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red windmill.

red windmill.
The Paramour

Member since February 22nd, 2007



Hey guys i be Lucy....
I <3 Music.
Mainly punk, alt. rock, classic rock, pop rock... well rock, you get the picture. Thats pretty much all you need to know....

Hugs Not Drugs
Drop Bets Not Bombs
Make Music Not Missles
Throw A Party Not A Punch


I don't really like being me, but i put up with it.
I'm out.
Peace <3


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I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."






I LOVE....

My Friends
Fall Out Boy
My Chemical Romance
Marianas Trench
Panic! At The Disco
All American Rejects
Gym Class Heroes
My American Heart
Goodnight Nurse
Behind Crimson Eyes
Breaking Benjamin
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Acadamy Is...
Taking Back Sunday
Circa Survive
Amber Pacific
Relient K
New Found Glory
Jimmy Eat World
Serj Tankian
Escape The Fate
Hot Lies
Jimi Hendrix
The Fratellis
Bloc Party
The Kooks
48 May
Avenged Sevenfold
Dire Straits
Iron Maiden
Led Zeppelin
The Used
Boys Like Girls
System Of A Down
Foo Fighters
Bon Jovi
Guns 'n' Roses
Lost Prophets
The White Stripes
Pink Floyd
Good Charlotte
Meat Loaf
From First To Last
30 Seconds To Mars
Cute Is What We We Aim For
Green Day

Making new friends
Nightmare Before Christmas
Skinny jeans
Black Nail Polish
Guitar- Les Paul FTW!
Lip Rings
Studded Belts
Chuck Taylors
Punk things
Black and Red Roses
Playing my instruments

-what can i say? i love music....xD

Banquet-Bloc Party

Plug In Baby-Muse

Flight Of The Conchords- Hiphopopotamus vs. Rhymenoceros-New Zealand should totally check them out lmfao

Peace Out Cool


  • Ashleytotherescue!

    it's what you told me last year, you said that you would bash anyone who f*cks with me. you know, it's funny, but i was having a huge fights with taylor last year, but now i think she's one of my best friends. i'm not friends with my best friend cause she has been continuously rude to me for the past year. she even told me that was why we started fighting in the first place!!!!

    Ashleytotherescue!, October 3rd, 2008 at 05:50:03pm

  • Ashleytotherescue!

    you would like meh siggy on the message board lucy
    P.S. its sheena

    Ashleytotherescue!, September 21st, 2008 at 09:15:22pm

  • RawrImContagious

    Hey Whats Up Awsome Pics


    RawrImContagious, September 12th, 2008 at 12:27:04pm

  • Why.So.Serious?

    I'm glad your cold is over =)

    Nothing much, just enjoying the holiday. It's to bad that the school starts soon though..

    Anyway, what have you been up to lately? =D

    Why.So.Serious?, August 3rd, 2008 at 08:30:00am

  • Why.So.Serious?

    Ah You're welcome!

    And Thanks! =)
    I'm okay, thanks. You?

    Why.So.Serious?, August 1st, 2008 at 07:12:05am

  • Why.So.Serious?

    Dude, I like your profile! =)

    Why.So.Serious?, July 26th, 2008 at 09:31:14am

  • Ashleytotherescue!

    yeah he's an enormous dork.
    and i'll be sure totell him that XD

    Ashleytotherescue!, June 22nd, 2008 at 12:47:55pm

  • Ashleytotherescue!

    you have a mibba?
    add me! there's a link on my profile.

    his name is alex, he's 16, and he likes screamo and to play magic the gathering. heh heh, my boyfriend's a dork

    Ashleytotherescue!, June 21st, 2008 at 12:18:17pm

  • Ashleytotherescue!

    hey, if you aren't on ino much these days where are you?

    i'm on mibba a lot.

    and i got a boyfriend :)

    Ashleytotherescue!, June 20th, 2008 at 02:22:22pm

  • Ashleytotherescue!

    hey lucy!
    what is up?
    me and mcrislife made up :)... finally
    she even added me on myspace

    Ashleytotherescue!, June 15th, 2008 at 06:24:04pm

  • PollyPocket

    yeah it was good thanks
    went shopping and went for a meal with some friends
    it was good
    but i saw this really nice outfit but i ddnt have enough money for it

    but now i gtta go to school!!
    i'm really tired so i wudnt be suprised if i fell asleep


    PollyPocket, May 6th, 2008 at 02:17:55am

  • PollyPocket

    we get the day off today cz its a bank holiday!! =D
    so alls good good
    i dunno how long we've got left of school tho
    i hope its not long
    i'm sick of it already =P


    PollyPocket, May 5th, 2008 at 04:24:23am

  • PollyPocket

    ha ha
    it was good LOL
    and umm.....just whatever really
    mainly rock
    they dont really stick to 1 genre tho


    PollyPocket, May 3rd, 2008 at 06:53:24pm

  • PollyPocket


    cool, ur making a band,,,pretty rad!!
    last night was really good....i think
    i got soooooo drunk i dont really remember it!
    apperently i was singing louder than the band
    i made such a fool out of myself!
    i woke up this morning thinking.....aaaah f*ck!
    aaah well
    i had fun


    PollyPocket, May 3rd, 2008 at 12:11:24pm

  • PollyPocket

    i know
    grr to the science

    oh well good luck for a couple of months ^^

    ummm....not a lot tbh
    tonight i'm going to go watch my friends band play so that shud be good
    they're doing quite good atm
    very proud =P
    ive been mainly watching them play

    how about u?

    love u 2

    PollyPocket, May 2nd, 2008 at 02:27:20am

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