creatures lie here

im erin
i love music
its my therapy. period.
i love the rain and think it's beautiful.
i go from happy to depressed with the press of a play button on my ipod.

i fall fast for guys.
and i fall hard.

im not proud of many things i have done
and i still have a lot to be sorted out.
you have to wonder at what point do you give up?
but i'm not ready to accept that yet.

i hate my family.
they hate me back.
dont feel bad for me either, its just how it is.

i wish:
-boys commented pictures like girls, and start saying words like "gorgeous" and "beautiful" rather than "hot"
-i could see past what i've done
-my scars would fade and the past would erase
-it rained all the time; i love the rain
-i got what i deserved so i wouldnt feel guilty
-miracles were real
-destiny was assured
-memories could dry tears
-someone always had the answers
-pants didnt need belts; i strongly oppose belts
-reason overpowered emotion
-there was more to life than this



~~~~mcr saved my life~~~~
"they'll never take me alive, they'll never take me alive....do what you can to survive 'cause i'm still here"
----------------------------------------kill all your friends, mcr