Pandora Filth

Hi,welcome to my field of thorns...

Greetings,my name is Courtney and im still trying to suss out who i actully am.Im often labelled goth or emo and i get the word "freak" shouted at me often,but im used to that.I normaly find my self locked up in my room with heavy music blaring from the PC and god knows how many times my mum tells me to turn it down,but i love music i cant live without it,its important.I have a wardrobe decked in black and a few posters on my walls,i have too many eyeliner sticks and so many albums.Im natrally pale,people often ask me if im sick cause of it,but im very healthy thank you very much =] Im quite tall and iv always been very skinny and lanky,and i like to dye my long hair dark red.I have very big blue eyes which i surround with eyeliner everyday and paint my nails black,im quite spotty,but amazingly my skin has started to get better.I am very impationt and i suffer from Paranoia and i worry a lot.Sometimes i can be shy,but sometimes im really nutty and i start opera singing in hallways and rolling around on the floor,but normally im quite down to earth but when i angry,oh im angry,so please dont patranoise me or wind me up.Im quite un confedent and i have a pretty low self asteem,but im working on that.Sometimes i talk to much and ramble on..I told you i love music,well here are some bands i love to bleed my ears with:

Cradle Of Filth
Rammstein
Nightwish
System Of A Down
My Chemical Romance
Lacuna Coil
Evanescence
Flyleaf
Metalica
Marilyn Manson
Slipknot
Disturbed
And too many bands lol

Iv only been to 2 gigs,but they were fun ^^
But i cant stand RnB,ugh.

Okay,a little more about me [dont worry i'll shut up soon] -cough- well i like the dark side of things,and find a beauty in horror and graveyards and crows and that stuff,i suppose iv always been a little on the dark side since i was little,i only starting dressing the part when i hit secondary school,and a lot of people tend to hate me because of my clothes and my taste and it can be hard making friends,but i like being different and i dont follow fashion and im not changing for anyone.School is hell.I love vampires and ghosts and stuff,although Paramoral stuff freaks me out a bit,but normaly i love anything scary.I despise the colours yellow and baby pink and i hate Play Boy [who infented that crap anyway?].I love Dani from COF,i love his accent,and Ray Toro is the man,he has the coolest hair,and yeah Gerard Way is pretty hot and i think nearly every girl agrees on that lol.

Wow,i told you i ramble on i better shut up...bye lol.

PS:Mess with Alicia Filth and i'll kick your ass.