Tek Jansen

Any fo the OLD old school INOers know me as Ziggy though.


"I am sure I have been loved. I have obsessed over love. The kind of love of getting in and out of trouble. I have hoped for love that is beyond you being caught by me or me trying to slip through the cracks. I hope for a love that is like astronomers who desribe distant planets. Even as experts it is a too far off to even properly calculate no matter how much you adore it. And I am no expert. When was the last time you felt proud of me? Ask myself when was the last time I did anything worth your pride? When was the last time I was moved, not like a piece in a board game but truly moved. When was the last time I didn't see the world in an "you always stick your neck out" or "can't catch a break" kind of way. You are the kind they cut off ears for and start wars over. You are a distant planet, no one would get from afar. You are the dream that I can't remember but can't forget. You are the trap door magicians never reveal. You're my last trick. You're my grand finale."
I'm still looking for my grand finale.

Stephen Colbert is better then you, and you know it.