Zoldyz X Long X Dead
- Name:
- Zoldy Kate
- Age:
- 31
- Gender:
- Female
- Location:
- dublin, ireland.
Contact
- PM:
- Send a private message
- Friends:
- Add to friends
- MSN:
- mrsbenji-madden@hotmail.com
- YIM:
- zoromybuddie@yahoo.ie
About
Music.
College.
Friends.
Family.
I love life because what more is there?
(:
omg awww! thats actually so adorable xD!
awwwwsh =D
uhm no real news tbh..cept that as soon as i walked into school eva told me that every band that plays in the scout den hates me and its all my fault that theres no more gigs there so that didnt make my day very fun xD
and sophie was back
but apart from that everything was alright :]
xxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 27th, 2008 at 01:49:34pm
heya!! yeh it was alright i spose!! how was yours?? anything interesting happen?
xxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 27th, 2008 at 01:38:13pm
sure thing :]
talk to ya soon
ly2 xxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 04:28:52pm
well why bother liking anyone when i know that ill most likely just get let down again and again.
thats not to say i wudnt get wit someone lol
hell id meet anyone who asked boy or girl doesnt matter, ill give em what they want but aint no1 gona get my heart because it doesnt exsist anymore.
xxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 04:26:32pm
well all we can really do is hope.
zoldy, dont say forever and dont say never because most likely by the end of it all u will realise that forever means little to others and never just doesnt exsist.
You will get over him. Maybe not any time soon and it wont be easy but you will, just like i will, no matter how long it takes.
Your only 15 Zoldy no1 in the world can predict whats going to happen in your life or how your feelings can end up.
me liking ppl?
nahhhhh
xxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 04:22:02pm
lol its grand :]
well these days alot of ppl are either gay or bi
the chances are pretty much from my point of view 50/50 because i dont know her at all!!
Just play ur cards right, cos u never know even if she is straight, theres always one person a girl wud turn gay for ;p
xxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 04:12:50pm
well thank u fr understanding, tanita and sue tried to wrestle me to stop me from getttin the bus till i told them lol!!
well tbh the chances of her being bi, whether or not i know her they are pretty high.
And from what you've said, if shes in any way as good as you say she is then if u got together i would imagine things would be good for you.
but as u said, i dont know her so its kinda difficult to say!
if shes decent then i would hope that she could make u happy
xxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 04:03:15pm
well thats pretty coool!!
nothiing ever seems as bad when they are around.. :]]
OMG now ur gona start ://
1) girl in de group
2) serious relationship
^^^^^ what do u mean by that? :S
i can tell u one thing, it is most certainly not a serious relationship with anyone..which is unfortunate
it was just a lil fun joke that meant absolutly nothing
as to who it was, i cant divulge such information to anyone.
Its not a matter of whether or not u would tell, i know you wouldnt, i know i can trust you but the fact is that by telling you it means that the person (who infact asked me not to tell,) would not be able to trust me because i told and i was asked not to.
ya get me??
:P sorry
xxxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 03:46:20pm
omg i know what u mean! i LOVE reading pplz profiles its actually so fun! lol and i also adore websites that no1s knows u on
its fantastic :D
aAah its dedli tht u get to hang out wit her loads!! do you know if shes bi or not yet? ://
dont let lainey's opinion upset you either
as u said urself, she doesnt know her and theres use sayint u dont like someone u dont know!!
how u feelin bout lainey these days btw??
and yeh im stil IN love with jayne and tbqh i think i will be for a very long time, but hey i guess its not the end of the world..yet.
HAHA! yeah im not gna lie what Jayne did was f*ckin awful but it is kinda like eoghan xD and i can see what ya mean bou hannah and steff cept i dont fancy hannah :P
but lets just say its the same =D
xxxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 03:01:40pm
im glad he managed to make you reaslise that
cos its true :]]
and congratulations zoldy!
im really proud of you for saying that to him
it took guts and you did the right thing.
And what u said makes perfect sense Zoldy xD
It will pay off because now YOU are in control of the situation and YOU make the decisions which is exactly the way it should be :D
and yeah whats the sotry wit steph lately? you been like hangin out wit her much these days??
me? love hannah?
of course i love her. Id give absolutly anything for that girl, she is the most important person to me in the entire world and has stuck by me no matter what.
But if your asking if im IN LOVE with her then no im not.
i love her but not in a sexual way, i dont have feelings for her but i would still consider her far more than someone i was in love with because she is :]
lol does that make sense?
&& i read yer profile :] thank you Zoldy its actually really sweet of oyu :]
still cant believe u made it that far down my profile tho!!xD
xxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 26th, 2008 at 02:44:38pm
i duno my mums bein a lil weird but i dont see why she wudnt let u stay, ill ask her just let me know when ur around and when u can stay and ill say it to my mum :]
xxxxxxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 25th, 2008 at 04:34:24pm
zoldy i know.
Ive seen this happen before its horrible and iv felt and feel it too
but jesus what ive realised is that no matter how much u love someone
even if u think u will never love anyone ever again and it will never be the same
NO-ONE who would hurt anyone like that and not even bother about it is not worth f*cking sh*t.
least of all ur life. There is no point dying for someone who wouldnt do it for you, it just lets them win and even if they would die for u theres still no point because then ud just be dead.
People think these things will never happen but more often then not they do no matter how strong a relationship is.
i know this because hannah and jayne are currently broken up after a year and a week of being together.
But zoldy you are a lovely girl who is better than this sh*t and you WILL find someone else someone who WILL love you for who u are and will not hurt you. its easier said than done, i of all people know that, you know i do but the only thing any of us to do is try our best to deal with things when they come and in the long run learn to not let them effect our lives.
xxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 25th, 2008 at 04:24:34pm
sorry i took so long to wb there aswel, i had to talk mum about a school project thing i have to do
xxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 25th, 2008 at 04:12:18pm
im sorry zoldy i really am.
i know how much he meant to you
how much he means to you
and ur right the whole thing is completly f*cked up and
hes been just ABIT of an asshole about the situation
and u dont deserve that in the slightest.
i guess the trick is just to never rely on someone, never to fall in love and never to trust
its just unfortunate that its so hard to do :/
xxxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 25th, 2008 at 04:11:23pm
hey! this site beeps out ur swear words :/ thats well gay
uhm IF i remember correctly he sed u wer bein abit of a b*tch or something like that
i only vaugely remember so please dont quote me on it
but yeah he did seem very happy with u at all..
xxxx
StandUpFuckingTall, February 25th, 2008 at 03:38:19pm