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Brand New.
Demolition Lover
Age: 30
Gender: Female
Posts: 19919 | November 20th, 2011 at 12:27am
don't play me for a fool, because I am not.
how blind do you really think I am?
I know.
I'm not a fucking idiot. |
werard gay.
Crash Queen
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 32559 | November 20th, 2011 at 05:25am i don't wanna do this anymore.
urgh. this is so hard. i can't even tell it to my parents. |
Day Of The Dead
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 4772 | November 20th, 2011 at 09:12am For the first time ever I feel like I'm getting to a place I want to be in life, but at the same time, I feel things are worse? Not with others, but with me. I'm so scared I'm going to flip out one day from all this, and I don't even know what this is anymore. It's so weird to think one event can change your life, and now I live that every day.
Good or bad thing?
I just don't know anymore. I'm lost. |
malibu.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 30
Gender: -
Posts: 54114 | November 20th, 2011 at 07:59pm I am pretty pissed off he's not better than that.
Typical. |
Day Of The Dead
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 4772 | November 21st, 2011 at 02:42pm I seem to be reliving a small nightmare.
These next few days are going to be hell. |
jason schwartzman
Bleeding on the Floor
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 1450 | November 21st, 2011 at 08:36pm I've not felt this defeated in a long time.
The feeling that, no matter how hard I try, it will all equate to nothing. |
littlejeka
Generation Nothing
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 126288 | November 22nd, 2011 at 09:27am It scares me how much you love me. But, at the same time, it's fascinating. |
Lee Jong Suk.
Demolition Lover
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 15859 | November 22nd, 2011 at 10:43am Docto Irash;:It scares me how much you love me. But, at the same time, it's fascinating. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 22nd, 2011 at 01:40pm Chris Pontius:Docto Irash;:It scares me how much you love me. But, at the same time, it's fascinating. |
Fatatio
Bulletproof Heart
Age: 33
Gender: Female
Posts: 26349 | November 23rd, 2011 at 01:58am Brand New.: don't play me for a fool, because I am not.
how blind do you really think I am?
I know.
I'm not a fucking idiot. |
brother nero;
Always Born a Crime
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 6778 | November 24th, 2011 at 02:39pm
i'm a bit worried that my first reaction is to always think of you.
i'm scared of myself.
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Day Of The Dead
Salute You in Your Grave
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 4772 | November 24th, 2011 at 04:18pm Yesterday was really hard.
Feels like I have a huge hole ripped in my heart.
Why did you have to die?
I miss you so much it physically hurts. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 24th, 2011 at 09:04pm I waited on you for five years
I saw you fall in and out of love with other girls
I stuck by you, even though you treated me like crap sometimes
I watched you give me false hope over and over, and forgave you regardless
I saw you abuse my kindness, and sometimes I still think you do
You watched all this destroy me, but you still didnt stop, you never even offered to help clean up the mess you made of me
its ok though, when you reflect on your past and see I was best after all
you're gonna wish I would give you another chance
and
Ive never been embarrassed to say Im not "easy"
ive considered it a good thing
but ive also seen many a "friend" leave me because I wouldnt give them sex
Ive seen many a boyfriend leave me because I wont give them sex
its never really bothered me, up until now
I guess because im 18, and I feel like Im so behind in my life
most of my friends have had sex, and all their boyfriends stay
I know its usually only because of the sex, but at least they stay
Now, I found a guy who doesnt care about that, but all I can find myself taking about is sex
I dont wanna do it, ever, at all
but I know he wants to one day, and Im scared he'll end up leaving cause of that
I dont want marriage, or children, or sex, and he knows this
but I dont think he understands it, ugh, im just bothered by this whole thing |
littlejeka
Generation Nothing
Age: 32
Gender: Female
Posts: 126288 | November 25th, 2011 at 12:53am I just want you forever, is that so bad.
Because seeing you isn't enough for me. |
fire at will.
Damned After All
Age: 35
Gender: -
Posts: 105653 | November 25th, 2011 at 03:44am ...it's my best friends birthday today.
but he's not talking to me anymore.
it still hurts. |
Richey Edwards.
Demolition Lover
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 16507 | November 25th, 2011 at 07:55am I bet you hardly remember me |
brother nero;
Always Born a Crime
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 6778 | November 25th, 2011 at 02:45pm asking alexandria:I bet you hardly remember me |
skitty.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: -
Gender: -
Posts: 51832 | November 25th, 2011 at 11:07pm idk
i have every reason to be happy
my friends are great
my family is as fine as we're going to be
school is a little stressful but its not that bad, i have my tech class which is amazing
i saw my favorite band ever live last week
and now i have my first job.
i'm fine when im around other people, i dont really think about it this much
but before i go to bed i just think about how unnecessarily unhappy i am. idk why but everything i do is just, like, pointless and idc about any of it. |
malibu.
In the Cannibal Glow
Age: 30
Gender: -
Posts: 54114 | November 26th, 2011 at 01:59am I loved to hear she's a frigid bitch, and you haven't even kissed yet.
You only go out with her for sex and 'cause she's seen as cool.
You're so obsessed with being part of one crowd, jock or not, you're sick of being inbetween.
I'm not "cool" enough for you, just because your idiot jock friends don't like me (nor do they know me, may I add).
Sucks for you that she isn't giving you shit, ha. I hear all you two do is watch tv and movies anyway.
Great relationship. I'm not happy all the time and I'm not too cool, but I'm more exciting than she'll ever be. |
styles.
Awake and Unafraid
Age: 31
Gender: Female
Posts: 13251 | November 26th, 2011 at 10:52am It feels really weird being back. |
