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My Chemical Romance

They aren't my obsession, they aren't my entire life, they aren't my hero's, they aren't my life savers...
They are my messengers. They are my voice when I don't have one. They helped me find a life. They pushed to places I couldn't get alone. They are my inspiration. They are my guardian angels. And for all that they've done, I love them eternally.

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Frankenstein





Within these walls resides a rather odd character.
More so three characters.
This entire about me was conjured whilst I paced within the pasty walls of my sisters shower,
Envisioning what it might be like to let my “worst” personality trait take me over for a day.
No, I don’t have a multiple personality disorder, at least, not that I know of.
But I do, however, have three distinct personalities that are each individually me.
Am I the quiet, pun-filled character that haunts the desk interiors of school?
Am I the boisterous, comical individual that sifts amongst close friends?
Or am I the insubordinate, revolting fiend that seems to consume my thoughts?
Although each personality is a building block in my life,
There is still a more dominant one in which I fight to control.



I thrive to challenge not only myself but also the world’s discreet actions.
With cravings to create and then destroy,
I am the most violent anti-violent creature to dwell the earths surface.
I take quite an unusual attraction to busted lips, black eyes, and eyebrow scars.
There may very well be no way for one to enjoy my destruction for I find a rather sick beauty in pain.
Fights tend to be rarities for me but when they happen I enjoy the enticing adrenaline rush and satisfaction in the cracking of my knuckles against someone’s bones.
Am I a psychotic creep?
That is for you to decide because your judgment no longer matters enough for me to confirm.





You can't fucking destroy me.


Anthony Hopkins is tone of the most amazing fucking actors in the world, period.
Plus, what can I say, Hannibal Lecter is a bad ass xD haha


I've been bisexual all my life I guess you could say. I'm the kid that danced with "my size barbies" and pretended to be the prince, lmao, no joke. I used to be uncomfortable with people knowing but now I don't even care, I'm comfortable with it entirely. I don't lean a certain direction, honestly, I'm attracted evenly. So yeah.



R.I.P. April 4, 1979- January 22, 2008
Heath Ledger is my hero after saw his part in Dark Knight as the Joker. I'm not exactly sure what it is but everything that his character was in the movie and all of his explanations and clever idea's for defying what was thought to be impossible, well in some way it has taken a strong hold on me and is almost inspiring in one of the strangest ways. The Joker is a smart man who just wants to see the world burn down, but all his morals are much different than anyone elses and so much more in tact and effective in life. The world has no actual rules, it wasn't created with a single one, we simply drilled them into the surface as the years progressed until we had ourselves trapped down in a small claustrophobic space where one wrong move is crossing the line. It's all to rediculous to live a life in fear of such things tha we our selves have created, such things that hold you back from easy achievements rather they be positive or not.
The only sensible way to live in this world is without rules.

What does not kill you only makes you... stranger.

Hugh Laurie

I absolutely adore this man, he is definitely one of my heroes and inspirations. He first struck me with his role as Greg House in House, with his brilliant mind and overwhelming sarcasm, I quickly became addicted to the incredible show. I don’t think they could have even attempted to find a better man for the role. I’ve always had a fascination with minds and everything so I always knew I would want to be a psychologist but after watching House I was definitely intrigued by the type of knowledge he had and the genius ideas he could come up with for fixing anything. It almost makes me want to be a doctor so that I could be able to have that type of knowledge. I think his character bowls me over more because I know that even though he comes off and a cruel and brutal doctor who takes risks without concern of the patient, you can always tell deep down that he actually cares about these people. You constantly hear people say “You don’t have to work to be more miserable than everyone else”, or “You are miserable… I can tell”, but he never makes it known intentionally, he doesn’t whine and bitch to people about his problems, I sort of find that interesting. Hugh Laurie is a brilliant actor with a wide range of talents.



"You met me at a very strange time in my life..."

Update;;
April 13, 2009

I updated Dazzle These Nights Dead and reposted the first chapter of Wash Down This Engagment Ring

Our Frank and Gerard Valentines Day Unicorn video.