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March 26th, 2020 at 10:37pm
my signature is kalafina obviously
who else would it be at this point
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:38pm
i've thought about having one of them as my ava, but idk if i can go back to not having a drawing as my ava at this point lol
the last one i had that was a real person was jenny from doctor who
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:38pm
not trying to be extra but i would be so devastated if he oded
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:38pm
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not trying to be extra but i would be so devastated if he oded


of course
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:40pm
whipstickagostop;:
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not trying to be extra but i would be so devastated if he oded


of course
he's just been making me worry lately
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:41pm
why did he do something?
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:44pm
just like, being fucked out of his mind a lot at shows and stuff

i don't think he wants to die

but idk, im just worried he'll make a mistake/go too far
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:45pm
technically i'm a few months older than him so i have to protect my son obviously rolling on floor
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:46pm
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technically i'm a few months older than him so i have to protect my son obviously rolling on floor


god i'd feel so fucked up if someone i liked like music wise was younger than me
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:46pm
no one's allowed to be younger than me if they're famous~~~~
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:46pm
my sister showed us when he was on good mythical morning, he seems really chill
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:49pm
yeah i try not too think about the fact that i am in fact a decrepit old lady who's been alive this long D;
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:50pm
i just get really jealous that people younger than me managed to be successful when i feel like i'm going nowhere
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:51pm
yeah same

im trying to be gentle with myself

but also im a massive failure soooooooo...
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:56pm
like i filed unemployment today
which is fine, but what am i gonna do for work?
just go to a fucking grocery store and stock?
and how long am i gonna do that for?

i know older people would look at me and be like "you're so young, you don't need to worry about that, blah blah"
it doesn't feel like that to me
and eventually i won't be "so young" and i'll have wasted all my time doing nothing

that's why i wanna take a career assessment thing, becuase i'm not very passionate about my major
i'm sure i'll find a comfortable career in it, but it's not something i genuinely enjoy
and if i don't enjoy something then why do it

money is good i guess, but i'd always just be looking for something better
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:57pm
like i don't care about being rich, i just want to be comfortable and happy
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:58pm
took the words right out of my mouth i feel very similar

but i know it's not a fun place to be and i'm sorry to hear that that is where you are at right now hug
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March 26th, 2020 at 10:59pm
i feel we're at similar places, beth
we can get through it together
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March 26th, 2020 at 11:00pm
but honestly i would like to make more than i need though just so i can donate to people who need it and to causes i care about...
take care of the people i love, all that stuff
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March 26th, 2020 at 11:02pm
honestly if i get the coronavirus i don't care if i die
i feel like i'm just gonna stay in this hole forever otherwise