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art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | April 16th, 2010 at 08:42am
I live in my imagination. |
werard gay. Crash Queen
Age: - Gender: - Posts: 32559 | April 16th, 2010 at 09:49am masyado akong natatakot. |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | April 18th, 2010 at 11:22am i feel pathetic. ,__, |
art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | April 18th, 2010 at 09:07pm the only exception.:i feel pathetic. ,__, |
Pencey P. Always Born a Crime
Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 6765 | April 19th, 2010 at 01:31am I love my life
No sarcasm
IM SO HAPPY I CAOULD EXPLODE XD |
art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | April 21st, 2010 at 08:16am I don't know what to live for anymore. |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | April 21st, 2010 at 11:24am nothing makes sense anymore.
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werard gay. Crash Queen
Age: - Gender: - Posts: 32559 | April 21st, 2010 at 05:15pm my mum's leaving tomorrow.
punta siyang new zealand, dun sa tatay ko.
ugh. ako lang mag-isa dito sa bahay.
nakaka-excite na nakaka-kaba.
baka kasi magmukhang basurahan bahay namin. luls. XP |
fun ghoul In a Bullet's Embrace
Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 58705 | April 23rd, 2010 at 07:22am i don't want to grow up too fast >.< |
art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | April 23rd, 2010 at 08:13am glamorize.:i don't want to grow up too fast >.< I can't handle the reality. |
fun ghoul In a Bullet's Embrace
Age: - Gender: Female Posts: 58705 | April 26th, 2010 at 03:38am ^ me, too
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art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | April 26th, 2010 at 08:58am Umaasa ako, kahit alam kong malayong mangyari. |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | April 26th, 2010 at 10:02am even if after all this time, i still look out for him. |
art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | April 27th, 2010 at 09:00am NOTICE ME ALREADY. |
werard gay. Crash Queen
Age: - Gender: - Posts: 32559 | April 29th, 2010 at 06:33am today was amazing. : D
i really felt na anjan siya.
ang tagal kong nakatambay sa terminal. walang payong.
pagsakay ko ng jeep, umambon.
nung lumakas ang ulan, nababasa ako habang nasa jeep.
hindi ako makaurong kasi may tao sa likod ko.
hindi ko mababa yung covers kasi ako lang ang nakaupo sa side na yun na nababasa.
maya-maya, (in less than one minute after lumakas yung ulan.)biglang bumaba yung katabi ko and ayun, andun ako sa dulo.
hindi na ako nababasa.
nung bababa na ako ng jeep, tumila ng konti yung ulan.
pagkasakay ko ng pedicab, biglang lumakas ulit!
pagbaba ko ng pedicab, humina ng kaunti.
nung pagkasilong ko, lumakas na ng sobra.
yun pala, andun sa sinisilungan ko ay isang friend ng mommy ko.
pinahiram niya ako ng payong.
and at last. nakauwi ako. (:
grabe. coincidence lang ba talaga yun?
o alam ni god na i have no company sa bahay at walang magsusundo sa akin so gumawa siya ng paraan para makauwi ako?
i'll never forget this day. : D |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | anlakas ng impact sakin ng fanfic na yun.
after reading the further chapters where everything got horribly depressing, i thought about myself being in that position.
the guy in the story was exactly like me; we thought the same, and did the same thing once in our lives.
then something dawned on me. i looked back to some parts of my life, and... i thought about doing IT again.
i cried hard last night. i couldn't sleep until 3: 30 am. damn depressing fics.
then today, I DID IT. TWICE. Oh no, what's wrong with me? i'm not that depressed or even... sui... to do IT, but why?
oh gee, i should read happy fics now. |
Pencey P. Always Born a Crime
Age: 28 Gender: Female Posts: 6765 | I'm decent against cpu's yet I suck online
3 wins, 10 losses. Nice one, Atheena. |
append and detach. Shotgun Sinner
Age: 27 Gender: Female Posts: 9418 | JM, nakakainis yung kadramahan mo!
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I read the last of it. I held my breath for that.
and I couldn't stop crying. Such a tragedy.
That guy-- that guy killed himself. That guy who acted, thought, and did things exactly like me.
But even there, he didn't want to die alone. He dragged his friend to accompany him to death together. They made that promise.
But his friend didn't kill himself. Instead, he waited for the other guy's trigger to be pulled. And left him off dead.
That friend couldn't do it. He just started to deluse about an unoccured, never been, and never to be, happy memory of them together breathing, laughing and LIVING.
Then he just laughed. Then it was over.
fuck. i'm crying. i'm crying. i'm crying. and i'm guilty. just thank god that i hadn't been serious about my decisions before to... end it.
just really proves that life can be better. just really proves that nothing is worth losing. just really proves that suicide is the most disgusting and unforgivable choice of all time.
and I, made that disgusting anf unforgivable choice before.
i'm so guilty right now. |
art star. Demolition Lover
Age: 31 Gender: Female Posts: 19017 | I don't think suicide is that bad. |
werard gay. Crash Queen
Age: - Gender: - Posts: 32559 | May 15th, 2010 at 11:43pm nakakainis sila. para yun lang pinoproblema nila?
sinisira nila araw ko.kaya ayaw kong mag ganun eh. sigurado ganito ang mangyayari.
ay nako. nabubuwisit talaga ako. hindi ako makapag-aral ng maayos.
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