gerard_mysteriousemo

Hey i am s

i luv all rock music mostly mcr and lostprophets.

blood on my pillow,
dead after all the beatings,
alone in my pain,
alone in love,
my blood flowing away,
dripping from your hands,
i waited too long,
i should haveleft you,
but love blurred my vision,
in this bitter sweet world,
we are alone,
hidden in our
pain,
how blue the sky is,
what a cruel day to die.

i am the girl broken and used
i am the girl disowned by her family
i am the knife wedged in my chest
i am the red blood on your hands
i am the pain of 16 years
i am the thorn in your side
im the child who never grew up
im the tear constantly flowing
im the person who never woke up
i am the child inside the woman
i am the mask on your face
im the person who every1 hates.

i dont understand my life it is so messed up i dont know what to do.

my life sucks so much sometimes i wonder if it would be better if it was over but then i think of my friends and i realise i cant put them through it again,
i'm not special im me, and i hate it when people try to judge me for how i look but when i go out i dont give a fuck what i look like to other people im just happy being me. i dont trust people at first but the few that i do i would die for.
i hate people who say that when you hug some one you are going out with them.

im out going and im not afraid to speek my mind, and i like writing songs, poems and books. i have to thank MCR because they did save me and inspire me to start writing.
i speak 2 languages (latin,gaelic) i get shit at school because of it and i couldn't care less anymore. school can be okay sometimes but computing totally SUCKS!!

i am a big harry potter fan, i love all the books and films. i love the way there are hints in the first books that lead us to the final book and what happens eg.
"...mad ter try and rob it" says hagrid in the first book and look what HAPPENS!!
I dont like the way the last book finnished yeah im glad hes dead and harrys alive but i thought the duel would have lasted longer than it did. i want more harry potter books to be written and the story not to be over!



Suicide

Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself.
He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John.
He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor.
That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care.
He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12yr old with extensice liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head.
Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around yous family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.

Stereotyping

I am the girl who dresses in all black and never got to finish middle school because I was called emo everyday.
I am the friend afraid to tell you that I'm bisexual, because you'de leave me for it.
I am the girl who loves to read and is pushed into the corner and beat up because of what I love to do.
I am no one. Just the kid that was pushed to far at school for being emo and cut a little too deep.
I'm the teenager who was kicked out of her house because I was caught hugging my girlfriend.
I am the woman who commited suicide just before I graduated highschool. Since I'm a CheerLeader, no one suspected it was coming.
I am the best friend who just found out she has AIDS, and is afraid to tell her parents because she'll be considered gay. My parents would never accept me if I was.
I am the athlete evryone expects to be perfect, when in reality I'm sneaking heroin between games.
I am the girl who is called a slut everyday because I can't afford to buy new clothes every year. My skirt doesn't cover what I want it to.
I am the sibling forced to clean their sister's blood off of the carpet. Why didn't I see it coming?
I am the boy who wakes up crying because the bruises my parents gave me hurt so much, but aren't even noticed because I'm always wearing the baggy clothes the kids in gangs wear.
I am the girl who got raped at twelve and am considered a whore because of it.
I am the gullible parent who let my child hurt themselves. No one can know this. We have to keep this secret. We have to be
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If you believe stereotyping is wrong, PUT THIS IN YOUR PROFILE!!!

every step that i take is another mistake to you, ive become so numb, i can feel you there.

92% of teens move on to rap music. If you're part of the 8% that rock out every day, put this in your profile.
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broken in despair im bleeding in the shadows, lying where nobody can find me. i feel im in a trance, walking in a daze. i cant seem to wake up, i cant get away. im trapped in this limbo between life and death. in a parallel world, looking in on myself but i cant connect. locked in a dark room screaming but people who walk on the outside hear me but dont care. they see nothing. i am slowly dying in this dark abyss of pain and sorrow, where only i can be, nobody saves me nobody cares. i must get out.

READ THIS PLEASE!!!!
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---REPOST THIS IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

good mates
naomi (frank_romance_nye_
billy (shoot me)
Ricky (dirty pretty emos)
andy j (nite fire)
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fave bands:
> mcr
> lostprophets
>afi
>nickleback
>bowling for soup
>linkin park
>good charlotte
>panic! at the disco
>fallout boy
>greenday
>marlyn manson
>aiden
>all american rejects
>muse
>u2
>evanesence
>blink 182
>H.I.M
>eminem
>Billy Talent
>30 seconds to mars
and alot more....

my fave sports are
>badminton
>hockey
>ice skating
>judo
>blading

things i have writen
let me sleep for when i sleep i dream of you, let me breathe for when i breathe i breathe for you, let me move for when i move i move for you, let me love for when i love my love for you grows and blooms evervesent.

with these broken wings i am dying and nobody cares or tries to save me, i am drowning in my own tears lying in the dark where nobody cares.

feel free to add me or talk to me i dont bite
add me if u want if u tell me who u are first !!


THE 10 COMMANDMENTS OF MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE:

1. Thou shalt not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shalt be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shalt seek revenge on those who wrong you.
4. Thou shalt be a demolition lover.
5. Thou shalt unleash the bats.
6. Thou shalt protect thy lover from everything. (even vampires)
7. Thou shalt respect the lord, Gerard.
8. Thou shalt sing the holy hymns of My Chemical Romance.
9. Thou shalt see beauty in bloody love.
10. Thou shalt rock hard.


OBEY THE TEN COMMANDMENTS OF MCR!

The Ten Commandments of the Black Parade
1.Thou shalt except death as it comes
2.Thou shalt sing and march without question
3.Thou shalt face fear and regret
4.thou shalt let go of thy dreams
5.Thou shalt give blood
6.Thou shalt fear thy sins
7.Thou shalt protect thy brothers in arms
8.Thou shalt darken thy clothes
9.Thou shalt not walk this world alone
10.THOU SHALT CARRY ON!!!


The Ten Commandments of Mikey Way

1. Thou shall move as little as possible on stage
2. Thou shall choose coffee as thy poison
3. Thou shall straighten hair with dignity
4. Thou shall love sushi as much as thineself
5. Thou shall be the spiritual advisor to thy peers
6. Thou shall wear glasses as close to falling off as possible
7. Thou shall have epic battles with brick walls
8. Thou shall hate small spaces, large spaces and grocery shopping
9. Thou shall love unicorns with all thy heart
10. Thou shall be dangerous around toasters/heaters

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PLEASE DON'T HURT YOURSELF MORE THAN YOU SHOULD BE HURT. HURTING YOURSELF ONLY MAKES IT WORSE FOR OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU MUST CUT THEN THINK ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS BEFORE YOU DO.if you belive this or need it for suport post this on your profile


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gus am bris an latha

92% of the teen population would be dead if
Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!!

~Put this is your profile if you are one of the
8% who would be laughing hysterically instead

live free,die well

with love me xox