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PUNK!why not?? Killjoy Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 4 | |
PUNK!why not?? Killjoy Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 4 | Schzophrenia I tiptoe to the edge starr down at my shoelaces is it wrong i want to wrap them round your neck pull tighter and tighter your pulse getting lighter under my grip is it wrong that I want to feel you squirm struggle and worm in my grasp, untill you gasp your last breath and die why do i want to see your fear when death comes near befalls you calls you into the darkness my hand twitches and itches aching for your heartbeat i can smell you can almost taste your blood the snap im back how long can i keep control? how long can i hold the reins? till the devil hits them out of my hands again i came here for a reason "you can't just run away" you say why stay? my mother doesnt tend to relise her life could end at MY hands she just doesnt understand my inner demon thirsts for you, so i'll have to go and who knows? where i'll be sent will God except half my soul now i've stopped the other half from losing control before its too late will I enter his gates? my red-rimmed eyes well with tears i'm scared? why now? why here? just as i stand atop this 7-storey ledge my toes lingering over the edge it's her life or mine i'll have to choose, or lose tiptoeing to the the edge i star down at my shoelaces, and jump. |
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