JoeyCyanide

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Warning the following material is not suitable for homophobics

Well this is gonna be completely random because I am typing what comes to mind ok so don't think I’m cracked out on something ok even though I want some...jk...drugs are bad... I like boys and girls if you haven't noticed and if you don't like that you can go fuck yourself, I like to play, lick, and just all kinds of things with body piercing no matter where they are at, I like hair dye, black hair, I'm a sucker for brown eyes, eyeliner is hot, I am pretty out-spoken so if I don't like ya your gonna know it, and if you fuck with my friends I'm gonna fuck you back even harder, I like guitars, skateboards, fuckin crazy ass people doin crazy ass things, tattoos, don’t get me started on what happy trails make me do, I like the mall when you can actually call it a mall, like clothes and designing clothes and hair, makeup, nail polish, emo/punk/goth its all good, I hate preps and hicks and why does it seem I’m always surrounded by them, I love my friends cuz they are the weirdest/craziest people I’ll ever meet that’s why I love them(Born an original, why die a fucking copy), foreign people are hot, foreign accents are too, knives are fun, blood is awesome, I’m an ovo-lacto-vegetarian, I like sticking my hands into peoples pockets, I tend to bite(you choose where and how hard), I like to sing, I like to dance(sometimes in my underwear), I love raves and techno music, If it has a lot of bass I’m good, I can contort my body in weird shapes, and well I'm gonna just add on to this more and more every time I think of something...

Please look at my blog for poems, stories, and just everyday things...
I would like your input...

I listen to Fall Out Boy, Panic! at the Disco, Disturbed, AFI, Flyleaf, Godsmack, Alkaline Trio, Drowning Pool, The Transplants, Fear Factory, Bullet for my Valentine, Adema, My Chemical Romance, Him, The Lost Prophets, Linkin Park, Killswitch Engaged, Funeral for a Friend, Avenged Sevenfold, Greed Day, McFly, Cute Is What We Aim For, Less than Jake, Underoath, Sublime, The Used, Blue October, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Hinder, Gorillaz, Metallica, ACDC, Switchfoot, Three Days Grace, Marilyn Manson, From Autumn to Ashes, Audiovent, Coldplay, The Killers, Our Lady Peace, 3 Doors Down, Relient K, Incubus, and more...

Famous people I love: (no particular order)
Peter Wentz (Fall Out Boy)
Patrick Stump (FOB)
Joseph Trohman (FOB)
Andrew Hurley (FOB)
Frank Iero (My Chemical Romance)
Mikey and Gerard Way (MCR)
Davey Havok (AFI)
Marilyn Manson
Ville Valo aka HIM
Bam Margera
Dougie Poynter (McFly)
Harry Judd (McFly)
Paul DiGiovanni (Boys Like Girls)
Synyster Gates (Avenged Sevenfold)
James Stephen Hart (Eighteen Visions)

Famous to me people I love: (no particular order here either)
Peter Whynts (wish you were here)
Ashli Vlana Kristov
Nitara Gooding
Nickolas Marts
Kenny (wish I knew your last name) (AP)
Anakin Adrian Slitler (wish we didn’t leave so hard) (AP)
All my friends back in BFE…
-Cat, CrysLou , MiKayla, Kaitlin just to be some…
Oh and Dustin aka "Big D"...My Lover
Sami (my jamming gummy bear)
Miranda (the girl in my nightmares)
The rest of my INO friends (wish I had more)
My buds at AP (miss you all)
-Mainly you Miss Sparrow, and Afflictions, can’t forget Tempis
My MSN and Yahoo people (never on miss you lots)
And those I forgot I’m sorry tell me I’ll put yea here
And for those I will come to love

All of you I love with a great deal of my heart…
Not my whole heart I need a lil of that to stay alive lol
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Please read this...
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday. I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson". If you belive that Homophobia is wrong, please repost this.


92% of teens listen to rap and hip hop music. If you're part of the 8% that rock out every day. Put this in your profile fellow rocker

92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch decided breathing wasn't cool!!
Put this in your profile if you would be one of the 8% laughing histarically in the background!!

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(='.'=) This is Bunny. Put him on your
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way to WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!!!

choose your reality

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Suicide
Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- but before you kill yourself, consider these facts
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way?
Ask the 25yr old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone.
What about jumping?
Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humour.
That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal.
What about pills?
Ask the 12yr old with extensive liver damage from an overdose.
Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun?
Ask the 24yd old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side.
He lived through his "foolproof" suicide.
You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling?
Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job
-- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? :
Your father?
Your mother?
Your sister or brother?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover.
They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family.
You do have other choices. There are people you can help you through this crisis.
Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police.
They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped?
Still want to do it?
Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later.
And we'll work with whatever you have left. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you.
Everything will get better, and it will be okay.
So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor,
just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times.
IF THIS TOUCHES YOU, REPOST IT


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