate: I actually might cut it...
  Nick: Don't!
  Nate: Why?
  Nick: Winter is coming! You need to be warm!!!!
  haha.
  
  well, you're curious! I like the fact that you ask questions. : )
  It's okay... Boring though, as all school related stuff is. Haha. But, it's better than having to walk to school every morning and sh*t. I can basically get up whenever I want and stuff as long as I get all my work done before the next day. my high school calls and asks my grandmother if all my work is done and stuff.

  when jess was young, November 13th, 2007 at 10:32:25pm

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  chyea... nate is kind of 'spuer'. haha. You're so adorible. ; )
  I sure as hell hopes he is able to stay on the team... Today Nate explained the situation to his coach and now he won't get penalized for not going to practices... But he has to cut his hair, and he doesn't want to. It's getting pretty long, and apparently too long to play soccer. So, Nate it's all up to Nate if he plays the remainer of the season or not. Personally, I love his long hair, but then again, with a face like his he can get away with any hairstyle and look good. hahahaha unlike me. >.< I bleached some of my hair a few days ago, and I'm not sure if I like it or not... I may just do it all black.
  yeah, im always stuck at home. : ( Surprisingly, I miss going to school. I'm on a special program thing so I won't get behind though...

  when jess was young, November 7th, 2007 at 08:51:46pm

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  oh, don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Nate is the one I'm worried about... He's somewhat of a perfectionist. He can't stand not knowing what's happening today, next week, next month, or even next year. He HATES surprises, so you can only image how he reacted to me being pregnant...
  At first he blamed himself and now he's trying to make things better, but he's really hurting himself.. He sleeps even less than I do because he's trying to work two jobs during the school week, go to school and get good grades, and then work three jobs on saturday. His parents have already given us a place to stay and let both of us know if we ever needed anything, to come to them. I know Nate's being such a workaholic because he wants to be able to provide for his own family and not live off his parents. He LOVES soccer and was once the star of our school team, but now he's too busy studying for tests or working to practice, and he's wicked upset because he coach said he can't miss anymore or he's getting thrown off the team. : / What's really sad is that he is AMAZING on gthe soccer field. I went to one of his games on Sunday.

  when jess was young, November 6th, 2007 at 08:52:26pm

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  ha. i'm good i guess. It's very hard to sleep sometimes, even though I'm always freaking exhausted!!!!!!!! its very frustrating. nate hasnt been himself lately either, and it's just killin me. : (

  when jess was young, November 5th, 2007 at 09:05:36pm

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  and by the way mara, I love the username and profile. Bob Bryar's solo project is amazing. It brings tears to my eyes. ; )
  
  xxoo

  when jess was young, October 29th, 2007 at 09:45:47pm

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  okay, this is jessica, not your kind..
  I know this has absoluetly nothing to do with me, but what you guys are doing to each other is sick. Hannah person, if you don't like Jess, say it to her face. This talking behind backs sh*t hurts people more than you think. Jessay has only told me nice things about you girls, and it's making me sick the way you are treating her. So, cut the sh*t and tell her to her face how you feel because I of all people would know how much sneaky friendships hurt. This is just the beginning if you guys think this is too much drama for you guys. Wait until you get boyfriends and stuff. You have to be there for each other at all times. Not some of the time, all the time. I've learned that some peopel are fake and others are real, so I suggest you all smarten up before you make a huge mistake.

  when jess was young, October 29th, 2007 at 09:44:21pm

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  awww its ok!!

  viva la mara, October 24th, 2007 at 02:19:50am

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  sadness. my other post didnt work. : (

  jessimistic, October 22nd, 2007 at 10:35:31pm

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  jessimistic, October 22nd, 2007 at 10:35:08pm

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  delete hannahs comment.
  
  
  HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

  jessimistic, October 22nd, 2007 at 10:34:02pm