DangerHeart

I'm Emily and I'm 14. I may come from a small town but I have big dreams. I aspire to be a film director, producer and writer. I love horror flicks and dramas. I became interested in MCR in November of 2010. Right about when Danger Days came out. Ever since then, I've become what is known simply as an "elitist" I know just about everything you can about MCR. I love them with all of my heart, they mean so much to me. They've gotten me through some tough times in my life and everything they stand for means a lot to me. Since I began eighth grade, (I'm in 10th, now) I've met a lot of interesting people. I've had a lot of close calls with suicide (myself and some very close friends) and MCR's anti-emo view on things helps me understand why life is worth living. I love all of their albums but my favourite is Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge. Anyway, one main reason I say My Chemical Romance is my favourite band is because my grandmother whom I've always been extremely close to, passed away of Lung Cancer in December 2010. It hit me and my family hard. I was one of, if not the closest grandchildren to her. She lived right up the street from me and had always been there for me, my entire life. I miss her, dearly and I will always love her no matter what. So as you know, My Chemical Romance has a song called "Cancer" on the Black Parade album. As soon as I heard it the first time, (right after she passed away) I bawled my eyes out. It fit her almost perfectly. Despite that, My Chemical Romance has become somewhat of my obsession. Recently, I've also been having a lot of trouble with someone who was my closest friend. I quite often feel betrayed by any of my friends who talk to my ex because in early 2010, my best friend and I had an incident where we liked the same guy. I ended up dating him, needless to say, it didn't work out. My so called best friend began dating him shortly after. The two both stopped talking to me, leaving me without a boyfriend or a best friend. I was devastated and turned to someone I thought would always be there for me, a long time friend, Alyssa. I told her everything that went on and she knew how much this boy had hurt me and how I wanted nothing more than to never have to see him again. As crazy as it sounds...she became EXTREMELY close friends with him in the more recent months. I stopped talking to her because I felt betrayed, that I couldn't trust her and just awkward around her. Thinking about it all makes me sick to my stomach, truthfully. Oh! I almost forgot, this best friend.. Alyssa and I had been planning to see MCR in concert in May (right after she became friends with the boy). Interestingly enough, I was still talking to her the week of the concert. I thought everything between us was alright until my father called her mother to make sure everything was still set for the concert. She told her mother to tell my father that because of our "personal issues" that she no longer wanted to go. I had bought three tickets for that concert myself, one for me, one for her and one for my dad. I couldn't believe it. I had no one else to go...Except another friend of mine who happily tagged along but about ten minutes into the set, he got bored. I thanked him so much for being there with me. It meant a lot. ANYWAY. So yeah. My first concert was a My Chemical Romance concert. I saw them May 10th, 2011 at The 9:30 Club in Washington D.C. Thursday and The Architects opened for them. It was wonderful, amazing and one of the most beautiful nights of my life. So basically what I was trying to say was that My Chemical Romance has been there for me when no one else really was.