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alittlehavok

alittlehavok
Name:
Erica
Age:
26
Gender:
Female
Location:
immaninja.icanttellumylocation

Member since April 1st, 2008

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About

__..._...|..____________________, ,
: :....../ `---___________----_____|] = = = = = <3MCR
. ..../_==o;;;;;;;;_______.:/*My name is Erica or Em.
.....), ---.(_(__) / *I'm 16 years young.
...//____//*Neon Green is my favorite color.
..//____//*I'm insane.
.//____//*Music is my life.

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My Heroin:
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
Falling In Reverse
Asking Alexandria
Leathermouth
The Get Up Kids
The Academy Is...
Crash Romeo
Fall Out Boy
Panic At The Disco
Plain White T's
Secret & Whisper
Silversun Pickups
16th Avenue
Black Veil Brides
Red Car Wire
Kelsey And The Chaos
Linkin Park
The Cab
Hit The Lights
Underoath
A Bird A Sparrow
Showbread
Starting Over
The Gerard Way Project
Painted Smiles
Capital Lights
New Tomorrow
Enjoy This Ride
Inhale Exhale
There For Tomorrow
The Hoodies
Models & Monsters
The Smiths
Alamance
Blameshift
Blink 182
AFI
The Classic Crime
(I'm to lazy to add the rest...)

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════║══║...♥
═╔══╝══╚══╗R.I.P
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════║══║Put this on
════║══║your page if you
════║══║miss *&* love
════╚══╝someone you lost.

My Chemical Romance helped me get over my grandma's death when I was eight...I've heard tons of people say a band can't save your life..well they saved mine...I owe everything to them.
THANK YOU MCR <3


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(='.'=)This is Bunny.Please Put him on your
(*)_(*) homepage and help him on his
way to WORLD DOMINATION


Homophobia
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---REPOST THIS IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!

Stereotyping
I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
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----------------------PERFECT...


Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts

Suicide is not usually successful.

You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself.
He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.

What about jumping? Ask John.
He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor.
That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care.
He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.

What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensice liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.

What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head.
Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.

You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.

So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT

Comments

  • XxXBumblebeeXxX

    sorry about the recent messagesd i thought you were someone else my bad!

    XxXBumblebeeXxX, June 8th, 2008 at 02:30:10am

  • XxXBumblebeeXxX

    sorry about the recent messagesd i thought you were someone else my bad!

    XxXBumblebeeXxX, June 8th, 2008 at 02:30:03am

  • XxXBumblebeeXxX

    you really need to get online more often...i got a ring...if you want to know from who you have to get online you dumby!

    XxXBumblebeeXxX, June 8th, 2008 at 02:29:06am

  • XxXBumblebeeXxX

    hey there buddy whatcha doing?? you there???? GOD DAMNIT!

    XxXBumblebeeXxX, June 7th, 2008 at 01:26:12am

  • emberphobia!!!

    hey its michelle im sorry for everything. im just a paranoid b*tch and im sorry for everything that i have caused you. i know im nothing. im just afraid that mi everything would be taken away from me in 10 seconds. i love her so much and would never want to loose her and you. again im sorry. if u decide to not talk to me thats fine.

    emberphobia!!!, May 15th, 2008 at 04:17:29pm

  • XxXBumblebeeXxX

    YO! I don't know u but u look kewlio! even though you don't have a picture!!!!! So i'm happy to add u to my friends list!!

    XxXBumblebeeXxX, April 27th, 2008 at 10:26:05pm

  • XXMIRIAMXX

    HEY YEAH ITS FUN WHEN I TALK TO U WELL I GUESS ILL TALK TO U SOME OTHER DAY IF U HAVE A MYSPACE U CAN ADD ME AND WE CAN TALK THER CAUSE IM ALWAYS ON :0
    www.myspace.com/monkies_miriam

    XXMIRIAMXX, April 15th, 2008 at 04:36:52pm

  • Hots4Gerard!

    Hey what's up? I claim your comment virginity!!!! So your new to I'mNotOkay.net I see.

    Hots4Gerard!, April 8th, 2008 at 10:47:35pm

  • XxRIPTHEREVxX

    hey welcome to INO.

    oh my. we share the same name. but not the same spelling though.

    lucky us lol.

    feel free to talk to me and add me (if you want to of course)

    i like your username,

    XxRIPTHEREVxX, April 1st, 2008 at 07:56:03pm

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