My Dear Delirious's work

Don't Ask Me Why
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Don't ask me why I'm never in reality

Don't ask me why I love you even though we broke up two times

Don't ask me why I was afriad of love

Don't ask me why I can't sleep at night

Don't ask me why I still dream about us

Don't ask me why I don't want to go out with anyone else

Don't ask me why I started some old bad self destructive ways again

Don't ask me why I can't function properally at all

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But if you do ask all these then I'll say
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I'm never in reality because it hurts to much to think your gone

I still love you because you showed me what love is and my heart won't let that go

I was afriad of love cause I was only ever hurt by people who claimed they loved me

I can't sleep because when I do I have nightmares of you being taken from me agian

I still dream about us cause it gives me hope and thats the only thing thats moving me forward

I won't go out with anyone else because it'll just be empty, no one could ever replace you

I went back to some old awful ways to get my mind off of all the pain I caused in us

I can't function properally because I no longer have you by my side.

.....I told you not to ask baby


-Ali Shaw

Goodbye Love
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The notes were ceased and the bobbing spinning died
into darkness we descend
not a chance of knowing anything,
our pace,
our time,
our eyes open or shut,
all lie,
cause our minds simply can't grasp this all.

We're tripping,
but we keep on falling.
if I could have deciphered it by now,
maybe the key to the break would be a hope.

Can't you feel the stripping of your skin,
your exposed,
don't even try to cover,
a shield from all those eyes.

you pushed me over the edge,
after I had just crawled out of hell,
so much for paradise.
The oppression on the fallen angels,
still trying to find their grace.

block out the ts-king,
"and we really thought she'd make it through"
your stomach and mind tied in the same firm knot
try to fix it,
while keeping up that old famous poker face.

You claimed you loved me,
I guess you lied,
I can't begin to tell the times I've cried,
the stars blinking cause of faulty wiring,
the moon forgetting where it's going,
guess the north star is no longer reliable.

I still clutch onto this locket,
I never suspected to brace myself for this cliff,
now all thats blinding are the flashes of your face,
in every state.
you did this for some reason,
you stopped the song too early,
you gave up too soon.

So I guess goodbye love,
cause thats what you choose


-Ali Shaw