chinadoll

I am the mother of five wonderful children. My life was changed forever on April 29,2008 when my oldest daughter China took her own life. She was only 16. She was a beautiful and happy girl who enjoyed life and loved music. We never saw it coming...Im having a hard time living, but I have 4 other children who are looking up to me for support. First of course is China who will be forever 16 she loved to play the guitar. She never had one lesson but could play anything she heard. Her favorite band was My Chemical Romance(just like her mom) She would do anything for anyone else without giving it a second thought...She should still be here..Rest in peace my china doll. Sept.12,1991-April 29,2008. Tammie just turned 16 July 20,2008. Tammie is a wonderful artist and avid writer. She loves music(country) and hanging out with her friends. Joseph just turned 13 August 14,2008. He loves to write and also wants to form a band someday. Samuel will be 11 December 19, 2008. He is already a lady's man. He loves to write and play every prank he can think of. Then last but never least Sabrina who turned 9 April 23,2008. She loves to draw and sing and listen to music. And she is already a huge MCR fan. She cant get enough...I love my children more then I could even describe. Sadly my life will never be complete again. Simply put..Im a daughter, a sister,a mother, and yes...a survivor...