lonelyheart

so yeah. im 15. clinicly depressed. used to be a cutter. and i was basicly in a really bad place for a really long time. seems dumb but MCR saved my life. i read through Gerard quotes cause i was bored out of my mind one day and it became a habit of mine. “There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. . . . But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope.” is my favorite. i read it and decided that if Gerard can do it, so can i. currently unbelievably still single. sadly no longer a virgin. lost my best friend after i gave him a blow job (its a long story) and my other best friend has cancer. also my step-father like to use the back of his hand when he gets pissy. so my life is fucked over. but im trying to stay positive. so yeah. lol im a noob. <3