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-Single


Music:
Linkin Park
Hinder
MCR
Evanescence
Paramore
Fall Out Boy
Panic(!) At The Disco
Green Day
30 Seconds To Mars
Bullet for my Valentine
Avenged Sevenfold
Three Days Grace
and manyy more

ILOVEYOU is 8 letters but so is BULLSHIT

There's no I in TEAM but there is a M and an E and that spells ME

The best part of BELIEVE is the LIE

To finish first, first you must finish

Fail to plan, plan to fail

Don't knock on death's door, ring the doorbell and run, he hates that

Good thing u cant die from a broken heart or i'd be 6 feet under



MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE - 11TH NOVEMBER 2007
My Chemical Romance andd Mindless Self Indulgence
H.I.M - 9TH DECEMBER 2007
H.I.M andd Kill Hannah
KERRANG! TOUR - 1ST FEBRUARY 2008
Circa Survive, Fightstar, Madina Lake andd Coheed and Cambria
BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE - 4TH FEBRUARY 2008
Skindred, Still Remains andd Bullet for my Valentine
BON JOVI - 22ND JUNE 2008
Bon Jovi andd The Feeling
Mindless Self Indulgence - 10th July 2008
Mindless Self Indulgence andd The Blackout



Homophobia is Gay:
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones.
I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the woman who died when the EMT s stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.
I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG REPOST THIS!


* This is for all the kids who listened to 'I'm Not Okay' on repeat because it made them feel like they weren't alone.
* This is for all the kids who doodle MCR lyrics instead of paying attention in class.
* This is for all the kids who have seen 'Life On The Murder Scene' twenty bajillion times.
* This is for all the kids who bought 'The Black Parade' the second it came out and clung to it like a security blanket for a month.
* This is for all the kids who love Gerard, no matter what color his hair is.
* This is for all the kids think Mikey is awesome, with or without glasses.
* This is for all the kids who wish they could play guitar like Frank.
* This is for all the kids were worried about Bob when he burnt his leg.
* This is for all the kids who secretly fantasize about playing with Ray's hair.
* This is for all the kids who know that as long as there is a My Chemical Romance, they will never be alone.
* This is for all the kids who love My Chemical Romance with all their hearts.
* This is for all the kids who wear their t-shirts not just to look cool, but to promote them too.
* This is for all the kids who saved up their allowance for months, babysat, and mowed lawns to go to their concert and sing every word.
* This is for all the kids who were never okay.

***If you have ever pushed on a door that said "PULL" copy and paste this on to your homepage****

Real MCR Fans:
Real MCR fans are not the people who know everything about them.
They don’t care what Gerard’s brother’s name is.
They don’t care what color Gerard’s hair is on any given day.

Real MCR fans are not the people who know every detail of each band member’s pre-MCR life.
They aren’t the people who shop for a jacket for hours just to copy the band.
They don’t ask for various band members for dinner.
They don’t start smoking because “they think they will be hott like Frank and Gerard.”
Instead they know what smoking can do to people and wish Frank and Gerard would stop because we don’t want to lose them before their time.

Real MCR fans don’t ask for Bob for Christmas because that’s just stupid.
They don’t have to own the MCR action figures.
They don’t sleep with a picture of MCR and drool all over it.
They don’t spend hours searching the TV guide to find anything MCR-related.
They are excited when they just happen to see MCR on TV because the surprise makes it all the more exciting.

Real MCR fans don’t randomly break into song just because of hearing one phrase of lyrics in everyday speech.
They don’t spend hours scouring the Internet to find out what Ray’s favorite color is.
They don’t hound people about “MCR sav3d mi life!!!!” because they know that would make people think MCR only breeds annoying fans.

The real MCR fans are the people who don’t own their CD’s just to own them.
They are the people who only know the lyrics to “I’m Not Okay” and “Welcome to the Black Parade” because those are the only songs they’ve ever heard on the radio…and that’s all they can afford to listen to.
They borrow CD’s from their friends at every possible moment.
They don’t memorize the lyrics to all the B-side songs just to show off to the people who haven’t heard them.

The real MCR fans are the people who get thrown out of the arena where MCR is playing. Not for moshing too hard or trying to steal merchandise…but because they can’t afford the tickets and tried to sneak in.
They have never seen a picture of the band and don’t care because it’s not about the image.
They don’t dress to the “emo” stereotype because it’s a label MCR is trying to get rid of, not endorse.
They don’t always wear black just to prove a point.
They wear whatever they want because that is true self-expression…black, blue, pink, or otherwise.

Because it’s not about how much you know.

Because it’s not about the stuff you own.

Because it’s not about what you wear, the lyrics you’ve memorized, or how many songs you know.

Because the real MCR fans care about the music.

And real MCR fans have this on their profiles.


What MCR Really Mean

1. MCR DID NOT SAVE YOUR LIFE!! 'There music helped you through tough times'

2. You mime along to there songs walking down the street and dont give a shit about who's watching!

3. Hearing them makes you smile...even on the worst days.

4. They give you hope that something good will become of your life.

5. There music makes you feel stronger and braver than what you really are.

6. There is no such thing as a 'REAL MCR FAN' thats a load of crap! you either like them or you don't! there are no guidelines you have to follow!! it's not what MCR would want.

7. You can like other bands including them! Even the ones that slagged them off.

8. You DON'T smoke because some of them do!! thats pathetic!

9. You support Gerard and his soberness! GO GERARD!

10. You don't try and look like them!!

11. You love them because they are who they are! they give us hope, care about there fans, give us good music, do stupid shit without caring what people think, put on a good show, and loads more!

12. You don't care who they date! If anything! you should love whoever the lucky person is! hating them won't change the fact that maybe Gerard, Frank, Ray, Mikey or Bob love them!

**Repost This If You Agree That This Is What MCR Fans Should Be Like!!!!!**

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
are you laughing?
Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing
Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS
Keep on laughing

Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts:

Suicide is not usually successful.

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself.
He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John.
He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor.
That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care.
He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12 year old with extensice liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head.
Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.

You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.

So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times