brokenXfallenXangel

Well lets see i dont think i'm that interesting. But I do write poems/songs about losing a loved one or about pain. Anything depressing I write about. My LOVE 4 my boyfriend AARON will never end becuz we have a bond that no 1 can break. um........... I'm a huge fan of MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!! my fave song from their new cd is FAMOUS LAST WORDS. *feels sorry for bob (burned legs in the making of the music video)* anyways my other fave songs are VAMPIRES WILL NEVER HURT YOU, HELENA, GHOST OF YOU and well I'M NOT OKAY (I PROMISE). and i think thats pretty much it if you wanna now more about me well feel free to ask me.

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I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS



Behind a closed door

A girl hides behind closed doors
Sitting on the floor
To week to stand
A razor in hand

She’s tired of crying
Secretly dying
Slowly fading

Trapped behind these lies
No one knowing she cries
Herself to sleep at night
Loosing sight of the light

Her friends never asked why
When she smiles a sad gleam remains in her eyes
No one being able to see past her mask
Didn’t anyone ever think to ask

She couldn’t take it no more
The found her on the floor
Covered in blood
She shall suffer no more



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