just-let-me-die

i listen to my chem atleast once a day to keep me alive-
i am secretly crying out
but dont want to be heard
i stay strong
and hate when i am disturbed
i write down lyrics
and waste my life away
i cry myself to sleep
and wait for another day
im bi and i cut
i write peotry
i wake up every morning
wishing i wasnt me
i dwell on the past
and bunk school
i realise im a freak
to all the kids who are cool
listning to my chemical romance
has made me cry
people hate me
and i undersatnd why
im such a loser
i long to die
so thats me
goodbye