MCR saved meee

my name is saeda.well im basically in love with mcr. when i'm sad i listen to them, and when i'm happy i listen too. i went to their concert and it was amazing. me and my friend are in love with them. no doubt about it. gerard way is a sex god. it says it in my notebook. i have atleast 20 pictures of him on my phone. i'm basically obsessed haha. don't worry though i'm definitely not a stalker. anywho..i think this thing is supposed to be more about me than my obbsession so yeah..im sick of people saying i hate fakes because who doesn't. sometimes people judge me but i can really care less. i am head over heels for this kid lawrance. haha and i love my best friends loulou,brooke, paige and rena.we cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art, because we desperately do not want to be alone. we want to know we aren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how we're feeling. we want someone to explain the things we can't. we love everything tied up neatly, easily, simply, and when we can't do that...it scares the hell out of us. to not know the next step or where you're headed, kills. being unsure isn't in our plans, but it's those moments, the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future, that assures us life is larger than we'll ever know.


alright so the other day i got into a fight with my mom. about what? you guessed it...my chemical romance. i asked her (very nicely) if i can go to the concert in ohio. lets not forget im from illinois. everything went down hill after that. when she wasnt looking i took her credit card and ordered 4 tickets for the 5-1-07 concert in ohio. she didnt find out yet but its only a matter of time..]....